IRC-Galleria

In my darkest hour of darkness
I sit and think again of the darkest
Aware of the pain, I thighten my palm
From day to another I suffer from

Apathy, self-loathing, Problems concentrating
Insuperable fright, Another sleepless night
Anger, Anxiety, Again feeling guilty
Lack of motivation, Suicidial ideation

I am unstoppable, out of control
It is so hard to stand still
Breaking with reality, feelings uncalm
From day to another I suffer from

Sadness, isolation, Social seclusion
Hard hopelessness, And appetite disturbances
Anger, Anxiety, Again feeling guilty
Depersonalization, Suicidial ideation

This dreadful, awful, creature; me
Which will always like this be
That's what makes me failed, you say
The pain I go through every day

I must be the chosen one
Or else the pain would be for none
Though I've been hit a thousand times down
I will be the one to claim the crown
Though I've been killed a thousand times
I'll always manage back up to climb
And now as I think there is no more pain
The roller coaster starts all over again

Already feeling better, at last loss of bitter
Dark period of my life
Hoping that better days are yet to come
From day to another I suffer from

Apathy, self-loathing, Problems concentrating
Insuperable fright, Another sleepless night
Anger, Anxiety, Again feeling guilty
Lack of motivation, Suicidial ideation

It's quite ironic, Indeed
The only negativity in me
You look at me, but cannot see
The monster you're looking at is me

I must be the chosen one
Or else the pain would be for none
Though I've been hit a thousand times down
I will be the one to claim the crown
Though I've been killed a thousand times
I'll always manage back up to climb
And now as I think there is no more pain
The roller coaster starts all over again


Already feeling better, at last loss of bitter
Dark period of my life
And now as I think there is no more pain
The roller coaster starts all over again

The roller coaster starts all over again