IRC-Galleria

It's a summer night
the heat crawls in the athmosphere
and my mind is everywhere else but right here
and I am about to take some things
maybe too far
Listening to something to
hype me up
It ain't working
The song says "only you"
but there's nothing "only" in this situation
not at all

I sit by my computer
Half naked, full of fear
contemplating
on how to word
maybe the most important thing
I could make one read

I've opened my third eye
Oh then how come
opening my first heart
takes all my fears so far?

I need to push my envelope
I need to overcome
'cause the universe
won't make cinematic chances
to come around

Control
Control
Control
I want to lose my control

I hold my phone
on my palm
I try to treat it tenderly
though I am so far
from my usual calm

I've opened my third eye
Oh then how come
it feels like I cannot read
you at all?

The banality
the electronicity
this isn't the way
I hoped to tell these things
not at all

Maybe it's no matter at all
Maybe it doesn't matter at all
But on this moment
This issue here threatens
to make my mind fall

I opened my third eye
It made no goddamn difference here at all
Childishly afraid of your call
Please try not to rip my mind apart
Please oh..

Control
Control
Control
I want to lose my control

Control
Control
Control
I want to lose my control