1. Screw love!
2. *blush*
3. *has a crush*
4. *has a crush, but feels like it wouldn't work*
5. *has a big crush*
6. I like someone, and know I have no chance.
7. I like someone, and think I have a chance.
8. I'm in love, knowing I have no chance.
9. I'm in love, hoping I have a chance.
10. I'm in love, trying to get him/her, with no success.
11. I'm in love, trying to get him/her, with small chances.
12. I'm in love, knowing I have no chance, I still try, I fail, cry, try again, fail, cry, try again, fail, cry, try again, try, I fail, cry, try again, fail, cry, try again, fail, cry, try again, try, I fail, cry, try again, fail, cry, try again, fail, cry, try again, try, I fail, cry, try again, fail, cry, try again, fail, cry, try again, /cutwrist
13. I'm in love, trying my best, and getting a chance to get him/her.
14. I'm in love, trying my best, and over it, getting no chance to get him/her, still trying harder, with no success, falling in love more, trying harder, failing, still going for it, noticing I'll never get a chance, still hoping, trying, and failing, going for it again, noticing he/she has no interest whatsoever, still going for it, hoping and hoping, no, not yet...still not...no....no....not yet....wait for it.... wait for iiit.... waaait for it, no, still nothing. Trying, failing, hoping, failing at hoping, going EMO, crying, trying, hoping, failing at it, still trying, crying again, failing again, going more EMO, still trying and hoping, failing, crying more, trying, failing, beating head to the wall, still trying, failing, going EMO again, this time with more potential, crying even more, going EMO, going EMO, being EMO, trying, still not working, trying harder and harder and harder and harder and harder and harder and harder....failing, hoping, crying, trying, failing, and noticing this has gone way too far, and agree with yourself to quit, and after a few hours, you try again, and again, and again, then he/she gets mad at you, and you go EMO over it. Then you can talk to him/her again, and trying over and over again, thinking you have a chance knowing you don't have a chance, then trying to cry and hoping you can fail when you cry harder when trying to hope for the crying to fail and get you hope to cry even harder. Then what do you do? Try again, cry again, and hope again.
After you've been through this all, you start from the beginning.
Then you turn 60 and notice this is still going on, and you decide to try again, and fail, and cry.
So, which point are you at? I know I'm at 14!