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*twisp*
I wouldn't want to tell you that the memes(don't know what a meme is, look it up on wiki) I'm now going to share are the most powerful you have ever read, and maybe they're not, but here it goes:

How do you go about deciding the most important decisions in your life?
You don't have to answer this is any way, but...
Would you be surprised if I told you that I've somewhat fallen in love?
And don't you simply hate it, when it doesn't feel like it works?
I'm sure you have been there, think about it!
What would it be like to not have that uncertainty?
I know that five hours is more than two...and that even a second away takes way to long.
the digressions keeps pulling me off track.
don't you just hate it when that happens?
you start to concentrate and then you really can't anyway...
If you would choose between being the sensitive you and the hard-shelled you, which one would you choose?
I need to sing, and I'm not wasting any more time. Unless I'm with you and that's a good thing.
I FEEL, I LIKE AND I LOVE, understand?
I won't blame you if you think this is harsh, but wise people always have a backup
they'll never know what hit them if i reveal their truths
and todays spell reads:
go change!
the perfect night awaits
and you may not know how perfect it is
would you like to see it, be a part of it?

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revealed: blue sign telling me that a house was built in 1881.
the streets are empty on this sunday, I'd rather not call it x-mas yet.forget about that
downtown the streets are dirty and smelling of the night before
all i can think of it vomit, or is it just the smell?
the feminine creature looking around, searching, waiting for a bus that just won't come, I'd like to tell her cause it's something I never do
winter?no, all i can see is fake icesculptures and repairs. the photographer pulls me along and i almost trip in a garden hose outside the pissoar, have to laugh since how are they getting anything clean with that kind of hose?
urine...hah
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capture the holidays with a broken needle!

focus, coca-cola, and BK...

doesnt mean a shit to me really, yeah i have my beliefs
it's beautiful, my fingers freeze, almost no traffic
and i guess the bus came anyway
joboffer: extrahelp for the holiday season

ok

remains of what might have been a human being once rots in the back alley
guess it was his needle, that's how you capture the holiday seasons...

ok


unicode:

inhaling somewhat over 3000 toxins
the new kid in town about to make some buzz

with so many thoughts caught in one place
-cruise
i repeat myself, but you know how i hate unfinished deals
did you get it this time?

the spell:
it's typical now, isn't it?

the idea:
a second takes time

the curse:
undelivered

call IT
whatever...

did you get it this time?

*twisp*

The first second that I saw you,
I knew then what I want now
Looked like an angel from heaven
You crashed down into my mind

In my eyes you are wonderful
you are an angel or my fountain of youth
don't even know you, but i know it's true
my christmas present?
do you want me too?

Never wanted something like this
I can see you all the time
In my head you are the better
the joy and lust it all collides

In my eyes you are wonderful
you are an angel, my fountain of youth
don't even know you but i know it's true
my christmas present, do you want me too?

You are different, from everything I've ever liked
You are different, and its all that i'd like
to have with me on the road...

Well, time to rise and shine and make my way to the shipyard.
weee, im sleepy...
but coffee's on the way!=)
oh, the songs coming...
just hold on;)

yeah, new song again...
just don't have the time writing it down now, so I'll do it tomorrow...
tata

Lot's of love,
Erkki

How about it?

I'm all open to get hurt...by you
I'm all open to your fears and crying all night through
I'm open to your dreams(x)

It should be all obvious
that I do care for you
I think I understand
And sharing now with you

to share our secret lives
we both have deep inside
i want to go explore
the inner you and more

Cause I'm all open to get hurt...by you
and I am open to your fears and crying all night through
I am open to your dreams, I often even feel,
I'm even in your dreams

in a forgotten world
that i once left behind
i find a memory
a love that once was blind


and now i see your face
wherever i may go
you are the mystery
i wanna get to know


Cause I'm all open to get hurt
By you(yeah you)
I am open to your fears and crying all night through
I am open to your drems, I rarely even feel,
that you're one in my dream
i want you in my dream

Cause I want to be there
in your highs and lows
I want to see it, as our
emotions grow


hey, let me know what you think?

various clips...


A macaroni x-mas alone and sleeping. Maybe alone on the internet...
someone to talk to would be nice, someone to like and love.
NO, it only becomes trouble even in a "healthy family"
Desperately trying to find my tears, but for some reason they've gone hiding and I haven't seen them in two years. I remember being alone on the streets during x-mas, fortunately I've got my computer. It's some kind of company and maybe someday I'll forget...
one second takes time, but it runs fast.
dreamt alot lately about what's wrong with me, the anxiety at night, the darkness without snow, the frost that should be lit and guiding my way home.
i need you! isn't it so that the silence should be shared?
I've started walking around in the streets again, they've changed alot since I was six, I'm not afraid anymore, but I'm still waiting and I'm still disappointed...
Well, Fuck it!
I'm going to get what's mine to have, my own fucking happiness!