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I told another lie today
And I got through this day
No one saw through my games
I know the right words to say
Like "I don't feel well"
"I ate before I came"

Then someone tells me how good I look
and for a moment
For a moment I am happy
But when I'm alone
No one hears me cry

I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be okay
Together we can make it through another day

I don't know the first time I felt unbeautiful
The day I chose not to eat
What I do know is how I changed my life forever
I know I should know better
There are days when I'm okay
And for a moment
For a moment I find hope
But there are days when I'm not okay
And I need your help
So I'm letting go

I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be okay
Together we can make it through another day

You should know you're not on your own
These secrets are walls that keep us alone
I don't know when but I know now
Together we'll make it through somehow
Together we'll make it through somehow

I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be okay
Together we can make it through another day

Japaninkielinen nimesi
A= ka > B= zu > C= mi > D= te > E= ku > F= lu > G= ji >
H= ri > I= ki > J= zu > K= me > L= ta > M= rin > N= to >
O= mo > P= no > Q= ke > R= shi > S= ari > T= chi > U= do >
V= ru > W= mei > X= na > Y= fu

Momotoka, haha

Ei,
en tahdo tulla kotiin.
En voi vaikka tahtoisin.
oon yksin mieluummin kuin palaan sinne helvettiin.
Vain ajatuksissani pääsen irrottautumaan,
ilman sitä vapautta tuhoisit mut kokonaan (mut kokonaan)

Kuka sinä olet minulle kertomaan mitä saisin tehdä ja mitä en.
Kahleesi kuristaa

Kuka minä olen sinulle vastaamaan kun oma elämäs on pelkkää harhaa.
Valheesi satuttaa.
Sun on pakko irroittaa!

Ei,
en puhu kellekään paitsi ehkä itselleni,
koska tahdon ymmärtää.
miks vain tahdot selittää että kaikki on taas hyvin
vaikka kuulen äänestäs ettet tajuu vieläkään

Kuka sinä olet minulle kertomaan mitä saisin tehdä ja mitä en.
Kahleesi kuristaa

Kuka minä olen sinulle vastaamaan kun oma elämäs on pelkkää harhaa.
Valheesi satuttaa.
Sun on pakko irroittaa!

KESÄLLÄ AION

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[x] perata mansikoita...
[ ] ...koska äiti käskee
[x] viettää aikaa kavereiden kanssa
[ ] shoppailla
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[ ] mennä jollekin leirille
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[ ] ...häihin
[x] syödä marjoja
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[x] lenkkeillä
[ ] uida meressä...
[ ] ...joessa...
[ ] ...tai järvessä
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[x] rentoutua
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[x] ...mäkäräisiä...
[x] ...tai kärpäsiä
[ ] ja shoppailla lisää
[ ] ajaa vanhalla pakulla metsätiellä
[ ] pelata lautapelejä
[x] valvoa kaksi vuorokautta putkeen
[ ] ja nukkua kaksi vuorokautta putkeen
[ ] herätä aina klo 11 jälkeen
[x] ottaa valokuvia
[ ] maalata...
[x] ...tai piirtää
[ ] bongata lintuja
[ ] hengata ostarilla
[ ] pukeutua ainakin kaksi kertaa minihameeseen...
[ ] ...tai minishortseihin
[x] heittää koulureppusi varastoon...
[ ] ...tai villinä tyyppinä polttaa sen
[x] meikata paljon
[ ] lotota
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[/] tutustua uusiin ihmisiin
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[x] kuunnella musiikkia terassilla/pihalla nauttien samalla kylmästä juotavasta
[ ] shoppailla kaupungilla
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[x] mennä kesätöihin
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[/] telttailla
[x] mökkeillä
[x] käydä festareilla
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[x] syödä mansikoita
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[x] kävellä luonnossa
[ ] ikävöidä koulua
[x] nukkua

Just a one word
was enough to break my world
ready to drown under the black waters
Only to gather together once again
ripping off my skin
swashing away my sin

night fallen by the wolves
screaming out for misery
hand in hand
we wander in this storm of insanity
white eyes and beautiful smile
oh, have I lost my mind

never let my hand go
you once took it
so it's too late to regret
together we are in this hell
inside of this black shell

*your eyes lying on the white sky
seen it before
been there forever
in my dreams and greatest nightmares
Seen the path of the crippled child
heard the song of the headless swan*

wounds are not ours
source of insanity beneath
lies of the mute girl
in the dreams of a blind little boy

let's step aside my love
let's stay quiet 'til they leave us alone

felt so cold on your arms
but you were there
so insanity got my heart again.

let's step aside my love
let's stay quiet 'til they leave us alone

*your eyes lying on the white sky
seen it before
been there forever
in my dreams and greatest nightmares
Seen the path of the crippled child
heard the song of the headless swan*

oh this hell
inside of the black shell
is part of us,
misery inside of us
so the mute girl says
beneath the deep black sea.

Look at me,
see the sorrow inside of me
look at me,
see the scars inside of me

What does it matter
if I am not by your side
when everything shatters
you're not my guide

I've lost my beauty within...

I'm not yours
I'm not a slave
I am not for anyone to save
But I am not unbreakable

Your sin is always on my skin
there's no a flashing light
to cure that moment of your might

Hate me
crush me
your terror for everyone to see
there's no cure
there's not medicine
not for me
not for you
not for any of us

black and white, blind and mute...

I'm not yours
I'm not a slave
I am not for anyone to save
but I am not unbreakable

You should know by now
that we arent the same
there's nothing to cry for
it's been lost since we met
no shame
only crushing memory

''Oh, why did you do this to me...''

Disturbed - "I'm Alive"

Never again will I be dishonored
And never again will I be reminded
Of living within the world of the jaded
They kill inspiration
It's my obligation
To never again, allow this to happen
Where do I begin?
The choices are endless
Denying the sin
My art, my redemption
I carry the torch of my fathers before me

The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away
There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice
To change myself, I'd rather die
Though they will not understand
I won't make the greatest sacrifice
You can't predict where the outcome lies
You'll never take me alive
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive

Change again, cannot be considered
I rage again, dispelling my anger
Where do I begin?
The choices are endless
My art, my redemption, my only salvation
I carry the gift that I have been blessed with
My soul is adrift in oceans of madness
Repairing the rift that you have created
I am not alone, brothers, give me your arms now

The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away
There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice
To change myself, I'd rather die
Though they will not understand
I won't make the greatest sacrifice
You can't predict where the outcome lies
You'll never take me alive

I'm no slave
Are you feeling brave?
Or have you gone out of your mind?
No more games
It won't feel the same
If I hold my anger inside
There's no meaning
My soul is bleeding
I've had enough of your kind
One suggestion, use your discretion
Before you label me blind

The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away
There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice
To change myself, I'd rather die
Though they will not understand
I won't make the greatest sacrifice
You can't predict where the outcome lies
You'll never take me alive
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive