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Sinä et ole siinä
Ei hengitystä niskassa
Ei lämpöä selässä
Ei ketään vieressä
Tyhjä sänky jatkuu
ajatusten takana

Älä jätä minua yksin
pelkään pimeää
pelkään itseäni
pelkään elämää

Rakasta minua
kuten rakastit ennen
Älä anna menneisyyden
tulla väliimme

vaikka olen hankala
sekä kaikin puolin vaikea
rakastettava
koska minä rakastan sinua
. . ...vieläkin... . .

Pitäis vissiin miettii uudelleen, kerran tai kaks, tai ehkä parikymmentä...
Kyllästyny yrittään ja vittuuntunu ymmärtään...

Pakko myöntää, mutta mä luovutan!

I'm so fed up with everyone around me No one seems to care
I'm just so far gone and nothing's gonna change I'll never be the same

It's always do this, do that,
Everything they want to
I don't want to live that way
Every chance they get their always
Pushin me away

It's never enough
No it's never enough
No matter what I say

It's never enough
No it's never enough
I'll never be what you want me to be

Sä et tiedä mistä sä puhut, sulla ei ole pienintäkään aavistusta.. sä et ole istunut mun paikalla siinä keittiössä missä mä luulin olevani viimestä kertaa, sä et ole istunut mun tilalla katsomassa peiliin ja miettimässä mikä meni väärin, sä et ole käynyt väärällä puolella tätä maailmaa, sä et koskaan ole, etkä koskaan tule tekemään näitä virheitä, mä lupaan sen sulle!

Mutta mä myös kerron sulle, että mä tekisin mitä vaan että saisin kaiken tän tekemättömäks, ihan mitä vaan etten nyt olis tässä, etten ois käyny näitä virheitä yhä uudestaan ja uudestaan läpi.. mä oisin ihan jotain muuta jos mä vaan pystyisin... . .

Mä tiedän että mä tein väärin ja sä et tiedä miten paljon mä kadun, mä kadun lopunelämääni näitä samoja virheitä.. mutta sä et voi ymmärtää sitä; koska sä et ollut siellä... . .

Älä siis kerro mulle miten paska ihminen mä olen; mä tidän sen itekkin! mä en tarvitse sua kertomaan sitä, en nyt, enkä huomenna:: ANNA MUN OLLA!

The sun goes down
The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now
My universe will never be the same
I'm glad you came

I wish I could tie you up in my shoes
Make you feel unpretty too
I was told I was beautiful
But what does that mean to you
Look into the mirror who's inside there
The one with the long hair
Same old me again today

My outsides are cool
My insides are blue
Everytime I think I'm through
It's because of you
I've tried different ways
But it's all the same
At the end of the day
I have myself to blame
I'm just trippin'

You can buy your hair if it won't grow
You can fix your nose if he says so
You can buy all the make-up that M.A.C. can make
But if you can't look inside you
Find out who am I to
Be in a position to make me feel so damn unpretty

I will tell your story if you die
I will tell your story and keep you alive the best I can
I will tell them to the children
if we have some
But I've always felt a feeling we would die young
Some die young
But you better hold on
so many things i need to say to you
Please don't, don't let me go
and we said we would die together... . .

I never met you but i can't wait to see you in my dreams again.
See i've been hurt so many times before, i rather pretend.

Don't wanna wake up, don't wanna open my eyes.
Because the reality is so far from paradise.
In the morning you'll be gone again,
and the sunshine will turn into rain.

Even though you're just a dream, you're still real to me.
Because the dream of you is so much better than reality.
Better than reality.

The clock is tickin', and I'm waiting for this day to turn into night again.
Cause for me the dream of you baby, is stronger than any medicine.

Even though you're just a dream, you're still real to me.
Because the dream of you is so much better than reality.
Even though you're just a dream, you're still real to me.
Because the dream of you is so much better than reality.
Better than reality.

Don't wanna open my eyes, I might see where I'm going.
Open my eyes to the sun that is rising.
Open my eyes, i might see that I'm bleeding.
Open my eyes to a lie.
And even though you're just a dream, you're still real to me.
Because the dream of you is so much better than reality.
Better than reality... . .

I know i don't deserve it, but i hope you can give me another chance.
It's you i wanna be with.
I'll give you all my attention, I'll put you on first
See this time is different, I've been through rebirth.
And all the other girls they just don't compare,
i repent all my sins and I'll be faithful
I swear.
I'll never say a word, that might bring you down.
If you give us a try, I'll turn this thing upside down.
Didn't know what i had till it was taken away
we can still make it work,
don't walk away,
I want you to stay cause...

I'm willing to change for you!