You make me sad
You make me strong
You make me mad
You make me long for you
You make me long for you
You make me live You make me die You make me laugh
You make me cry for you
You make me cry for you
I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut
I may seem crazy
Or painfully shy
And these scars wouldn't be so hidden
If you would just look me in the eye
I feel alone here and cold here
Though I don't want to die
But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside