IRC-Galleria

You're indecisive when it comes to making any plans
you're on the fence
you give me reasons I never seem to understand,
they don't make sense
maybe ain't enough for my heart
we'll see, ain't off to a great start
baby, I want you to be mine,
you better hurry 'cause if I change my mind

You will never know,
what it means, to love me
and you will never know,
what these two lips taste like to kiss
you can just suppose to what my body feels like to hold
hope you can deal with, all you will never know

It's a forgone conclusion, you're love's an illusion
and the picture is starting to fade
boy let's be honest, when it comes to your promise
it's just a lot of empty words you say
and the future's only gonna be more of the same
you've only got yourself to blame

Tomorrow you didn't, yesterday you won't
'cause I know everything you say you gonna do you don't
that's a given, it doesn't matter anyway
hey, I know what love wasn't, I know what love isn't
so when you say you're gonna change you gotta be kidding
tomorrow you didn't,
hey hey, I'm outta here today

I used to believe in, all your romantic dreaming
but it really ain't that cute anymore
'cause my time's to precious
so I wish you the best with
whatever it is you're looking for
baby this is all for your own good,
I'm leaving 'cause I know you never would

How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.

“I'm all glued back together now. I make no apologies for how I chose to repair what you broke.”
-Dr. Meredith Grey

“And just when you’ve gotten the lay of the land, the ground underneath you shifts. And knocks you off your feet. If you're lucky, you'll end up with nothing more than a flesh wound, something a band-aid will cover. But some wounds are deeper than they first appear, and require more than just a quick fix. With some wounds, you have to rip off the band-aid, let them breathe and give them time to heal.”
-Dr. Meredith Gre

“People have scars in all sort of unexpected places, like secret road maps of theyre personal histories, diagrams of they're old wounds most of our wounds heal leaving nothing behind but a scar but some of them don't. Some wounds we carry with us everywhere, and though the cut's long gone, the pain, still lingers.”
-Dr. Meredith Grey

“Let's say you were drafted to a team that wasn’t your first pick. You know, you don't like the players. You hate the way they play the game. You even think the quarterback is full of crap. The quarterback's a pain in the ass you don't owe a damn thing to. But, it's your team. You don't quit. You don't talk to the press. You don't bitch to the coach. You just... you go out there on Sunday and you make the blocks and you take the hits and you play to win. You show up and you suit up and you play, because it's your freaking team.”
-Dr. Alex Karev

And I don't know
This could break my heart or save me
Nothing's real
Until you let go completely
So here I go with all my thoughts I've been saving
So here I go with all my fears weighing on me

minkä sinä sille voit
ettei hän enää
sinusta välitä
minkä sinä sille voit
ettei hän enää sinua halua

ettei hän enää
tule käymään
ettei hän soita enää keskellä yötä ja sano:
"Ei kai teidän äijä heränny?"

niin kuin sinä luulit löytäneesi ystävän
ihmisen, joka sinua kuuntelee
ihmisen, joka sinua kuuntelee

- Mä luulen, että aika moni lähtee festareille sillä ajatuksella, että nyt harrastetaan lempeä kesäyönä. Olen itsekin mennyt sillä asenteella, Mariko kuvaili kesäfestareiden vaikutusta ihmisten käyttäytymiseen.

- Se on aika hyvää petausta. Olla kolme yötä juhlimassa, viinan käyttö rajatonta, musiikki, joka stimuloi aisteja, ei liikaa vaatteita päällä... Why not, onhan se aika selkeää.

Standing alone with no direction
How did I fall so far behind?
Why Am I searching for perfection?
Knowing it's something I won't find

In my fear and flaws
I let myself down again
All because

I run
Till the silence splits me open
I run
Till it puts me underground
Till I have no breath
And no roads left but one

When did I lose my sense of purpose?
Can I regain what's lost inside?
Why do I feel like I deserve this?
Why does my pain look like my pride?

In my fear and flaws
I let myself down again
All because
I let myself down
In my fear and flaws

Where Ill be touching and holding caressing and giving you
Your every fantasy
Ill get you dreaming and lusting burning and praying
For more of this ecstasy