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Are you gone and onto someone new?
I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn't have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I brake loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can't choose
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

DOES SOMEONE HEAR MY CRY?

I'm dying for new life

I want to be beautiful
Make you stand in awe
Look inside my heart,
and be amazed
I want to hear you say
Who I am is quite enough
Just want to be worthy of love
And beautiful

Sometimes I wish I was someone other than me
Fighting to make the mirror happy
Trying to find whatever is missing
Won't you help me back to glory

Excuse me,
I really didn't mean to ramble on
There's a lot of feelings that remains since you've been gone
I guess you thought that I would've it all behind me
but it seems there's always something right there to remind me
like a silly joke or something on the TV, boy it ain't easy
when I hear our song I get that same old feeling
wish I could press rewind, turn back the hands of time and I shouldn't be telling you

Did you know I've kept all of your pictures
Don't have the strength to part with them yet
Oooh nooo.. tried to erase
The way your kisses taste
But some things a girl can never forget

I'm a real big fan of yours, but I'm quite the joke to you
But girl it wasn't a joke when you kissed me in your room
And replied I love you too
I'm a little bit of insecure, from all of this mistreatment.
But see I'm working it out, I'm working it out
Its so damn hard when your alone