I know that times been hard
I know that you've been feelin' down
If you only know how I'm feeling for you
If I could take your pain
I wish that I could wash it all away
If you only know how I'm feeling...
Mommy I'm sorry if my first letter made you cry
To be honest with you I don't think that I wanna die
Sometimes I feel like that I'm cancerous in others lives
Thats prolly why I drink at night and sleep till 4 or 5
It's kinda hard walking through life with my distorted eyes
When I was younger I was stupid and I thought I thrived
I thought alot about everything I said in the letter
And questioned whether or not if I was dead you'd be better
You think my shorty would be happy if I never met her
It's too late now mommy I could never forget her
...
You've been runnin' around for so long
You've been hurting yourself too much
You keep messin' around with darkness
You're the one who's losin'
Better to die and sleep then never wake and sleep
Then linger on and dare to live when your souls life is gone