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"I dont think i want this anymore"
As she drops the ring to the floor
She says to herself
"You've left before this time you will stay gone, that's for sure"

*and he shattered something as
She dragged her suitcase down the path to the driveway
She had never gone that far
Normally this would be the time that she would let him talk her out of leaving
but this time, without crying
as she got into her car
She said..


**No.. happily never after
that just ain't for me because finally
I know, i deserve better, after all
I'll never let another teardrop fall

As she drove away she starts to smile
Realized she hadn't for a while
No destination, she drove for miles
Wonderin' why she stayed in such denial

**

I'm done, so done
I'm free, free to be me

She inhales an air she'd never breathed before
The air of no drama, no more..

**

Now, i can talk about things he don't got
but love for me, he got a lot
and i love every thought about him

He's not perfect but all i want and need
and i won't ever change him
I won't ever let him get away
He's not perfect but all i want and need
and i can't live without him
because, he's not perfect, he's my boy.

I can't sleep tonight, your plans is on my mind
Thinking of what we used to do
It's kind of stuck on you and i can't clear my head..

My heart beats, pumping and i can't breathe
I can't get back..
I need your love and why you do me like that
You're the one i need in my life.

Never thought that i'd be here wishin'
I didn't have to make this decision
All i want is to know which way to go
but how will i know which way to follow
Where will my faith remain tomorrow
Love is a heartless pill to swallow
If we fall apart
Can i hold on?
Forever you or forever gone..

I guessed theres no point saying this now
It's done and you're gone, this doesn't count
but now that you've gone away
I've realised every day i made a mistake
Your'e the best thing i've ever found

*but now that i want you, you're moving on
I tried to call you but nobodys home
I didn't know this, till you went away
I'm always a day too late

I'm done i know, waiting this long
Theres no explanation for letting you go
and you were right all along
I missed you bad when you're gone
I finally opened my eyes and now i'm standing alone

*

but you ran to me, i didn't want to be bothered
but now i finally see
that you've moved onto another
Now honestly i get the reason why you left
but i wish i had you back and...

*

Even when it's sunny outside
it still feels like it's raining
No clouds inside
but i still need your umbrella
Sometimes i wish i would've never let you in
Then, wish i never met you, fell in love with you
then, i wouldn't feel like i do.

Feels like i've been here before
Matter of fact as i recall
Love ain't been a friend to me
It always pulls me up and let's me down
Spinnin my heart around
So, i locked it up and threw out the key
So, baby, you picked a bad time to be everything that i need

Even tho your're making my pulse race
you came on the wrong day
I'm feeling you but you gotta leave

I'm 'bout to hit the bed
I know i'm not ready yet
I'm trying not to fall in love
Crazy thoughts are running through my head
So, they can't understand
I'm trying not to fall in love
So, i'm sorry
Baby, i'm not giving you my heart
I gotta get away, get a hurry
I gotta get this before it starts
'cause i'm not tryna fall in love.

They don't know what we been through
They don't know 'bout me and you
So, i got something new to see
and you just gon' keep hatin' me
and we just gon' be enemies..

Every since you told me i'mma tell you how it's been...
Don't talk to nobody not even my friends...
I can't sleep and i don't even clean
I ain't had a good meal...
This how you make me feel when you're not here
It's like you locked me up and threw away the key
and everywhere i turn, it's like four walls are surrounding me...
and their moving in slowly
I'm so lonely...
Feels like i'm in some kind of prison
and i wanna be free, so, come back to me...

I wouldn't care about what you say
When we both disagree
I feel so betrayed cuz you make it seem
like you prefer living without me

So what you gonna do when it's over
if i get your wish never returne back
Tell me..
When you still be able to keep you're head up
and no one believe in you were perfect
and when you gonna run when it's hit you
That you better off with me
'cuz when it's said and done
i can gurantee
You won't find me..


All you do with complain
How 'bout a goal?
and unleash the game
Here is the key
Baby, i unlock the chain
If i makes you feel like a prisoner
I'm such a fiene..


You sure this is what you want?
'Cuz when i leave
I promise you, you won't find me..