It feels like it's too hard to breathe.
Again I'm fallin' with myself.
It seems like my heart can't take it anymore.
And again I'll drown in my tears.
I'm not weak,
I wanna stay alive.
Nether I'm strong,
'cause I know I can't go on without you.
It hurts to know you never felt the same.
Once I'll take it.
I know it's spring, it's pandemic.
Twice it's tearing me.
I'm not dead,
I checked it.
I'm sure I am alive,
but at the same time, I'm not.