IRC-Galleria

As I walk through the Valley of the shadow of death
I wear my crown of thorns and pull the knife out my chest
I keep searching for something that I never seem to find
But maybe I wont because I left it all behind
Now IÂ’m stuck with this and that will never change
Always a part of me until the very last day
Where to go from here, what road to travel on
I spent my whole life choosing and It always chose wrong
Will I try to have the will to be alive? Will I try because IÂ’ve never seen the light?
Lower to the ground and its now you see, you spent your whole life taking the best of me

WhereÂ’d you go? Wheres your home? HowÂ’d you end up all alone?
Can you hear me now?
ThereÂ’s no light, thereÂ’s no sound, hard to breathe when youÂ’re underground
Can you hear me now?
Hear me now

How long can I keep pretending to be?
That all the stars in the sky could mean something to me
Heaven will open up if I live on my knees
IÂ’m a man of many words but a man of few deeds
Walking these streets so absent of hope
A pillow of concrete, a man with no home
Lending my hand and weÂ’re walking away
Leave the virtue of pity but we live with the shame
Those get to dream in a world with no sunlight
When you wake up you know its darker than last night
Quickly we forget, sacrifice goodbye
Hard to walk away, been walking my whole life

Look into me eyes and I see
What do I see? Nothing at all
Take another look around me
What Do I see? Nothing at all

Can you hear me?
Hear me now

mmh.. taitaa tulla musta silmä......

I don't wanna die,
I don't wanna die,
I don't wanna die - So you're gonna have to.

I don't wanna die,
I don't wanna die,
No I don't wanna die - So you're gonna have to.

Blood is getter harder
Blood is getting colder...

I've told you once,
I'm the only one who holds her

I don't wanna die,
I don't wanna die,
I don't wanna die - So you're gonna have to

I look inside of myself,
and try to find someone else.
Someone who's willing to die,
'Cause you watch you cry me for help.
I know that blood will be spilled,
and if you wont - then I will.
My grave will never be filled,
It's either kill or be killed.
So let heaven be told,
that some may come some may go,
where I'll end up, I don't know.
But I ain't dying alone,
I keep on asking the question,
''can I be saved by confession?'',
you see this blood on my hands at least
there's no reaching to Heaven.

I got to pick up the pieces,
I got to bury them deep.
And when you look in my eyes,
I be the last that you see.

I don't wanna die,
I don't wanna die,
I don't wanna die - So you're gonna have to.

I don't wanna die,
I don't wanna die,
No I don't wanna die - So you're gonna have to.

I've told you once,
I'm the only one who holds her

I don't wanna die,
I don't wanna die,
I don't wanna die - So you're gonna have to

Hurt turned into blood,
and the blood keeps on pouring,
From every pour I wipe it up,
this is just to be demoted.
Now someone started dying,
my only opponent?
'Cause I will watch my baby cry,
So I keep on just going.
Am I a man or a beast,
or father nature at least,
watch humanity cease,
Cause it's our human disease.
You got to kill what you gotta kill,
Yeah that's what they say.
And I can go against God's will,
You better pray.

'Cause I'm an angel, a demon.
Yeah I'm hell and I'm heaven.
I'm everything you couldn't be,
now you believe in the devil.

I got to pick up the pieces,
I got to bury them deep.
And when the dark hits the coffin,
Just go to sleep.

I don't wanna die,
I don't wanna die,
I don't wanna die - So you're gonna have to.

I don't wanna die,
I don't wanna die,
No I don't wanna die - So you're gonna have to.

Blood is getter harder
Blood getting colder

I've told you once,
I'm the only one who holds her

I don't wanna die,
I don't wanna die,
I don't wanna die...

Now that I see,
I see You buried,
Six feet below.

Another life,
goes into the night.
I couldn't let him breathe,
'Cause I didn't wanna die.

Now that I see,
I see You buried,
Six feet below.

It's not alright,
Can't you hear me as I cry?
I couldn't let you live,
'Cause I didn't wanna die.

I don't wanna die,
I don't wanna die,
I don't wanna die - So you're gonna have to.

I don't wanna die,
I don't wanna die,
No I don't wanna die - So you're gonna have to.

I Don't wanna die.
[Fade and repeat]

So cut my wrists and black my eyes (Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight or die
Because you kill me
You know you do
You kill me well
You like it too and I can tell
You never stop until my final breath is gone

this is my chance
this is my chance
this is my chance to feel I'm alive

kattelin viime vuoden kuvia ja silleen ja yyh ;_;
tuli ikävä mustia hiuksia ;___;

Believe in me, When you feel like youÂ’re losing all your hopes and dreams.
Believe in me, When I am gone you gotta keep a smile on.
Believe in me, Goodbye my friends; Just celebrate the times we spent.
Believe in me, We all die; ItÂ’s in our fully big adventure.
Believe in me, When IÂ’m goneÂ…

We all fall down, WeÂ’ll pick you up
We all fall down, WeÂ’ll pick you up

Believe in me, Just keep your faith and believe in all that you make.
Believe in me, My love is not a gamble; You can count on me.
Believe in me, No lies just love; I will be pure just like the sun.
Believe in me, When you are down I will lift you up from the ground.
Believe in me, When IÂ’m goneÂ…


We all fall down, WeÂ’ll pick you up
We all fall down, WeÂ’ll pick you up

DonÂ’t be afraid to die, ItÂ’ll collapse your beautiful light.
But if youÂ’re not afraid to die, ItÂ’ll kill this shadow that lies upon you.
ItÂ’ll guide you to be true, Infinity

Believe in me, When IÂ’m goneÂ…

We all fall down, WeÂ’ll pick you up
We all fall down, WeÂ’ll pick you up
I love youÂ….

ihan sama ;___;
äääh ;_;
miks aina minä ? ;_;

hih luin täs mun päivä kirjaa ja noit vanhoi juttuja joita oon kirjottanu :DDD♥

ja yli puolet on viime kesältä :DD♥
ja yli puolet kertoo siitä kuinka jonny kiusas mua aina!!!♥
ja siitä kuinka plööä :DDDD♥
tykkään siitä jaja se ei sillon tieny vielä ja plaahplaaah :DD♥
kaikkea jännää täällä lukee h0h00!!! en ees oo muistanu kaikkia juttuja paitsi nyt ko luin tätä :DDDD

pätkä mun päiväkirjan sivusta

"Jonny se saa mut aina tuntemaan et oon tärkee ja korvaamaton.
Ja se saa mut hyvälle tuulelle ja nauramaan aina. Pystyn luottamaan siihen ja sen kanssa mulla on turvallinen olo. SE EI TUOMITSE MUA SEN TAKIA MILTÄ NÄYTÄN TAI MITÄ OON TEHNY JOSKUS KAUANSITTE!!! Jonny saa mut jotenki kokonaisen ennen ollu nii tyhjää ja onttoa ja pelkoa mut sit jonny ilmesty mun elämään ja se täytti tyhjyyden ja poisti pelon luwe jonny♥"

:DDDD onneks jonny ei oo päässy lukee mun päivä kirjaa hahaha ^^♥

ko ei oo mitää ihmeitä suunitteluja kesälomaks
voisin alkaa tekee jotain päivittäin jotain sellasta mistä
ite tykkään ja saan jotain tekemistä.
ja et saisin kerranki sellasen tunteen että oon jossain edes hyvä.
ja sellasta josta nauttii :DDDDD