I'm gonna clean the house, gonna fix the fence
In my final hours, I'm gonna tie up these loose ends
I won't leave a note for anyone to find, tomorrow they'll know
what I've done here tonight
The drastic steps I've taken are just an act of desperation
I knew no one would miss me so what the Hell
I fought, I lied, I drank too much
Hurt everyone I've ever touched
And just how much I've hurt you its hard to tell
This is not some cry for help
It's goodbye I wish you well
I'm gonna kill myself ....