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I don't want to feel like this
I don't want to
I don't want to freak you out
but i
Think i might have said too much
Didn't mean to
Think i might have said it's you
and i

*Guess, i should leave this behind
Guess, i should erase and rewind
but somehow i can't seem to stay away
I don't want to sound desperate but i am
So, say that you'll come around
Guess, i should erase and rewind..

I don't wanna stand in line
like i used to
I don't wanna have to scream and shout
'cause i'm the kind of girl that sticks like a tattoo
Yeah, i'm the kind of girl that wears on your arm

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You never do return my calls
Just like we never met at all
No matter what i'll always wait for you
I'll wait for you
I don't wanna feel like this
I don't want to..

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Looking out to the great unknown
Been here waiting for the mystery to unfold
Because every remedy i dream of fills me
When i feel like getting out
I end up back where i was
When you were the one
and i'm so tired of feeling like..

*Like, i can't find a reason
I can't justify
'cause i keep hoping you'll fade in the night
but your memories always there beside me
Like some holy light but no matter how hard that i try
I guess somethings never die..

Here i am trying to hold this sin
but i'm still more fragile than i ever been
I know, that you're never coming back
but i can't let go of the past
when mine just got me stuck where it was
You're still the only one
but i'm so tried of feeling like..

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It's about time that i realize
Open up my eyes and let you go
but deep inside i don't think i'm meant to be alone
Somethings have to end
Somethings don't survive
but, i know, somethings never die..

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Your homies said, don't talk to me
but it went through those ears, as i can see
So, make me know what's your fantasies
'cause i think that stands to me
I'm on the front line and i'm risking my life
I'll make a sacrifice just to have you by my side
You're the one i love, you're the one i trust
I'll hurt someone that come between us.

Me love you, you lovin' me
So, don't fight together cause it was meant to be
Me feel like, i'm in the army
'cause to be with you, that's where my heart wanna be
It's like, i'm about to die just to get with you
Feel like you're putting me through world war II
Got my soldier suit and my Timberland boots
I'm down for whatever cause my love is true
I'm at war with the love of my life
Sweat from my brows running down to my eyes
Everything you are is what i need in my life

I'm at war..
Fightin' for the one that i love and the one that i truly need
I'm at war..
I take a bullet for you cause you mean the world to me
I'm at war..

It's so amazing how you have so many faces
and you are not that person
i thought that i had fell so deep in love with
*You changed up your makeup your DNA
I can't recognize, you're a stranger to me
I feel so betrayed what a waste of my heart

** Let me outta here
'cuz my eyes are burning, from these silly tears
That you brought when you show me you donÂ’t really care
and you never loved me
Someone get me outta this place, right now

My bodyÂ’s trembling
it's so damn hard to kick this feeling
Your heart is so cold and now i'm freezing
Wish you could feel the pain, maybe i will arrange it
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I thought that we were forever
I guess, i misunderstood
My fault for thinking you loved me
or thinking you ever could
Get me out of here right now... get me out of here right now...

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R.I.P Jacko <rakas>


DAMNNN.... I can't believe it, really! You was my first love since kindergarden i was 5-6 years old when i started to listen your music and watch your dancing!
You are simply the great and the best! The 1 & only!

You are a true legend & your music will live on for generations!
God only takes the best!


Jacko, King of pop XOXO.

How did it get to be this way?
You and i fussin' and fightin' almost everyday
Where the sun used to shine, now it rains
The look in your eyes only reminds me of the pain between us
Baby, what happend to all the affection?
The love and connection we used to share
Brighter days, they seem so far away
Sometimes, i just wanna give up

My love, if you want it back
I'll be willing to stay out the clubs ballin'
If you want it back
Change my number, keep them other guys from callin'
If you want it back
Boy, i'll do it right now, no more stallin'
'cuz i want it back, so tell me.....

**Can we, can we start all over again?
Been through too much to let it go
I need you, my lover, my friend
Baby, let's not fight no more
You know inside, we were meant to spend forever
Nothing can stop us as long as we're together, hold on
Give us another chance, i need to know
Can we start over again?

Would be so easy to just turn and walk away
to charge it to the game and look to another day
But damn it, something just keeps pulling me in
Boy, deep down inside you know this isn't the end between us
Baby, if you hold on to me, you'll see
We can make things right, if you help me fight
I could be wrong but i'll take that chance
'cuz i think it's worth it, you know it's worth it

Baby, take me back
If without me, you just can't sleep
Just take me back
If you wake up at night, reachin' for me
Baby, take me back
If leaving brings uncertainty
Boy, just take me back

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Boy, there's no other way i can put it to you
'cuz i need you right here with me
Anything to keep this love together, i'll do
but first you gotta work with me
We both made mistakes, along the way the breaks
I'll take the blame from my part and that's a start
but it takes two
Tell me.. are you willing to do the same in return
Please, don't let it burn

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Staring at the TV screen, sitting home the other day
Nothing left but memories
and i really hate to think
I waited too long to tell you how i feel
'cause baby, now you're gone
I could still see your face
When i walk into the room
I could be a thousand miles away
but in my mind, i'm next to you
I feel so close but when i open up my eyes
I see, i'm standing here alone

I used to say nothing would tear us apart
No matter where you are
It's cause you'll always have a piece of my heart
No matter where you are
but i'm so sick and tired of trying
Baby, i just can't fight it, i need you here in my life.

It's getting hard to sleep at night
It's like a chill in the air
and it keeps messing with my mind, something like a nightmare
Besides the walls of pain, the only thing remains a picture in a broken frame
So, tell me why do i still smile when i hear your name?
All the emotions and feelings stirring deep inside
I try to run but i just can't hide..

Your love haunts me
I can't escape it any where that i go
Does it mean you love me?
Or really that i'm just stuck in my world?
My heart is haunted and it gets cornered by your love tho'
Is it you or that i can't let go..?

Lately, you and me ain't talking much lately
and the way you act is driving me crazy
'Cuz somethings wrong
Talk to me, what going on?
Nothing, everytime i ask what's up you say it's nothing
but baby, i can tell you're fronting
Somethings on your mind
but you're acting like everythings alright, so why?

*So why do you keep on pretending, that everything is still okay?
Don't you still want the happy ending? Don't you still want to be with me?
**What happened to the days we were in love?
When nothing came between the two of us
I wanna go back to the way it was
Why can't we go back to the way it was?
Do you remember when we were still friends?
Now every other day's another argument
I wanna go back to the way it was
Why can't we go back to the way it was?

Slowly, without you here i'm dying so slowly
and i need you near 'cuz no one else knows me not the way you do
and i can't breathe without you here
It's obvious i need you and you need me
What are we gonna do?
So, baby why can't we...
Why can't we work it out?
Isn't that what love's about?

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I'm tired
I'm sick and tired of fighting
and inside i'm dying
I wanna do right by you
What i'm saying is true
I can't take losing you
Can we go back?

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