IRC-Galleria

Yesterday I could once again feel myself useful as I got to keep company to Galadriel on the way to Morticia and back. Returning to the tunnel you found other company. Consequently I left to do some shopping with an aquiantance I rarely see nowadays. Afterwards I truly assumed that I had lived out my purpose for the day. So I´m deeply sorry for vanishing like that. I hope you can forgive that....

This is a dream I saw last night.

I was sitting with someone I didn´t know in my living room. The television was on. Somehow I got the idea that i should put myself into the reality tv-show on the television by squeezing myself through the screen. It even worked. But then the channel (or so I assume) changed. I found myself somewhere in a deep dark ocean inside a some sort of glass structure. I saw someone swimming there.... and being ripped to pieces by a shark. I turned away and slowly started swimming through a glass hall of sorts. Suddenly I got the idea of a huge shark in my head. Then, instantly, a gargantuan shark came through the glass hall from below and left a huge round hole of several meters in diameter both to the floor and to the ceiling. Then it came back. Crushing trough the ceiling and the floor from a different spot. Then the glass hall around me simply fell on itself and sank into the depths. I didin´t even have time to realize that I had all along been propably hundreds of meters from any air to breathe, when my vision went dark dark for a moment. Then i saw a line of teeth. Then I felt a short pain. And a crunch as my body seized to exist.

Then I regained conscieousness. I was in a reddish tube. My vision was a blur and i couldnt see a very sharp image of my surroundings. As if I would have been looking at a world through a microscope or perhaps with some infra-red vision. Anyhow, it didn´t take me long to realize that all that was left of me was... an insect of sorts, laying in the intestines of the humongous shark that had just eaten me. I saw some black ant-like creatures walking around and thrusting their teeth into the red tube we were all in. Then a red long insect walk there from the dark. Something in me told me to pick it up and squeeze it. I killed it. And then the voice in my head told me that "obviously now there will be many more of them here". They seemed somehow hostile so i hurried forward. The tube divided into two tubes, and I took the left one. It was a short dead-end and i couldn´t push myself through the walls. I turned back. Floating above the red insects and took the other way. I landed in some water-like liquid, and i had to dodge hostile insects trying to attack me and shooting me with some round projectiles. After a while i got up from the slimy liquid into a room with wooden walls, and a blue sky for backround. I mean that if you were looking at a computer screen, the left and right walls would be wooden and the backround (read desktop) would be a blue sky. Anyways, the walls opened and into the room rushed rows of cars, aeroplanes and trains above each other. i jumped above the rows in order to bring them down. I succeeded a couple of times, but then I got struck through the back window of a train. Then I woke up.

I´m wasting my days
As I see nothing but one
Died in so many ways
I´m often simply done

I keep looking north
For a glimpse or a ray
Of light moving forth
Telling me here to stay

My redemption in a day
Far away from this
Or should it be today
Can I wait for bliss?

By the black flame
I linger in the night
Not playing the game
Searching for a light

This is my cold hell
Dark without sound
No ring of the bell
Forever am I bound?

My days die short
The sun never rises
I can´t reach a port
Thought only teases.

For a change, I still felt wanted today. Of that I should thank VarjonUni, Galadriel, tuplad and all the other creatures of the dark city of today. I owe you all something for salvaging my day. Thank you.

I had a very long day and made a rainy journey all the way to the capital. And from all the people, precisely those two had to be there before (or technically below) my eyes. How very convenient.

Something caught my eye that cracked my walls and froze me a bit more. Hopefully for the last time. I´m kind of tired of feeling obsoelete pain. Ruins of the past haunt me every once in a while. I´m quite sick of it. People say that hope springs eternal. They´d better be right.

Other than that my day consisted of driving in the darkness. I was so tired I could´ve fallen asleep at any moment. But to my regret I have to state that I didn´t fall into the dreamworld and didn´t hit an unexptecting tree. Consequently this means that you´ll have to bear a world with one of my kind in it a little longer.