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Parts from a diary, Part 1Tiistai 12.12.2006 19:16


"Like norwegian earth makes memories of longing, a second takes time...
Time for us, that I'd really like to have more of!
No winter, no christmas I think and hope...Thinking of you and if it's true that you really made an impression on my soul long before me met.
It feels like yesterday, trying to say too much, don't want to hurt myself with my own problems.
While my pen on the paper traps my unreflected thoughts, I have already the answers written in my head. I just don't dare writing them down...
Cause it hurts to admit your own mistakes and the time is still not here since I don't have the strenght to bear it.
"Spin the bottle" , yeah I got distracted.

Pressure's building up, I'm trapped and it prevents me from expressing myself and it makes me vulnerable. I'm curious but at the same time afraid of what the answers will be.
I'm going to take a look at the screen, pieces of text I've written, standing naked infront of the world and making myself open for anything, either good or bad.
Cause it's as close as I get to you...
The new day comes sneaking and surprises me with it's comfortable cold to my cheeks.Fresh and comfortable, as if I awake and listening to my soul screaming "HELLO"
Work brings memories of past that is no longer forgotten or denied.
my mailbox feels full...
A mixing table is life; you have more channels, balance and lots of buttons to adjust.
Just like "feedback" at a livegig, you need to put on the mute button.
The beeping sound that kills your ears and your heart.
You know, the people that make me smile are the ones smiling at me first, even though I almost always smile.
-yeah, I'm more honest than I'd like to be..."



thatis some random quotes from my diary during the last couple of months.
here's a quote from todays, it reads:
"Nowhere, turn around, I'm coming, I am myself but I'm not for sale so COME ON!
today, im invincible, not even you can harm me"

yeah, feeling a bit manic;)

im a psycho maniac:)

anyway. more later=)




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