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Nyt vituttaa tämä tilanteeni hankala.
Jos teen niinkuin haluan saattaisin jopa kerrankin elämässäni onnistua.
Mutta taas toisaalta. En osaa vieläkään luottaa kunnolla.
Vaikka on jo yli 5kk tapahtumasta silti...
Vittu en jaksa olla tää vitun herkkis mikä oon.
Saatana.
Vittu.
Nyt vittu sitten tiedän ehkä mitä tehdä mutta.
Enpä tiedä mitä HÄN tästä tuumaa...

Joskus tuntuu et olis vaikeita aikoja.
No nyt ei ole :D

I don´t know what I feel anymore.
I don´t know what I should do anymore.
I don´t know where should I go now.

This is not what I saw.
Coming on my life.
This ain´t the only way.
Even I understand that.
So can you tell me this.
I just want to know.

So fucking what!
I don´t care.
What you think of me now!
So fucking what!
I might even care.
Why you hate me now!

This is what I saw.
Coming on my life.
This is the only way.
I don´t understand.
Why you tell me this.
I only wonder that.

So fucking what!
I do care.
Why you did those things.
So fucking what!
I don´t care anymore.
This is what I think.

This is my life.
What I saw.
This ain´t the way I took.
And I only think this.

So fucking what!
This was my life.
What they did to it!
So fucking what!
I don´t care.
About anything anymore.

(c) Mr-Headless

Jos vain jaksan niin jatkan matkaani.
Jos en jaksa niin en sit jatka.
Kato kato ku sit pysähytää ja jatketaa ku jaksetaa :D
Laten logiikka on kyl aivan mahtavaa. ;D;D;D;D

I´m walking alone in the streets of the tomorrow.
I´m searching for the one I wanted to see again.

Searching in the darkness.
Searching for something.
Something that I lost.
Something that i can´t find.

Love aint for me.
Love isnt near me.
Love is something pretty.
Something that I can´t find.

Even now I think of you.
Even now you are in my dreams.
Even thought I wanted to go.
Wanted to go with you...

Love aint for me.
Love isnt near me.
Love is something pretty.
Something that I can´t find.

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Ja taas uutta rakkaus paskaa :D

As the days pass by me I just can´t find anything that would satisfy me.
I keep wandering around searching for the things I can´t find.
The things like love.
That feeling I replace with my friends.
If the girls just see me as friend I will take it.
Better to have friends than nothing.
I don´t even know why am I writing this common diary note in english but.
Only my true friends will understand what these things mean

Voi helvetti taas tätä paskaa ihqboxugaltsua!

I´m your past not your future.
I´m just a fading shadow.
I can´t change your love.

So here in the darkness I´m waiting for light.
Here in the darkness hoping someone looks for me.
Here in this moment I feel like somebody is looking for me.

I don´t feel love.
I don´t feel pain.
I don´t feel anything anymore.


So here in the darkness I´m waiting for light.
Here in the darkness hoping someone looks for me.
Here in this moment I feel like somebody is looking for me.

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Pimeässä huoneessa seilaan.
Etsien jo kauan sitten hukattua.
Etsien sydämeni ääntä.
Etsien rakkauttani sieltä.
Vain sinut minä haluan.
Vain sinut minä tunsin.
Missä olet kun sinua tarvitsen.

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Jos jaksaisin etsisin lisää näitä "runoja" mutta no en vain jaksa.