I'm sad.
Losing my best friend...just like that...
Because I was acting like an asshole.
Even when I wasn't drunk.
Being hated...
Always.
Had one friend on first grade.
Never heard of him after that.
Moved to another town when I was nine.
Always the new kid.
Never the cool kid.
Had one friend.
She just used me.
I don't care anymore.
...have I ever been anyone?
I'm still trying to be myself.
But I don't know who I am.
So please, forgive me.
You all.
This hurts...
...too much.