I am deeply depressed, I do not know what to do for myself, this is very difficult for me, I hope you're happy, but I'm not, I lost a lot of my life, I do not know how much, but very much! My sadness moth every day when I come home at night, thinking about you, but I'm trying not to think about but it is difficult, I've always thought about a variety of ways, when I am depressed, and they do not have any good ideas. I would like to say one thing ... I LOVE YOU