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im so reflected i got disconnected
from the real life, the real reasons,
the real possibility that once
i might be yours

the deeper down i go
the better it all turns out
i hate this rollercoaster and not knowing
is this the upside or the downside of not owning a medal?

im so connected, i got resurrected
from the gravest of reasons
the wonderful treasons
and for a second i felt yours

the higher i go, the harder i fall
the ground is still soft
with you in my mind
but i hate this rollercoaster and not knowing
is this the upside or the downside of winning a medal?

Where did the creativity go?
im soo anxious it should be in it's place to write, but nothings coming?
when you're drowing...
u sexy little drink of water you, come up to my mouth and let me drink ya;)

oh, here comes something:

*Perfect Idiot*

So, this confusion has finally got a grip
and i'm preparing to let it slip
as i fall in love and don't have crushes
the bloodpump pushes my buttons

today i am the perfect idiot, vulnerable for you
today i am the perfect idiot, waiting here for you

So, what are all these offers received?
i gave what i have, but what did it breed?
other than confusion, i no longer know what i want
but i do, but its difficult since i don't know what were about

today i am the perfect idiot, vulnerable too
today i am the perfect idiot, waiting here for you

ah, fu*k it...
i guess i'll get the answer i seek in time...

so I'm just sitting here, all confused and baffled with questions around in my head...
i sent it to you, did you get it?
a moment of the beautiful side of life i can give
more than the moment i can't promise
the mirror behind me on the wall said i should fight,
but against what?or who?
where is the enemy?

So, this is the time of the changing we say
It's the time we say goodbye to what was, and to start over with
blank papers and resharpened pencils.
So what happened to me in 2006:

i was thinking of taking it step by step, but here's some of the most important events of 2006

i found welding to become even a passion of mine and my backup plan if all the music stuff goes to hell
i broke up with my long-time girlfriend...
i met a couple of other girls and got deeply hurt
my aunt tried to rape me
i got accused of all kind's of things it's not possible that i'd do
i wrote a lot of good songs after getting inspired by someone
had some failed business startup attempts because of school and various personal issues coming in the way, it's back up, though...
finally got my ass of the sofa and started exercising again...
i relocated to turku...shipbuilding is kinda cool=)

i learned that trust and honesty is the road to get punished
so whats my overall view of the past year?
I'M SO FUCKING DISAPPOINTED!

so, it's time to look ahead and what awaits me?
i wish i knew
what would i like to accomplish during 2007?
get to work as soon as possible in the beginning of the year
get the underground project really well under way
make enough money to be a skibum/backpacker next winter
try and restore my faith in humanity
get a lot of music stuff done and hopefully get some gigs done too
quit smoking
get my body back in mint condition
work hard on my guitar playing skills
get rid of my debts
im going to get the happiness and joy that i deserve
independent of others
no more mr. nice guy...nice guys finish last, it's been proven at lot this year...

i guess all i wanna say that, happy fucking new year!!!

i'm sorry, for being me
i'm sorry for believing in you
i'm sorry for believing in me
that i have something
that you have something

i guess all we have is nothing

It's like candy that you find on the floor
you can say you know who lives there so it's ok to eat it,
have you ever done that?



im on recon, im studying a scout undercover...:D

just about my feeling yesterday=)

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Artist(Band):Dave Matthews Band and Dave Matthews
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Crush Lyrics





Crazy how it feels tonight
Crazy how you make it all alright love
Crush me with the things you do
And I do for you anything too
Sitting smoking feeling high
And in this moment it feels so right

Lovely lady
I am at your feet
God I want you so badly
And I wonder this
Could tomorrow be
So wondrous as you there sleeping
Let's go drive 'till morning comes
And watch the sunrise and fill our souls up
Drink some wine 'till we get drunk

It's crazy I'm thinking
Just knowing that the world is round
And here I'm dancing on the ground
Am I right side up or upside down
And is this real or am I dreaming

Lovely lady
Let me drink you please
Won't spill a drop, no, I promise you
Lying under this spell you cast on me
Each moment
The more I love you
Crush me
Come on, oh yeah

It's crazy I'm thinking
Just knowing that the world is round
And here I'm dancing on the ground
Am I right side up or upside down
Is this real or am I dreaming

Lovely lady
I will treat you sweetly
Adore you I mean you crush me
And it's times like these
When my faith I feel
And I know how I love you
Come on, Come on
Baby

It's crazy I'm thinking
just as long as you're around
And here I'll be dancing on the ground
Am I right side up or upside down
To each other we'll be facing
My love
By love
We'll beat back the pain we've found
You know
I mean to tell you all the things I've been thinking deep inside
My friend
Each moment the more I love you

Crush me
Come on
Baby
So much you have given love
That I would give you back again and again
Oh my love
Meaning I'll hold you
But please please let me always

it's typical now, IS IT?
did you get me in time?

it all comes down to nothing as it started
and my ghosts take control
save me from what I'm becoming because of you
I'm the one chasing now

it's typical now with the curse of a dream
I'm undelivered to my destination
no slang, no rhyme, no peace of mine
this game im playing against my mind
i find my own way out, and i make my way back in
as the call arrives, im back in the place
what i can't recall anymore

As I create the perfect "X" on the wall
i try to play poker without cards
and everyone knows im in the game
will you not talk?
and now i transformed to the bee
my only fear is the bird

if ill ever get the strenght to, i will end it all
finish the deal and win this complicated game

seriously people...
i'm taking a tiny break and goes personal for a bit;)

i simply can't conduct any business under these circumstances anymore...
make love not babies;)

*twisp*
I wouldn't want to tell you that the memes(don't know what a meme is, look it up on wiki) I'm now going to share are the most powerful you have ever read, and maybe they're not, but here it goes:

How do you go about deciding the most important decisions in your life?
You don't have to answer this is any way, but...
Would you be surprised if I told you that I've somewhat fallen in love?
And don't you simply hate it, when it doesn't feel like it works?
I'm sure you have been there, think about it!
What would it be like to not have that uncertainty?
I know that five hours is more than two...and that even a second away takes way to long.
the digressions keeps pulling me off track.
don't you just hate it when that happens?
you start to concentrate and then you really can't anyway...
If you would choose between being the sensitive you and the hard-shelled you, which one would you choose?
I need to sing, and I'm not wasting any more time. Unless I'm with you and that's a good thing.
I FEEL, I LIKE AND I LOVE, understand?
I won't blame you if you think this is harsh, but wise people always have a backup
they'll never know what hit them if i reveal their truths
and todays spell reads:
go change!
the perfect night awaits
and you may not know how perfect it is
would you like to see it, be a part of it?

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