Killingly lonely. How did I end up like this?
This is all my fault, not my choice.
I hope you feel the same way I do.
But I know that you donÂ’t.
ThatÂ’s something what makes me cry at night.
IÂ’ am dead inside.
My feelings are dead.
I donÂ’t show it to you.
‘Cause I know you don’t care.
I hope this could go away.
But I know it wonÂ’t.
I donÂ’t care what you think of me now, much.
You must have moved on now.
IÂ’m making myself miserable of thinking too much.
I might look thought but IÂ’ am weak.
I just donÂ’t show my feelings enough.
IÂ’ am miserable.
My thoughts wonÂ’t stop running.
You donÂ’t see that.
I hide those too well.
‘Cause I have been doing it my whole life.
I miss everyone every day.
No one knows it.
‘Cause I don’t know how to show it.
I hope you all are not mad.
IÂ’ am killing myself inside.
I hope we see again somewhere where is more beautiful than here.
Goodbye.
DonÂ’t be sad we will see again.