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Try to make it through my life, in my way, there's you...
I try to make it through these lies, that's all, that I do
Just don't deny it
Just don't deny it and deal with it, yeah
Just deal with it
You try to break me
You wanna break me... bit by bit
That's just part of it

If you were dead or still alive
I don't care, I don't care
And all the things you left behind
I don't care, I don't care

I try to make you see my side
Always trying to stay in line
But your eyes see right through
That's all they do
I'm getting tired of this shit
I've got no room when it's like this
What you want of me just deal with

If you were dead or still alive
I don't care, I don't care
And all the things you left behind
I don't care, I don't care

(Nothing can care about, nothing can care about)
(You won't be there for me, you won't be there for me)

If you were dead of still alive
I don't care, I don't care
And all the things you left behind
I don't care, I don't care

If you were dead or still alive
I don't care, I don't care
And all the things you left behind
I don't care, I don't care

---

Helmi biisi Apocalyptican uudelta albumilta.

Niinhän se taas teki. :P Joo, tänä vuonna tuli yllättävän vähän lahjoja. Osasyy lienee se, etten toivonu juuri mitään. :D No joh, listataas mitä mä sain.

~ State alchemistin taskukellon Fullmetal Alchemistista (uu jes!)
~ Naitomea - anima (no okei, sain tän jo perjantaina, mutta kyllä seki oli joululahja)
~ Apocalyptica - Worlds Collide Special Edition
~ MUCC - Psychedelic Analysis
~ The Simpsons Movie
~ Metallica - S&M DVD
~ Suomen parhaat vitsit 2008
~ Parantunut hoidosta huolimatta (lääkärien virheellisiä saneluita :D)
~ Pääkallolakanat
~ Pääkallo t-paita Lontoosta
~ Pääkallosukat (miten niin sain paljo pääkallokamaa? :D)
~ Lohikäärmekauluspaita
~ 2 lehtiötä A3-piirrustuspaperia (ja nimenomaan tussin kestävää)
~ Muovailuvahaa
~ Mumman kutomat mustat säärystimet
~ Kermansaven tuikkuteline
~ Kissapehmolelu (n___n se on söpö)
~ SUKLAATA
~ 130€

No juuh, onhan tossaki aika paljo tuota tavarata. :D

Että joo, hopeaista blingbling joulua ja avotakkaista uutta vuotta kaikille hyypiöille. n_n

So this is Christmas
And what have you done
Another year over
And a new one just begun
And so this is Christmas
I hope you have fun
The near and the dear ones
The old and the young

A very merry Christmas
And a happy New Year
Let's hope it's a good one
Without any fear

And so this is Christmas War is over
For weak and for strong If you want it
For rich and the poor ones War is over
The world is so wrong Now
And so Happy Christmas War is over
For black and for white If you want it
For yellow and red ones War is over
Let's stop all the fight Now

A very merry Christmas
And a happy New Year
Let's hope it's a good one
Without any fear

And so this is Christmas War is over
And what have we done If you want it
Another year over War is over
And a new one just begun Now
And so Happy Christmas War is over
I hope you have fun If you want it
The near and the dear one War is over
The old and the young Now

A very merry Christmas
And a happy New Year
Let's hope it's a good one
Without any fear

War is over if you want it
War is over now

---

Varmaan ainut oikeasti HYVÄ joululaulu minkä tiedän.

Your boy side:

[½] you love hoodies.
[½] you love jeans.
[ ] dogs are better than cats
[x] it's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] you've played with/against boys on a team.
[x] shopping is torture.
[x] sad movies suck.
[ ] you own an x-box.
[x] played with hotwheels cars as a kid.
[ ] at some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] you own a DS, PS2 or sega.
[ ] you used to be obsessed with power rangers.
[ ] you watch sports on TV.
[ ] you go to your dad for advice.
[ ] you own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] you like going to football games.
[ ] you used to/do collect baseball cards.
[½] baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] it's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] you love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] sports are fun.
[x] talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] wear boxers.
Total: 10½

Your girl side:

[ ] you wear lip gloss.
[ ] you love to shop.
[ ] you wear eyeliner.
[ ] you have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[ ] you wear the color pink.
[x] go to your mom for advice.
[ ] you consider cheerleading a sport
[ ] you hate wearing the color black.
[ ] you like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] you like wearing jewelry.
[ ] skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] you don't like the movie star wars.
[ ] you are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[ ] it takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[ ] you smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[ ] you care about what you look like.
[ ] you like wearing dresses when you can.
[ ] you like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] you wear girl underwear.
[ ] used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.
Total: 3

Jotenki arvatta lopputulos. xD

Joo, en tosiaankaan ymmärrä.

Äiteetä nimittäin.

Esittelin sille animan läpyskästä Hitsugin ja se rupes hehkuttamaan, että sillä on ihana nimi. xD Oikeesti.

Mitähän se sanois jos kertoisin sille mitä se nimi tarkottaa. :'D Vitun seko.

Ei sitä häirinny ees se lävistysten määräkään kovin pahasti. x) Jos oikeen muistan niin tais se olla sen mielestä kivan näkönenki. :D

Sakea tyyppi.

Itsumademo hanaretaku nai to
Omoiaeta tomo ga ita
Mata meguriaeatara
Mujaki ni waraeru youni

I had friends
with whom I wanted to be forever and they also with me.
If I only could meet them again
we hopefully could smile as innocent as in the old days.

Minulla oli ystäviä
joiden kanssa halusin olla ikuisesti ja he myös minun.
Jos vain voisin tavata heidät taas
me toivottavasti voisimme hymyillä yhtä viattomasti kuin aikoinaan.

Olen kovin kukkaispäällä tänään. No jooh. Naitomeaa taasen.

Naitomea - Kami To Bara (Jashin To Bara)

Chiisana omoi ga
Nanika wo tsunorase
Mebaeru akui wo
Osae rarezuni

"Kimi no kokoro no hate ga mitai" to
Kami wa amaku yasahiku sasayaita

Shinjiaezuni
Guryoku furikazasu ima
Kareta shikai wo
Azayaka ni somete ita

Itsukara wasureta?
Dareka wo omoukoto
Chiisana sekai de
Kowashiau dake

Yume ni afureta mirai nado naku
Kami ga tsukuru hakai ni mi wo yoseta

Toumei yueni iro wo kobamezuni
Saita sono hana
Jashin to bara ga

Shinjiaezuni
Guryoku furikazasu ima
Yureru sekai wa
Bokura wo nageita

Kizukeba jibun ga dare nanoka
Wasurete ima mo wakarazu ni
Kuzureta jiga wo oou yami wa
Shizuka ni waratte iru

Itsukara wasureta?
Dareka wo omou koto
Tatareta kokoro wa
Tsunagaru koto wa nai

---

A little thought,
forming the beginning,
I'm not able to suppress
the burgeons of the evil.

"Let me see the end of your soul,"
the false god whispered tenderly and sweetly.

We couldn't trust each other
and now I'm wielding an empty power.
It livens up the colour of
a dead view.

I ask myself since when I always forget
to think of anyone else.
The mutual destruction in a small world.

There's no hopeful tomorrow.
So I surrendered myself to the destruction created by an evil god.

A blooming flower which couldn't refuse the colour
due to its clearness.
The evil god and roses.

We couldn't trust each other
and now I'm wielding an empty power.
This shaking world
moans because of us.

When I recognized it, I forgot who I am.
Even now I don't know.
The darkness that covers my broken person,
is smiling silently.

I ask myself since when I always forget
to think of anyone else.
The broken heart will never be dressed.

---

Pieni ajatus,
muodostuen alusta,
en pysty tukahduttamaan
pahuuden taakkaa.

"Anna minun nähdä sielusi loppuun,"
väärä jumala kuiskasi hellästi ja suloisesti.

Emme pystyneet luottamaan toisiimme
ja nyt minulla on vain tyhjä voima.
Se vilkastuttaa kuolleen
näkymän väriä.

Kysyn itseltäni kun unohdan aina
ajatella muita.
Keskinäinen tuhoaminen pienessä maailmassa.

Toiveikasta huomista ei ole.
Joten antauduin pahan jumalan luomalle tuholle.

Kukkiva kukka joka ei voinut kieltäytyä väristä
kirkkautensa vuoksi.
Paha jumala ja ruusut.

Emme pystyneet luottamaan toisiimme
ja nyt minulla on vain tyhjä voima.
Tämä järkkyvä maailma
suree meidän vuoksemme.

Kun tunnistin sen, unohdin kuka minä olen.
En tiedä vieläkään.
Pimeys joka peittää minun rikkinäisen persoonani,
hymyilee hiljaa.

Kysyn itseltäni kun unohdan aina
ajatella muita.
Särkynyt sydän ei tule koskaan olemaan puettu.

A la Tossu-sama. Khyl, tykkään kääntää biisejä suomeks, niistä saa paljo enemmän irti. Elikkäs, hajimemasho.

Naitomea - livEVIL

Nuo kuuluisat päivät,
tuo valkoisen kirkas paikka,
aika on tullut hakemaan molemmat takaisin.

Kuulen elämän kovaääniset sydämenlyönnit,
kun päätin seistä omillani omassa yksinäisyydessäni.

Loistavassa ilmassa leijuva usva
heittää tumman mustan varjon -
kuin heikkous kasvaen mielessäsi.

Yksinäisyys repii sydäntä.
Selviydyn kun heitän menemään menneisyyteni joka ei palaa koskaan.

Kyynelteni täytyy tunkeutua kuivan loan läpi
ja kovettua jonain päivänä.

Nyt mennään pitäen loisteen ja varjon rinnallamme.
Tämä vierivä katoava hahmo!
Tämä levinneisyys, vahingoittuneet mustat siivet!
Ajatus joka lentää suoraan öisen taivaan loppuun.

---

Tuolta jostain pitäs löytymän nuo alkuperäset sanat, että saapi kyylätä kuinka hyvin onnistuin.

Hitsugi on tehny aika kivan kipaleen. :D Tästä tulee pakostaki hyvälle tuulelle. n__n Söpöä.

Olin äsken vähäsen outo. Kattoin Lumikin. :D VIDEOLTA. Meinas mennä hermot ku se rämppäs ku viimestä päivää. xD En kyllä toisaalta ihmettele, se on vanha video. Oli aika hyvä leffa vaikka en erityisemmin Disneystä nykyään välitä. :D Täytys varmaan kattoa noita vanhoja Disneyn piirrettyjä useemmin. :P

Pakko laittaa nää tänne.

Naitomea - Rakuu
Lyrics: Hitsugi
Music: Hitsugi, Sakito

Hana ga sakihokoru jikan
Soremo hakanaku kieteyuku bokura no ikiteru jikan
Yagate kieru
Soremo ano hana no youni

Negai ya nozomi wa motenakute
Ima wa kokode yume miteru
"Yakushoku shitokuyo." itsuka kitto me wo hiraku

Tobenai hane wo ryoute ni motte
Ima wa aruite irudake
Demo kaze no fuku hi ga itsuka kurukara
Kanarazu tobitateru

Darenimo ienai omoide wo
Mune no naka ni shimatteita
"Ima nara ieruyo." dakara sotto uta ni suru

Ah, osanai koro mo boku wa
Itsumo kokoro wo tozashiteta
Dare mo sobani wa inakute
Hitoribocchi
Itsumo kokode naiteta

Sonna jikan mo sonotoki dakede
Kobore nagareru tsuyu no youni
Ima wa imashika otozurenakute
Sorekoso ga boku no hana

Tobenai hane wo ryoute ni motte
Ima wa aruite irudake
Demo kaze no fuku hi ga
Itsuka itsuka senaka osuyo
Boku wa sonohi wo matsu

Sonotoki dake no hane

Kanarazu tobitateru

---

Time of blooming.
It will pass by. Our lifetime
Later it will pass by
like the flower.

I can neither have a wish nor hope
but a dream.
"Promised." Someday I will surely open my eyes

My hands are holding these wings
and I cannot fly with them yet so I just walk now.
But I'm sure that someday the wind will blow
and I will be able to fly away.

I was concealing some of my memories
that I didn't want to tell to anyone.
"Now I can tell them to someone." So I secretly make a song.

Ah, as a child I always was closed.
No one stood by my side
so I was alone
and crying all the time.

But these days passed by.
There are only moments...
Like a drop
that falls and flows along.
This is my flower.

My hands are holding these wings
and I cannot fly with them yet so I just walk now.
But I'm sure that someday the wind will blow
and push me forward.
That's the moment I'm waiting for.

Wings only for the moment to fly.

Surely I will fly away.