Loneliness~
I can recognize it now.
I know this day would come
When I just have to admit
that I have always been alone.
How did I ever be comfortably satisfied by these thoughts
that there might be a longer road between us.
but now I finally woke up and know it
that I will always be alone.
Those keen words you said to me.
How could I ever forget..?
But it was a promise
that I would never be alone again.
I know what they say behind my back.
I know what their looks mean.
You won't be the same again,
not this time.
This time There's no road back.
the doors have been closed,
and my cold body turns into a sinking boat
which flows before the dreams.
Such a dream, is not for me.
I'm supposed to be alone,
and die alone and tolerate the pain by myself.
Can I handle it... I don't know..
I'm always alone.