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I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain
I never needed strain
My love for you was strong enough you should have known
I never needed you for judgements
I never needed you to question what i spend
I never asked for help, i take care of myself
I don't know why you think you've got a hold on me
*and it's a little late for conversations
There isn't anything for you to say
and my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So look at me, and listen to me..

**I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush, hush
There is no other way, i get the final say
Because..
I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush, hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby, hush, hush

I never needed your corrections
on everything, from how i act to what i say
I never needed words
I never needed hurts
I never needed you to be there every day
I'm sorry for the way i let go
or everything i won't need when you came along
but i am never beaten, broken, not defeated
I know, that next to you is not where i belong
*


**

No more words, no more lies, no more cryin'
No more pain, no more hurt, no more tryin'..

**

These days you barely even say my name
like you don't really feel the same
I'm wondering what's to blame
These nights i fall asleep wondering where you are
It feels like we're falling apart
and it's only breaking my heart
*cause if being with you means being alone
and never knowing when you're coming home
Then i guess, i'm better off on my own

**But i can't move on
cause that makes forgetting, forgetting everything we've had
Instead i keep coming, keep coming, i keep running back
Cause i keep forgetting, forgetting you treat me so bad
So, i keep coming, keep coming, i keep running back

My friends say that i should leave you behind
and stop wasting all my time
They tell me that i am out of my mind
but i know that what we both share is real
and i've been willing to deal
With the way that you're making me feel
*

**

"I dont think i want this anymore"
As she drops the ring to the floor
She says to herself
"You've left before this time you will stay gone, that's for sure"

*and he shattered something as
She dragged her suitcase down the path to the driveway
She had never gone that far
Normally this would be the time that she would let him talk her out of leaving
but this time, without crying
as she got into her car
She said..


**No.. happily never after
that just ain't for me because finally
I know, i deserve better, after all
I'll never let another teardrop fall

As she drove away she starts to smile
Realized she hadn't for a while
No destination, she drove for miles
Wonderin' why she stayed in such denial

**

I'm done, so done
I'm free, free to be me

She inhales an air she'd never breathed before
The air of no drama, no more..

**

Now, i can talk about things he don't got
but love for me, he got a lot
and i love every thought about him

He's not perfect but all i want and need
and i won't ever change him
I won't ever let him get away
He's not perfect but all i want and need
and i can't live without him
because, he's not perfect, he's my boy.

I can't sleep tonight, your plans is on my mind
Thinking of what we used to do
It's kind of stuck on you and i can't clear my head..

My heart beats, pumping and i can't breathe
I can't get back..
I need your love and why you do me like that
You're the one i need in my life.

Never thought that i'd be here wishin'
I didn't have to make this decision
All i want is to know which way to go
but how will i know which way to follow
Where will my faith remain tomorrow
Love is a heartless pill to swallow
If we fall apart
Can i hold on?
Forever you or forever gone..

I guessed theres no point saying this now
It's done and you're gone, this doesn't count
but now that you've gone away
I've realised every day i made a mistake
Your'e the best thing i've ever found

*but now that i want you, you're moving on
I tried to call you but nobodys home
I didn't know this, till you went away
I'm always a day too late

I'm done i know, waiting this long
Theres no explanation for letting you go
and you were right all along
I missed you bad when you're gone
I finally opened my eyes and now i'm standing alone

*

but you ran to me, i didn't want to be bothered
but now i finally see
that you've moved onto another
Now honestly i get the reason why you left
but i wish i had you back and...

*

Even when it's sunny outside
it still feels like it's raining
No clouds inside
but i still need your umbrella
Sometimes i wish i would've never let you in
Then, wish i never met you, fell in love with you
then, i wouldn't feel like i do.

Feels like i've been here before
Matter of fact as i recall
Love ain't been a friend to me
It always pulls me up and let's me down
Spinnin my heart around
So, i locked it up and threw out the key
So, baby, you picked a bad time to be everything that i need

Even tho your're making my pulse race
you came on the wrong day
I'm feeling you but you gotta leave

I'm 'bout to hit the bed
I know i'm not ready yet
I'm trying not to fall in love
Crazy thoughts are running through my head
So, they can't understand
I'm trying not to fall in love
So, i'm sorry
Baby, i'm not giving you my heart
I gotta get away, get a hurry
I gotta get this before it starts
'cause i'm not tryna fall in love.

They don't know what we been through
They don't know 'bout me and you
So, i got something new to see
and you just gon' keep hatin' me
and we just gon' be enemies..