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"Oh, I may be on the side of the angels, but don't think for one second that I am one of them."

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#89Tiistai 01.02.2011 19:40

Täs nää ois taas lähös stadiin jollekki keikalle XDD Vittu ku koomistuttaa taas koko ajatus, kohta me jo asutaan siel :DDD

No okei, sinne on viel ihan kivasti aikaa, et ei sillä... :D
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#88Tiistai 01.02.2011 18:36

Part 1: Memories

"So welcome to my freakshow
You are in my head
It's empty when I sleep
And i'm dying in my bed..."
Memories start to fade, only a gray thought of something
All the scars remind me I was somewhere
I washed myself with pain a long time ago
So deep that nothing can reach me
Who ever is sentenced to love will bow down as a servant of sorrow


Part 2: Obsession

The first time I saw you I couldn't believe
How you looked and how you played your part
You looked like an angel and I, just a stranger,
Was hooked by the second we talked
Almost tears in my eyes I just stared at your smile
How you lifted my spirit up high...
Obsessed by you, your looks, well, anyway "I would any day die for you"
I fear the way you know me, love can leave a stain...
You steal my only hope and make me stay awake another night.
Thank you, my only one, you gave me this pain
Jar of love isn't dry until the last drop falls...
Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over, over and over
I try not to...


Part 3: Shame

"I lost the last of my hope on that night
when the morning never came
Staring in the eye of all those ghosts of loss
And like the plague it crushed me
On the eve of a new moon"
Searching memories of the days of light
It will kill me, even a touch of warmth
But I long for it more
Than the stone I've turned to
One last perfect verse
It's still the same old song
Oh Christ, how I hate what I have become
It might kill me
I want it to be true...


Part 4: Apologize

I'm made of filth, of lies
No clean blood runs in me
I've turned to everything I hate
Black blood and dirt in a human shell
There was so much in me that I trusted
But so little I knew
The weakness I held was stronger than anything
And it turned me into arrows for the ones I truly loved
"Can we trust you to stay around
With the people that you've betrayed"

I feel it everyday it's all the same
It brings me down but I'm the one to blame
I've tried everything to get away
And I'm so sorry
I couldn't be the one to love you
The way that you deserve to be


Part 5: Broken

"No need for sympathies, what she got is what she deserved!"
At some point I was realizing that I am never going to be able to forgive myself
if I go on with my life like this
Selfishness, my way to escape the unhappiness
Would you hold me if I'm empty
Would you care if I was lost
Would you love me if I'm guilty
No matter what it cost
Would you use your knife against me
Would you cut me just to see
If I would go to heaven
But that remains to see...


Part 6: Hope

What ever tomorrow wants from me
at least i'm here at least i'm free
free to choose to see the sign
Maybe in another life
I don't belong here at this time
Maybe after I have died
My soul keeps you my friend warm at night
What does tomorrow want with me
what does it matter what i see
if we all walk behind the blind
tell me where do we draw the line...

#87Maanantai 31.01.2011 16:04

Day 22 - A song from your childhood
Telex - Hiljaa Virtaa Vantaa


Day 23 - A song that you know all the words to
Brother Firetribe - One Single Breath



Day 24 - A song from a band you hate
Day 25 - A song that you used to love but now hate
Day 26 - A song that you hear often on the radio
Day 27 - A song that you wish you heard on the radio
Day 28 - A song that gives you varieting thoughts/meanings
Day 29 - A song you would like to everyone hear one day
Day 30 - A song that you can play on an instrument

#86Maanantai 31.01.2011 15:59

Day 20 - A song that you wish you could play
Nightwish - Meadows Of Heaven


Day 21 - A song that makes you feel guilty
Poets of the Fall -Where Do We Draw The Line


Day 22 - A song from your childhood
Day 23 - A song that you know all the words to
Day 24 - A song from a band you hate
Day 25 - A song that you used to love but now hate
Day 26 - A song that you hear often on the radio
Day 27 - A song that you wish you heard on the radio
Day 28 - A song that gives you varieting thoughts/meanings
Day 29 - A song you would like to everyone hear one day
Day 30 - A song that you can play on an instrument

#85Maanantai 31.01.2011 15:55

Day 18 - A song that makes you laugh
Uusi Fantasia - Liian Myöhään feat. Freeman


Day 19 - Your favorite song at this time last year
Don't Fear the Reaper- Blue Oyster Cult


Day 20 - A song that you wish you could play
Day 21 - A song that makes you feel guilty
Day 22 - A song from your childhood
Day 23 - A song that you know all the words to
Day 24 - A song from a band you hate
Day 25 - A song that you used to love but now hate
Day 26 - A song that you hear often on the radio
Day 27 - A song that you wish you heard on the radio
Day 28 - A song that gives you varieting thoughts/meanings
Day 29 - A song you would like to everyone hear one day
Day 30 - A song that you can play on an instrument

#84Sunnuntai 30.01.2011 16:27

Täs me bussis matkalla himaan, ja joudutaan kiertääs vittu jonku Tampereen kautta, matka kestää jotai reilut 8 tuntia, kiinostaa ja kovasti :DD

Mut joo, ei täs sen kummempaa, oli kyl sen verran mielenkiintoinen reissu, et ei mitään rajaa... Ja eilen meitsi vaan nukku ku toiset dokas mitämitä XDD

#83Perjantai 28.01.2011 20:51

Juuh tääl me ompus hengataan ny ja alotellaan 8) Wuhuu, tupakille vois tietysti taas mennä, mutmut, ei ehk viel... tai ehk sit kuiteskii :DDDDDDDD Voi luoja XDD Mitämitämitämitämiiittäääääää?!?!?!????? Ja totah juu, tanin vistiäänenä on joku mun random huuto XDD
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#82Perjantai 28.01.2011 07:44

Jiihaa, täs me Tanin kans hengataan stadis jossain kampin terminaalis, tääl ollaan melkein koko yö hengailtu. Ja tatskaki nyt komeilee jalassa, tosin siinä on nyt joku random kelmuteippimikälie juttu päällä, ku se suojaa sitä sillei kivasti, u know...??

Niin ja sit jotkui random känniläiset yritti pokataki meit ku oltiin tupakilla tos ja hehkeetä ja sillei...

MUT SE TATSKA ON NIIN IHANA!!!!!! Awwwwsss <33 Meikä vähä niinku fanittais Leenaa <33 Kuvanki vois täs joskus varmaan lisätä, mut ei nyt jaksa, ei kykene, ei pysty...!! Siis toisin sanoen tupakille matkamme käy oi uljas ratsuni, mitä XDD
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#81Keskiviikko 26.01.2011 01:15

Day 16 - A song that you want to play at your wedding
Nightwish - While Your Lips Are Still Red


Day 17 - A song that you want to play at your funeral
Nightwish - Dead Boy's Poem



Day 18 - A song that makes you laugh
Day 19 - Your favorite song at this time last year
Day 20 - A song that you wish you could play
Day 21 - A song that makes you feel guilty
Day 22 - A song from your childhood
Day 23 - A song that you know all the words to
Day 24 - A song from a band you hate
Day 25 - A song that you used to love but now hate
Day 26 - A song that you hear often on the radio
Day 27 - A song that you wish you heard on the radio
Day 28 - A song that gives you varieting thoughts/meanings
Day 29 - A song you would like to everyone hear one day
Day 30 - A song that you can play on an instrument

#80Keskiviikko 26.01.2011 01:11

Day 14 - A song that you listen to when youÂ’re happy
Alestorm - Keelhauled


Day 15 - A song that you listen to when youÂ’re sad
Swallow The Sun - Falling World


Day 16 - A song that you want to play at your wedding
Day 17 - A song that you want to play at your funeral
Day 18 - A song that makes you laugh
Day 19 - Your favorite song at this time last year
Day 20 - A song that you wish you could play
Day 21 - A song that makes you feel guilty
Day 22 - A song from your childhood
Day 23 - A song that you know all the words to
Day 24 - A song from a band you hate
Day 25 - A song that you used to love but now hate
Day 26 - A song that you hear often on the radio
Day 27 - A song that you wish you heard on the radio
Day 28 - A song that gives you varieting thoughts/meanings
Day 29 - A song you would like to everyone hear one day
Day 30 - A song that you can play on an instrument
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