" There's always something
You won't dare to say
Your good intentions
Are boring take me away
If it keeps you sane, then it's okay
If I played it safe, would it save me?
I'd like to get some rest now
If I could just ignore the truth
Scratching at the window
This time I've got to make a move
Ego obliteration
Stand back and watch me melt away
Dissolve all recognition
I've got to burn this weight out of my mind
Running through my veins until I disappear "
* * * * *
"How did we get here?
Life don't belong here
Feel like I just never tried
To find a way back to the outside
It stops me from breathing
Kills all the dreaming
Talking to you from the other side of a wall in my mind
And it's clear that you're near to me
I think I found a way to understand why I couldn't see what was happening
The fear overcame me
Took a trip on the inside, I took a trip on the inside
I try to hold on until this feeling is gone
Break through to the other side, I need to break through to the other side
Of everything that is hurting you
I just can't lay down and die
It takes a lifetime to understand why
It seems that you're near me
But you don't seem to hear me"
* * * * *
"dead heads lying in the corner
staring at me making me feel bad
I put my hands up to my eyes
but the holes in my palms let me find a way
to corner you...
I start to cry and I keep on laughing
I close my eyes at what's left inside
and then I'll ran away...
I eat my hands 'cos my legs are crying"
* * * * *
"you gotta face it head on
so you can't turn this thing around
cos this ain't right
try to restart
but no longer build the well to survive
sweet oblivion
I got these feelings and I don't know why
I see all my fears in the darkness of light
what made the river so cold?
I got to believe when I say
only this is the way"
* * * * *
"Deep inside the silence
staring out upon the sea
the waves are washing over
half forgotten memory
and I swear I never knew how it could be
and all this time all I had inside was what i
couldn't see
I swear I never knew
how it couldn't be
all the waves are
washing over all that hurts inside of me
Beyond this beautiful horizon ..."
I could die.... And now I say goodbye..