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Times when I just can't
Bring myself to say it loud
'Fraid that what I'll say comes out somehow awry

That is when it seems
We move in circles day to day
Twist the drama of the play to get us by

And it feels like fear
Like I'll disappear
Gets so hard to steer
Yet I go on
Do we need debate
When it seems too late
Like I bleed but wait
Like nothing's wrong

You lift my spirit, take me higher, make me fly,
Touch the moon up in the sky, when you are mine
You lift me higher, take my spirit, make it fly,
Where all new wonders will appear

Like the other day
I thought you won't be coming back
I came to realize my lackluster dreams

And among the schemes
And all the tricks we try to play
Only dreams will hold their sway and defy

When it feels like fear...
Like I'll disappear
Gets so hard to steer
Yet I go on
Do we need debate
When it seems too late
Like I bleed but wait
Like nothing's wrong

You lift my spirit, take me higher, make me fly,
Touch the moon up in the sky, when you are mine
You lift me higher, take my spirit, make it fly,
Where all new wonders will appear, oooohhhh

You lift my spirit, take me higher, make me fly,
Touch the moon up in the sky, when you are mine
You lift me higher, take my spirit, make it fly,
Where all new wonders will appear

Take me high
Make me fly

Hmm, I think I had something to write about... well my mind's a bit blank at the moment, not sure why *krohom*
Well, I found a nice new series. Being Human. It's a BBC comedy-drama-supernatural -thingy. It's pretty cool. There's a vampire, a werewolf and a ghost living in the same house together trying to fit in to the human society.
I also watched Torchwood Children of Earth not too many days ago. It was the third (mini)series. It only had five one hour episodes. It was like a one long episode. They make the endings of the series too sad. The second series ended with Owen and Tosh dying and now Ianto died and Jack left Earth because he couldn't take it any more... But there should be a fourth series on the way, I just don't know when...
And I'm also downloading the fourth series of Supernatural right now. I might have enough time to watch it before the fifth series starts airing here. Which is quite soon. I've been hearing talk that the fifth series would be the last one. Too bad if it's true. It's a very good series.
Oh, and have you seen the eleventh Doctor in Doctor Who? I'm not saying that he might not be a good actor or anything like that, but he's got the best Doctor ever to replace. I want David Tennant back, he's a dream. And apparently I'm not the only one thinking like that. He's the most popular and most liked Doctor ever. And there has been nine Doctors before him, so that must mean something, right? By the way, did you know the series actually started airing in 1963? That's a hell of a long time.

Okey, I think I've been ranting long enough now. I'm surprised if someone even reads this. It's not like I had anything to say really ;P

Older that sin, and his beard could grow no whiter. He wanted to die.
The dwarfish natives of the Arctic caverns did not speak his language, but conversed in their own, twittering tongue, conducted incomprehensihle rituals, when thet were not actually working in the factories.
Once every year they forced him, sobbing and protesting, into Endless Night. During the journey he would stand near every child in the world, leave one of the dwarves' invisible gifts by its bedside.
The children slept, frozen into time.
He envied Prometheus and Loki, Sisyphus and Judas. His punishment was harsher.
Ho.
Ho.
Ho.

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Merry Christmas to you all ^^

Meil on ny joulukuusi jo sisällä. On meinaa aika iso pirulainen. Kesti varmaan ainakin tunnin raahata se sisälle ja pystyttää. Mutta jo sen tuoksu oli sen homman arvoista. Melkein tulee joulunen fiilis vaikkei täällä oo lumesta kuultukaan.
Voiskohan jsotain tilata lumisen joulun Suomeen. Olis kiva nähdä muutama kinos kun tuun kotiin.

I could punch your face
When you say I´m good
I could dress in lace and paint my face
And go out on a cruise
In the neighbourhood
Become a prostitute
Or become a priest
I could fuck anyone
Every girl, every boy
At least one in every town
That´s to say the least
Wouldn´t that be radical?
Wouldn´t that be radical?

(but)

The most radical thing to do
Is to love someone who loves you
Even when the world is
Seemingly telling you not to
I don´t know what´s wrong or right,
But I know what´s worth a fight
The most radical thing is to do what
Your heart tells you to
´Cause I do assure you
That I do adore you

I could cut myself
And take it to the streets
I could dress like a freak,
Leave my blankets in a heap,
Stop brushing my teeth
for ninety weeks

Throw down the government,
Become the president
I could try every drug
Or give everyone a hug
Set every prisoner free
And claim I´m Jesus´ son

Wouldn´t that be radical?
Yes all of that would be radical all right
But the most radical thing to do
Is to love someone who loves you
Even when the world is
Seemingly telling you not to
I don´t know what´s wrong or right,
But I know what´s worth a fight
The most radical thing is to do what
Your heart tells you to
´Cause I do assure you
That I do adore you

I wish that I could be that radical,
that radical
I wish that I could be that radical,
that radical

Heh, have to admid it but sometimes I read (aaand maybe think also) some really fucked up things. But hey, whatever gives you the satisfaction, eh?
And who ever said that I wasn't a bit twisted inside.
And I really think that the more time I spend alone in here the more it escalates. I might jump some innocent bystander one of these days. Though, it's not like there's anyone here I would want so I think the citizens here are quite safe... for now at least. Though I have seen some almost nice people also. Hmm...
Oh well, maybe I'll survive... without causing too much trouble for anyone ;P

Don't tame your soul (Grendel <33)


I feel content when I'm excluded from the world outside
No one can touch me, all my fears will turn to pure delight
I'm walking on the edge of darkness, licks my naked skin
I'm dreaming things you should not dream, and it's no sin

They won't stop until you tame your soul
Don't tame your soul
They won't stop until you tame your soul
Don't tame your soul
NEVER!

My brains on fire, and the smoke will drown my closing eyes
All I can see is people eating up their hateful lives
There is no life worth living when you can't explore your mind
And all the losing souls will stay behind remaining blind

They won't stop until you tame your soul
Don't tame your soul
They won't stop until you tame your soul
Don't tame your soul
NEVER!

Don't kill your dreams, you can't live without them
Follow the screams
Don't kill your dreams, you can't live without them
Follow the screams

I will return from this with more respect of who I am
I see the truth, and I want you to follow if you can
If you can
If you can
If you can

They won't stop until you tame your soul
Don't tame your soul
They won't stop until you tame your soul
Don't tame your soul
NEVER!

They won't stop until you tame your soul
Don't tame your soul
NEVER!

voi nyt saatana kun ei mikaan onnistu.
nyt ei sit tulekaan kannettavaa. eipa voi mitaan. en olis silla mitaan tehnytkaan.

haistakaa paska.

Mun kirjat tuli. <333 Amazon oli nopee ^^

Kuus kappaletta taydellisyytta ^^
Merrick
Blood and Gold: Vampire Marius
Blackwood Farm
Vampire Armand
Vampire Vittorio
Vampire Pandora

<3333

hehee. viikon vapaus. perhe lahti tanaan turkkiin.
ja sain tanaan paljon aikaan. tilasin itselleni luettavaa. tilasin aidille synttarilahjan. tilasin itselleni kannettavan ^^
huomenna pitais tulle luettavien ja taman viikon aikana kannettavan ^^ vihdoinkin

kohta voisi siirtya nauttimaan lampimasta kylvysta <33