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I have no friends to cry to.

(ps. ei tarkota et ois täl hetkel viel tarvetta)

I believe that in this world, there is one wish all women have. Only one wish that we all share, no matter how different we are. All of us, even if we deny it wish that we could find someone to stand by us and who we could love and hold forever. Someone who we can share our whole life with and who makes us feel safe and warm. No matter how much we try to deny it we all feel sad and lonely before the day we are happily tied to that person forever.
We all realize our dream sometime, no matter how late or soon it happens, at once everything clicks. So unexpectedly, so suddenly can everything happen, in the blink of an eye. And you realize your in love, that you need that person beside you or you feel lonely and your eyes fill with tears. Things could happen in a day, or they could take many years, but some day.... to all of us it will happen. Even the youngest girls dream of their wedding day... strolling in their made up pictures of swirling wedding dresses and saying “yes” to the one man they could never let go. And this picture is the one secret dream all girls share.
Most of us, well at least a part of us, always plan ahead. “I wanna live my life and get married when I'm no younger then 25. Children i don't want until I'm 28”, is what I've always thought. And suddenly.... i realized my own dream. Would i rather spend my life trying to find something i'm missing, study and live my life with no idea what i want and where I'm going or maybe beside someone i love and care about. But don't get me wrong, i want to live my life, but if there comes a day when the man i love asks me to be with him forever, i wouldn't say no. If i love him, I want to be with him, without losing my other dreams.
And now even if we met not long ago, I miss him, with no idea of his feelings. Being in the dark is lonely and sad. And i imagine holding his hand, because its different to everything else. You feel safe even if you only hold his hand. And now i wonder how fast are you allowed to have feelings, and why do you want feelings when your all the time nervous and walking in the dark on a wobbly bridge on the other side of which there are beautiful fields of roses and life, and on the other just... darkness. And while standing on that bridge you have no idea, no idea at all if you dare to take that next step, so you stay put, waiting for that safe hand or waiting for that long drop and a sudden stop. And all this time you are nervously realizing your dreams of white dresses and wedding receptions.
Holding his hand... because he's exactly what you've wished for and dreamed of. And now you have no idea if his heart is with you for one night or always. You wish for eternity because you wish for him.
That's the way you realize that one dream every young girl dreams of. A beautiful day, a white dress, a ring in your finger and the man you love forever by your side. That's the love story all girls wish for, that's what i wish for. With him.

Saavutaanki helsinkii paivan myohas koska ollaan idiootteja ja katottiin aika vaarin lipuista ja myohastyttiin kahel tunnil lentokoneest

Hai hai lisään kuvan
pahoittelen sitä et se ei oo ihan tarkka ku se on valokuva valokuvasta ku en jaksanu venata skannerii XD

eli Kayuya

niin ja btw oon nukkunu viimesen kahen päivän aikana neljä tuntia XDD viime yön en ollenkaan XDD itseasias en ees ihan neljää tuntii XD

Ostin eiliselt keikalta muuten zorron paidan XDD

sit hanna meinattiin viedä love hotelliin ku se ei osaa sanoo ite et ei halua... ärsyttävää ku 19v ei osaa tehä mitään yksin tai ite.

toispäiväseltä keikalta ostin merryn paidan... et repikää sydämmenne irti visual fanit, oonki nähny merryn livenä

okei kaikille nyt tiedoksi... mulla on poikaystävä, ja kun näytän kuvan niin kukaan ei enään usko mua. Lisäks mul ei oo mitään hajuu miks se haluu mut likkakaverikseen ja kuinka kauan tää kestää ees... se on 27, entinen malli, seurustellu ishihara satomin kaa (kaikille niille jotka tietää kuka se on).... nii ja jonku 17-lehden mallin kaa... on vähä sellane fiilis et ööh... why me?

niin ja lisäksi tuohon japanilaiseen nakki viestiin lisäys... et monel länsimaisel likal on varmaa ollu mahollisuus panna jotain ihan suht koht hyvännäköstä japsijätkää... mut kuinka monel on ollu mahollisuus panna vitun hyvännäköstä japsi-malli poikaystäväänsä ja samaan aikaan sen melkein yhtä hyvännäköstä kaveria. Jos ette usko ei tartte... mut ei mul oo syytä valehdellakkaan... en nukkunu viime yönä ollenkaa XDDD ja sit aamulla puoltoist tuntii kimppaa... oon aika poikki XD oltiin kyl aikalailla kaikki. Lol

today i have a date ^__^ i wonder how it will go nee


kannattaa lukee pari viestii alaspäin mun päiväkirjassa niin ymmärrätte kaiken

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okei mul on 9 kaunista rakkoa jaloissa XDDD


hannalla on kymmenen kaunista rakkoa <3333

pakko quatata

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