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From the bottom of my broken heart
There's just a thing or two i'd like you to know
You were my first love, you were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love, i never knew love
'Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart..

Baby, please stay
give our love a chance for one more day
We could have worked things out
taking time is what love's all about
But, you put a dart
Through my dreams through my heart
and i'm back where i started again
Never thought it would end..

I want to be yours, i want to be someone special
but i'm only dreaming
I want to be more than friends
I want to be near your heart
but i can only hold it inside

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Wish there were words to replace the sound of my heart for you to eventually know
It's wrong for we're "good friends" and i scared that i'll lose you,
if you don't feel the same as me

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I can only wait for the day you know how i feel

Many nights i wondered why
you would just up and leave my life
Many days i stayed at home
tired of life just need to be alone

*I can't see life without you and me
I can't see or be anything else
You're long gone when i need you here
and i can't blame nobody but myself

**So, i'm the reason why we're apart
I'm the reason why you won't stay
I'm the cause of these broken hearts
I'm the reason why love i know is leaving my life

Many years i followed you
Just to see if you were telling the truth
Many days i questioned you
I just didn't trust what you said you'll do

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I'm the reason why..
Can't believe I'm..
I'm the reason why..

5.12- 9.12 nilpun luona uulalaa, huomenna nähdään rakas! maltan tuskin odottaa! khia nipa

You are so far away
and still you ask me to wait
you told your friends that you just pretend
cuz' you was shame, because of me
and still you want me to stay,
when, you act like you don't even care
i can't take this no more,
i should run long time ago.

Try my best to keep it all together
Gonna take it back to where we were
Never been too good at keeping secrets
Give you reasons but for
what it's worth
Let me go
What the hell would make you look at me the same?
Used to say we're unbreakable
But i just went and changed it all

I'm gone i don't blame you at all
Cuz after all the things you did for me
Like feeding my temptation
I'm gone
Boy, you're better off alone
I don't want you to see
The truth in me.

-I don't kno why you niggas keep tryin me
Everybody kno i'm the air to the aftermath danasty
And i ain't got to make shyt for the club
Wut dj goin turn down the 38 snub-

i'm so fly, you so fly, what's more fly than you and i together, get high let's fly together.

Ei vittu, en tajunnu tänään vaan kauan sitten, mut oikeesti miehet on ihan tyhmii kusipäitä
taidan ruveta lesboks jo tänään, hey bellat kelpaisko vinokkii? hahahah.. ei vittu.. mut oon totaalisesti pettyny kaikkiin..
eikö maailmas ois ees yks ainut hyvännäkönen jätkä joka ois aito ja sellanen real man! woohoo, tulee abloodeja jos on, jos ei ni menkää helvettiin no ei kai ;)


just nilpun kaa eilen kelattiin ois ihq juttu jos ois joku chris brownin näkönen komee mulato poika,
jolla ei ois naamarajaa ja jotai alwayz stay fly- style.. vähä ois helmee
ja me ollaan nilpun kaa ihan hakusessa koska meillä on hautajaiset menossa, siis mies hautajaiset laitetaan
kuoppaan s & *piip* koska meidän pitää unohtaa sellaset kusipäät ja sydänten särkijät ja sellaset "hymyä ennen, hymyn jälkeen" olevat tyypit.. ja tiiän että ette ymmärrä koska tää on mun ja nilpun inside juttui, u know? mut suoraan sanoen se tarkottaa sitä että te miehet ootte aivovammaisia, mut ei kaikki tietenkään mutta 95% ja 5% miehistä on piilossa meitä.. eikä tuu esiin, vaikka haluttais.

mut ei maha mitään, i don't need a man.. onhan mulla nilppu ja minä itse! olen elämäni suurin rakkaus<sydän>

haha.. ja mua väsyttää ihan hirveesti.. ja mul on ihan tylsää ku nilppu ei oo koneella, koska mä rakastan sitä muijaa enemmän kun itteeni, melkein.. mut heippa, rakas päiväkirja.. hahah