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"Oh, I may be on the side of the angels, but don't think for one second that I am one of them."

#97Tiistai 08.02.2011 12:50

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#96Maanantai 07.02.2011 21:32

Well, I think it went better than I ever expected it to go... So I think it's Mission Accomplished to me now...

Never felt this relieved
seriously....

#95Sunnuntai 06.02.2011 14:35

VIHA
Pystyisitkö haukkumaan jonkun ihmisen pystyyn? - tarvittaessa
Haluaisitko joskus raivota kaverillesi pää punaisena? - ehkä, mutta miksi turhia...
Mitkä piirteet ovat vihattavia ihmisessä? - omahyväisyys, itsekkyys,
Tekeekö sinun koskaan mieli räyhätä ilman syytä jollekin? - joskus
SURU
Onko suru koskaan hyvä asia? - jos se on ansaittua
Voiko suruun kuolla? - tavallaan, henkisesti ainakin, ja sit tietenkin jos masentuu ja jumittuu vaan paikoilleen, ei syö tai mitään, niin kyllä siinä sit joskus kuoleeki...
Oletko usein surullinen? - ennen ehkä enemmän
Millainen olet surullisena? - apaattinen, itseeni vetäytyvä ja ahrvinaisen herkkä itkemään
Onko iloisten ihmisten elämässä paljon iloisia asioita? - on tai sitten he vain osaavat nauttia siitä vähästäkin, mitä heillä on
Oletko iloinen ihminen? - yritän
Oletko tällä hetkellä iloinen? - vähä siltä ja väliltä
Mitkä asiat saavat sinut iloiseksi? - musa, ystävät
SINÄ
Oletko varattu vai vapaa? -
Oletko onnellinen tällä hetkellä? - en oikein tiedä itsekkään
Haluaisitko itkeä vai nauraa? - molempia
Minkä värinen paita sinulla on päällä nyt? - mustaharmaa raidallinen villapaita
Entäpä housut? - none, hame ja legginssit
RAKKAUS
Oletko ihastunut ? - ehkä
Oletko koskaan rikkonut kenenkään sydäntä? -valitettavasti olen
Pystyykö ilman rakkautta elämään? - kyllä, se vaan on aika turtaa ja kylmää se sellainen elämä
Oletko halannut ketään tämän viikon aikana? - oon kai...?

#94Lauantai 05.02.2011 16:18

Kiva mennä aamulla koneelle ja heti ensimmäisenä facebookissa huomata, että entinen luokkakaveri on kuollut kolarissa. On edelleenkin ihan epätodellinen fiilis... Ei näin sais käydä :'(

R.I.P Antti Heiskanen
~Me ei unohdeta sua ikinä ♥~

#93Perjantai 04.02.2011 22:49

Ok... Äiti osaa järkyttää minua aina välillä...

Tepastelin tuossa äsken ihan ajatuksissani hakemaan vettä keittiöstä niin, että toi tatska näkyi, en sitä tietenkään muistanut. Sitten äiti tulee siihen ja sanoo sillei ihan btw äänellä, että oot ottanu tatskan. Mä oon sillei vähä et juu... Pelkäsin tietenki, että siitä tulee jotain sanomista, mutta kohta se onkin ihan innoissaan ja pyytää näyttääs vähä lähempää...

Voi luoja... en kestä, mitä tää nyt on??? XDD

kuolin :'''D

#92Torstai 03.02.2011 23:20

"Just a pure and simply goodbye
And as the sun heads down a the city turns pitch black
All that's left is the sound of her footsteps leaving
Forever, it's just an empty word that often drowns
behind the illusions
Yet we always try to encourage our disbelieves with
such a frailty word
I often stand against the wind with my both eyes shut
Inhaling natures oldest way to tell you exactly what
you want to hear
And not even once I recalled your name
As the sun burns the horizon,
and as the darkness settles in,
this night will be as lonely as the next one
However,
for the first time in months I do hope for a sunrise
Tomorrow will bring me strength..
Because we both know that starting over isn't a way to
begin..."

#91Torstai 03.02.2011 01:15


From fairytale to living hell, my life hates my mistakes


I've been wondering where you've been lately?
Trying desperately to move on

I hate myself but I want to try
To find a way to keep myself mentally satisfied

I would die just to see you again
I built a bridge, I tried so hard
But I burned it down, I guess I'm just too weak, too weak
I'm blowing my cover
Breaking down again
Too complicated
I'm crawling back inside
One more time be my partner in crime
If we have will, we will have time

#90Tiistai 01.02.2011 23:12

Luo oma bändi.
Mene Wikipedian etusivulle ja paina Satunnainen Artikkeli. Se on bändisi nimi.
Paina satunnaista 4 kertaa; ne ovat bändisi jäsenten nimet (tässä kohtaa voit hyväksyä vain henkilöistä kertovia artikkeleita)
Paina satunnaista artikkelia uudelleen; se on albumisi nimi.
Paina satunnaista artikkelia 10 kertaa; ne ovat kappaleiden nimiä albumillasi.

Nimi: Guggenheim-museo (Bilbao)
Jäsenet: Hydnophora, Jelena Tomašević, PvE, Tommy Albelin
Albumi: Richmond (Virginia)
Kappaleet:
1. Douglas A-3 Skywarrior
2. Vaasan ylioppilaskuoro
3. Maple
4. Salto (Uruguay)
5. Saattue Uuteen Meksikoon
6. Fort Worth
7. Capgras-syndrooma
8. Taviokuurna
9. Erkki Räikkönen
10. Maaltapako

||...Kuulostaapa hyvältä, eiku XDD...||

#89Tiistai 01.02.2011 19:40

Täs nää ois taas lähös stadiin jollekki keikalle XDD Vittu ku koomistuttaa taas koko ajatus, kohta me jo asutaan siel :DDD

No okei, sinne on viel ihan kivasti aikaa, et ei sillä... :D

#88Tiistai 01.02.2011 18:36

Part 1: Memories

"So welcome to my freakshow
You are in my head
It's empty when I sleep
And i'm dying in my bed..."
Memories start to fade, only a gray thought of something
All the scars remind me I was somewhere
I washed myself with pain a long time ago
So deep that nothing can reach me
Who ever is sentenced to love will bow down as a servant of sorrow


Part 2: Obsession

The first time I saw you I couldn't believe
How you looked and how you played your part
You looked like an angel and I, just a stranger,
Was hooked by the second we talked
Almost tears in my eyes I just stared at your smile
How you lifted my spirit up high...
Obsessed by you, your looks, well, anyway "I would any day die for you"
I fear the way you know me, love can leave a stain...
You steal my only hope and make me stay awake another night.
Thank you, my only one, you gave me this pain
Jar of love isn't dry until the last drop falls...
Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over, over and over
I try not to...


Part 3: Shame

"I lost the last of my hope on that night
when the morning never came
Staring in the eye of all those ghosts of loss
And like the plague it crushed me
On the eve of a new moon"
Searching memories of the days of light
It will kill me, even a touch of warmth
But I long for it more
Than the stone I've turned to
One last perfect verse
It's still the same old song
Oh Christ, how I hate what I have become
It might kill me
I want it to be true...


Part 4: Apologize

I'm made of filth, of lies
No clean blood runs in me
I've turned to everything I hate
Black blood and dirt in a human shell
There was so much in me that I trusted
But so little I knew
The weakness I held was stronger than anything
And it turned me into arrows for the ones I truly loved
"Can we trust you to stay around
With the people that you've betrayed"

I feel it everyday it's all the same
It brings me down but I'm the one to blame
I've tried everything to get away
And I'm so sorry
I couldn't be the one to love you
The way that you deserve to be


Part 5: Broken

"No need for sympathies, what she got is what she deserved!"
At some point I was realizing that I am never going to be able to forgive myself
if I go on with my life like this
Selfishness, my way to escape the unhappiness
Would you hold me if I'm empty
Would you care if I was lost
Would you love me if I'm guilty
No matter what it cost
Would you use your knife against me
Would you cut me just to see
If I would go to heaven
But that remains to see...


Part 6: Hope

What ever tomorrow wants from me
at least i'm here at least i'm free
free to choose to see the sign
Maybe in another life
I don't belong here at this time
Maybe after I have died
My soul keeps you my friend warm at night
What does tomorrow want with me
what does it matter what i see
if we all walk behind the blind
tell me where do we draw the line...