i guess im insane indeed
cause no matter what the fuck i do
you never seem happy
adapting to stronger drugs
larger quantities
killing myself constantly
my eyes start to bleed
the feeling of being alive
just isn't enough
serenches i stuff with heroine
im feeling the rush
inside of my veins
and my brains fried from filling to much
with drugsim willing to crush
my chances of being in love
falling down
erasing memories you gave to me
im still alive and nothing you say
can make me breath
so please take away the pain that hurts me
i don't want to be alone and thirsty
so many drugs to push the pain
i have in trapped in me
cause i don't wanna live my life
inside this fantasy