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This is the day that I have feared... This is the day when nothing shall be left of me to find tomorrow...

I just simply cant take this sorrow inside of me and suppress it anymore.. So what will you see when you look at me?

You may see my shadow but you'll never see the true me inside this body.. This body has become an empty shell..

A soulless thing that scares you in the dark.. Hell.. It may even scare you in daylight.. A broken thing..

Not Human, no longer... That broken thing that you might notice... That broken thing that might scare you..

That broken thing is what's left of me... No longer living, nor am I dead... No longer Human, just broken

something.. That is what I've become..

-Frag-

I see everyone around me being happy... Always smiling and laughing... I can laugh, I can smile... But I'm not happy...What is happiness..? I have this feeling in my chest... It's always there.. It follows me where ever I may go.. Who ever I see, just makes me remember that feeling... And when my eye's see you... I'm lost in this feeling so deep that it's hard to breath... It's like a chokehold around me... It doesn't hurt...But you know you'll die to it... This feeling so hollow... I guess it's loneliness...

Am I lonely..? Is this what you wanted to give me..? Guess I earned this.. Loneliness.. I'm loneliness incarnate..

-Frag-

Rupee loppuun tila tuolta Ihkuilu boxxenista nii alan puskeen nämä tänne... sääliksi käy joka ikinä nämä erehtyy lukemaan...

What would you do..If your heart were to be torn from your chest..Naturally.. You would die right? ...Why didnt I die when my heart was torn apart from my body by the one that I love? Why do I long to be with her so much that I supress the pain and just wait in agony.. I just wait for her decision.. And yet I love her so much that I cant stand to be without her..

-Frag-

Pain is my friend..It tell's me that I'm alive.. Now that pain is the only thing I have left while I wait it makes me hurt even more.. But if youd take the pain away from me now.. How am'I supposed to know that I'm alive?

-Frag-

This hole in my chest... This mark of pain and agony.. This dark empty bleeding hole in my chest... Will it ever heal? That's up to her to deside.. As long as She keeps me waiting... This dark empty bleeding hole... Without an answer.. It shall never heal..

-Frag-

The only thing I deified was you.. The only thing I waited was your call... Now that I realize that the only thing that I'm waiting shall never come... My life lost it's meaning...

Now to live a life with no meaning.. That turns you cold... Like death, cold I have become... Nothing shall hurt me now...Thus I feel nothing no more... Are you happy now..? A cold person you have created is me.. Can you still face me? Can you look into the cold eyes that once were warm and loving? Into the eye's that you created... Are you happy now? Those warm and loving eye's that you once saw.. Shall never be seen by no one ever again... I truly hope that youre happy now..

-Frag-