IRC-Galleria

I've tried to heal the wounds
make it as if it never was
and i know i've done my best
but i can never heal the scars

*I wanna say i'm sorry but i know i'll do it again
I'll do it again
I know what i did but i still don't know the reason
I wanna say i'm sorry but i know i'll do it again
I'll do it again
I'll do it to you
I don't wanna hurt you anymore

I pull you close
Feel your love
Then i push you away from me
Protect myself
I'm not safe when my boundaries are violated
and it's kill or die
So i choose me
Over you

ADD is my excuse
and with my excuse i shot you down
and i know i've got to change
But i can never work out how

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No matter what i say
I love you so much i cannot leave
but this drive me crazy
I always find it hard to breathe

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Why donÂ’t you return my calls?
Why you trip out where i be?
You donÂ’t ever come to see me
You say that you're 2 busy
What the hell i don't have time
Why you messin' with my mind?
I can find another guy
Someone who will treat me right
I donÂ’t need this bullshit
I won't put up with it
Any longer
You can go if you want
*I donÂ’t need your pity
I will be just fine if
You decide that you want to leave
Closer go behind you
I just want to know what

**What about all of the things that you said?
What about all of the promises that you made?
What about all of the lies that you gave?
What about all of the things you told me?
What about us?

Thought you said you were different
Was that what i heard you say?
Said that you'd love only me
Thought that you'd be all i'd need
What if it took promises
Said that you were a better man
Your words have no ways with me
Cuz you can't have it i see, i don't need that
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There's some good and bad memories.. but you remember only those bad memories..
Open your eyes.. don't forget about us..
How can i let it go? Everytime i see you around..

This is the last time that i see ya
in the end it was nice to meet ya

I shoulda told you from the beginnin
So you would'nt go and end up with feelings
Don't cry when i disapearing
You know betta than it killed ya
Just remember you had me in ya
Don't worry it'll be ok
Go to sleep and wake up in anotha day..

I hate the way i love you so
tonight is the night, i let it go
i just can't do it baby..

Please, go baby..
Cuz if you hold on
It will be hard
for me to move on..

I woke up kinda early today
and something told me from that moment
It wouldnÂ’t be the same
I knew you were hiding something
but i didnÂ’t push it
I didnÂ’t know what to say
I tried to pretend, like i didnÂ’t see it
Cause deep down i knew i didnÂ’t want to believe it
There it was, it was you and her
You left your sidekick on the nightstand
and i read
Everything you did and everything you said
and now iÂ’m standing here looking like damn
I thought it was you and i
Now i all i got to say is why?

*After all of this time that we tried
I found out we were living a lie
and after all of this love that we made
I found out you donÂ’t love me the same
The way that i love you

I notice now, that when your around
You be trying to lock the door
Whispering on the phone
Now wait a minute since we been in this house
You ainÂ’t never did this before
Tell me whatÂ’s this about?
I tried to sit and say to myself
This here is too good he donÂ’t want nothing else
There it was, it was you and her
You left your credit card receipt inside the beamer babe
Everything you bought her and everything you spending
Now IÂ’m standing here once again
I thought it was you and i
Now i all i have to say is why?

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Damn, i'm sorry you had to find out like that
Wait a minute,
can we talk a minute
I'm sorry you had to find out this way
Theres the sky i've been seein hold on though
Everytime i close my eyes he's in my thoughts
We been goin through it for some time now
It ain't my fault
I'm just tryna be truthful to ya and let you know


*Everytime i try to leave something always tells me no
and just when i think it's workin itself out can't be so
Everything we worked so hard for should we let it go
It's no fair to leave without tryna work it out

And there someone else you been seein i ain't a fool
and it's been goin on for some time now it's so obvious
That she been takin my place some of the time that you been gone
Why won't you just be truthful to me and let me know

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I know sometimes it can get rough
It means so much when it comes to us
I can't just walk away from the only thing i know
Tell me if you think it's worth workin out
Cuz i'll be right here if you have no doubt

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Before you, you were no good you used to be so good
and then you changed and flipped on me
so tell me what's the reason,
all this time you've been preaching
acting like you know everything

Look into my eyes
and tell me what you see
was what you got worth loosing me?
Now all your lies has caught up with your game
it's a different picture but in the same old frame

*Tell me was it worth it?
None, baby said and done
or did you find what you was looking for?
Tell was it worth it?
Boy, that's all i want
is just tell me the truth and nothing more
Got me confused and think that i wanna be
back in your arms cause i closed that door
Tell me was it worth it for you
to make that change and play that game with me

I gave all i could give you
changed it all up for you
but you didn't sacrifice for me
So, is it for the moment
are you really on it
is the way you ain't thinkin' bout me

Look into my eyes and tell me do you see
can you see the pain that you caused on me
it's not the same will never be that way again
cause you can't take back those tears

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