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Boy, you got me so
crazy in longing
and i know
it's wrong but so right

and i'm holding you
I have been dreaming
and i can't let you go
now, you're mine..

I think.. i have fallin' in love..
I thought i'd never could fallin' love again, but i did..
but it's hurt little.. cuz he aint' just like him..

I didn't mean to cause you pain
I know our love was all in vain
but i have changed
Things will never be the same
but a little love will always remain
Well, i hope we can still be friends
You know how it is
It all depends on you..

I'm so sorry.. hope you can forgive me..
and you know deep down inside of me.. i still love you somehow..
but i gotta move on.. like you are one step ahead on of me..

The times that we shared than the love that we had
That's only what matters to me
Cause it felt so good
That's your by my side
You're the only one that could ever make me blind
and we apart and just a thought
That's only one that matters to me..

If i can spend just one day with you
Missing you lately
I will hold you like we use do
I'm missing you baby
I can't believe this day will never come
cause i love you and you know that i do..

I thought he was the one for me
to please him i started actin differently
and when i met you
I thought i could be myself
You showed me lovin' like nobody else
I never had to ask for nothing
with him it seems like it was always somethin'..

Where do i go from here?
I'm so lost..
Do you know how hard it is?
Finding my way through this..
It shouldn't even be like this..
I shouldn't have to feel like this..
Can't even have company, nobody can talk to me
I'm messed up, all that i find myself doing
Looking at my gallery, drinking and smoking weed
I hate you.. for doing this to me boy..

I think about this loving
A thousand times a day
and your still the closet to my heart
Even a million miles away..

I'm reaching out my heart to you
Boy, it's just so hard
I'm wishing i could hold you
but my arms ain't that long
I'm missin' your kisses.. missin' your touch
You know this distance makes it hard to keep us close..

I never knew why i told you all the lies
Everytime you cry.. it made me realize
*I'd be lying to myself if i told you i can do it without you
I can't think of no one else who would try to put up with the worst of me
You keep making sure it's loud & clear that you don't want me.. no more
So baby, won't you tell me..

**Tell me what could i say
to bring you back my way
To show you how much i do love you
I know i made mistakes
but no one takes your place
Say it isn't so..
it's hard to think of you with someone else

Everytime i think of you the defintion of love
Only you come to my mind
I find myself wanting you all of the time
*

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I hope you can hear these words from my heart
This is not another love song
Me no you.. it's tearing me apart
I'm nobody without you
So, baby forgive me
I'll make it up to your heart
I know what a true realitionship means because of you

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I would never let a tear fall from your eyes
cause everything you are to me
I could never let you hurt inside
You mean so much and i'm so thankful that your in my life
and i appreciate your love and all sacafice
Without you by my side.. i never could survive
*I wouldn't be the woman standing here before your eyes
You taught me strength and you gave me guidance
Whenever faith was lost you were there to find it
and all because a mother's love is unconditional
With all my heart and all my soul i want let you know

**That i thank you and i love you and
i will never place anyone above you
You have given me life and i just want you to know
That your the reason im here today i will never let go
to everything that we shared and nothing can compare
i thank you, i thank you, i thank you is what im saying

See.. i've been blessed to be raised by a woman so strong
cuz even when i did things wrong
You would show me just the way that i should carry on
You kept me safe and you protected me with all you had
and anytime i was in need you gave your very last
Without you by my side, i never could survive
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Remember waking up early monday mornings
With my new dress and my new shoes, with the buckles on em
and you would kiss my face and say i love you baby
and you would be right there to take all of my fear away
and when he broke my heart you said it was his lost
and not to think about.. about your better off with out him
Remember when they said that i was never gonna make it
You said it yours and all you gotta do is go and take it

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I LOVE YOU, MOM