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Rakas päiväkirja, tänään 2.12.2006 eli siljan synttäreitä seuraavana päivänä, kävin rullaluistelemassa hihattomassa paidassa. Joulupukilta toivoin lunta ja pientä pakkasta sekä pientä onnellisuutta. Hyvää joulua kaikille <3

They took my heaven
So I need to walk on earth
They sold my hell
So I must be here forever

It's the place of coldness
Place with deep black mist
rising from the floor
And somebody on the door
with scythe on his shoulder
I can't deny, I'm a folder

My life is humanized
by militarist and fools
They've the power,
the people and the biggest tools
My life could end with one quick stab
of sharp knife
"Mistakes I've made a few
ended my life"

And there she goes
all by herself
Walking under the citylights
turning heads of opposite sex
and rises the value of HEX

She is the goddess of my thoughts
She controls my mind, my feelings
After midnight
she comes to my sweetest dreams

She's again on the road
seems to found a guy
and they're going on the boat
In my mind I say: "Hi"
but she'd answer: "Bye bye"

Still she's on my mind
In my thoughts, in my eyes
I can't see her anywhere
Oh, tell me: "Where she hides?"
"Look upon the stars, you'll find the answer there"

She is the goddess of my thoughts
She controls my mind, my feelings
After midnight
she comes to my sweetest dreams

She is the goddess of my thoughts
She controls my mind, my feelings
Yesterday evening
she came to my nightmares

Tässä saattaapi ollaa Stillbornin tulevaa lyriikkaa eli toisin sanoen mun kahen minuutin rävellys:

Hearing voices under my floor
Complaining about suffering
It must be you, my honey
screaming my filthy name time after time

Seeing these weird lights guiding my way
Making bloody cross on my wall
Again you're distorbing my mind
I'm not bying anything, so look for another mall

Now they passes me by
I'm blind, I must die
I feel their their anger, but I can't see the pain
Suffor is their symbol and death is their god
They tooked me within
eating entrails and drinking blood

I know, I'm ruined
like god's lamb in valley of hell
No excuses, this is it
You're not going to see me anymore

Now, when all of my dreams are crushing down
I'm sitting on the corner and wondering: "Why and how?"
There's one thing, that could make me happy
On the other hand it's crushing my heart
but I think there's nothing I can do

I know the pain what one sentence can make
I know the game inside a picture
I know the fail that I've made
I know the rain inside my mind
when I can't hold you thight

This pressure
is too hard to messure
Just one look
and I'm ready to die
Just one smile
and I'm ready to die
Just one word
and I would do anything
I mean anything

We could share the world
or create a new one of our own
There isn't anything
what we can't do
Everything is allowed

Mitä Bill Gatesin vaimo sanoi miehelleen hääyönä?
"Nyt tiedän mistä Microsoft on saanut nimensä."

When you're not around me
I'm gonna fall

Tää päivä on toivon päivä
Päivä, jolloin kaikki kääntyy hyväksi
Virheet korjataan
ja tuskat annetaan anteeksi
Tänään syksy muuttuu talveksi
Sydänten rajat rikotaan
kielletyt tunteet sallitaan
ja tiemme valaistaan

Tänään kaikki on mahdollista
Voi aloittaa alusta
tehdä niinkuin aina olisi pitänyt

Tää päivä on ilon päivä
Päivä, jolloin kyyneleeni
kuivuvat hymyilevillä huulillani
Päivä, jolloin sodat loppuvat
Väkivalta kuulee viimeisen sanansa
Vangit vapautetaan
Rikoksia ei ole olemassa
Tänään juoksen mäelle
Saan sen, mitä olen aina halunnut

Tämä päivä saa minut itkemään onnesta
Tämä päivä on antanut minun odottaa itseään jo liian kauan
Tämä päivä vie minut onnelaan
Tämä päivä on myös päivä
jolloin kuolin




So, the dinner is served. How would you like to eat it?

Happy birthday
I'd give you a kiss
if I would have a way
Now you can make your wish

First day of my illusion
the last year of my delusion
I'd love to go deep into your core
Distance is so long, is there a detour?

Remember when we meet at the first time?
When stars played the music of movie soundtrack
If you could be mine
I would never walk back

Do I need to kill the star?
because I just don't want to

Happy birthday
I'd give you a kiss
if I would have a way
Now you can make your wish

Everything I can give
Is everything in me

En viittis paljastaa liikaa, ku tulis kauhee kohu tyhjästä, mut kirjottelin tätä ajatellen erästä ihmistä <3

Again losing my mind infront of the mirror
Who am I? What should I do?
And who are you? Are you the one?
Closing my eyes
So I can return to my dreams (to my dreams)

This is
a novel to our collapse
Last play of these children
Instruments of black soul
play's the final note
with harmony of losted hope

Reborned Stillborn
Fighter of Borderline
Line between you and me
I whisper in your ear
"Let me show thee
A world with no fear"

Welcome to my dark side
I promise, you will enjoy
and that's what I like

This is
a novel to our collapse
Last play of these children
Instruments of black soul
play's the final note
with harmony of losted hope

Broken pieces of that mirror
Reflects the sadness from my eyes
Your words are like horror
My dreams just filled with lies


<3