And fffiiiiuuuuuuu -- there was my inspiration and ohh, here goes my energy, and I think I saw part of my happines too.
Meaning: I dont know what to write. I feel sad and anxious and tired. And I'm definitely not feeling happy, and I can't figure out WHY. Autumn? Darkness? Cold? Death? Relationships? Exams? I just don't know.
I need somethin REALLYREALLY GGRREEAATT now. Something out of this world, something that'll... That'll simply make me happy again. I want to be happy. Mommy, why cAnT i be hapi?
I've always seen this world as such a beautiful place. But where did the beauty go now?