IRC-Galleria

Would you promise me that you will never let me sink, if you save me I will try my hardest to save you....Dont leave me here with my demons, they will devour me as soon as your light escapes my sight...I cant do this on my own...I´m too weak to fight everyday....

Just the tone of your voice can make me break up inside and crush everything I ever believed in....Just one word can bring my world spiralling down so please if you aint got anything to say that could make my world better then silence your voice now and forever....

Believe me dear when I say you cant kill me coz I´m already dead.
You held me kissed me assured that nothing happened, but I should have known that the lips that crossed mine were someone else´s last night....

There´s nothing for you here anymore, so just walk away. Everything we ever did to each other, was cause pain. I can see it in you the change and what it took to leave me behind, I can say Im sorry but it wont even start to explain how I feel, but still Im sorry for everything.

How long does it take for me to rip out this darkness from my heart.

How long do I have to drift between past and present ´till I understand that I cant change what I wasted.

Could someone assure me that there´s still time to start over.
Someone please fix the broken memories, before I drown in dreams and fantasies.
Open my mind to reality no matter how cold and lonely it is...I need to wake up, I need to see this through sober eyes... My life without you...MY LIFE WITHOUT YOU...Now it feels so hard to carry on all alone....

There she comes with an empty smile the sorrow has taken control of her life the battle seems to be lost but the war has just begun,

When she cries the heaven bleeds rain washes away the tears but the pain wont ease....

Have you looked at the mirror lately? does it reflect the person you wanted to be? Does the alcohol numb the pain of being you or are you still ingnoring the truth?
Dont blame me for your mistakes I wasnt the one who couldnt let the past be the past.

If you need someone to hate you better look at the fucking mirror!

And dont you dare to say that you cared coz that is a fucking lie

How could you look at me in the eyes and fucking smile when you knew that everything you said was just another lie

...and with that smile you will die... now drown in this hate.

Yes it feels bad and yes I know it makes you sad, but I cant hurt you more than I have to I hope that you know that this was never my choice just cant be what you need me to be...