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En osaa oikein selittää sanoin. Ei tuska ole enää niin suuri, että olisin kävelevä itsemurhaehdokas. Mutta ajoittain arpi sielussani tuntuu. Tiedän, Nannan elämä oli vaikea, ja hänen tuska sai päätöksensä helmikuussa 2010. Ei se tieto silti tarkoita, etteikö surevan tuska voisi olla järkyttävän kauhea. Joskus tekisi mieli liittyä Nannan seuraan, mutta ei; jos haluan kunnioittaa Nannan muistoa en voi luovuttaa. Hänkään ei luovuttanut. Olemme sotureita. Olen hänelle sen velvollinen. Kauheinta on muistot hautajaisista; luulin sen olevan askel asian hyväksymistä kohtaan käydä paikalla, mutta surevien tuska sekä kylmä totuus, ettei Nanna sieltä palaa, löi päin naamaa; olin shokissa. Mutta tässä olen, ja tässä tulen olemaan kunnes joku korkeampi tahto päättää että aikani on tullut. Kiitos Nanna! Olit hieno ihminen ja annat mulle edelleen voimia vaikka et olekaan täällä. Muistoasi kunnioittaen, Pontus.


"Meren rantaan käveltiin, kerroit lähteväsi pois
Mä hiljaa itkin, pelkäsin, en irti päästää voinut ois
Kerroit uskovasi unelmaan, joka sinisenä soi
Se uni meidät yhdistää, sen syliin nukahtaaki vois
Lintu nousee siivilleen
Se lentää suoraan siniseen
Valot auringon
Sen laulu katoaa"

"Niin, sinä ompelet sulan kerrallaan
Pieniin siipiin, että lentäisit taas
Ja niin, annat kivun sun surun puuduttaa
Vaikka arvet se jättää
Sun mentävä on"

You were there for me
And a hero for me
You were my friend and grandpa
I will always love ya

The reason I'm what I am
Is because of you
The greatest of men
I'll light a candle for you

I can't save the fallen
But I can save the memories
If I think of you
I'll think of your heart
You were with me, right from the start

Some say sorrow never leaves
Somehow I disagree
Although you're not here with me
You never leave me alone

I'm glad I got to know you
One of the most important people to me
You've been long gone
But you're inside of my heart

Everytime I got into trouble
You were there to cheer me up
Thanks for making me feel better
Than deep inside my heart I felt

I can't save the fallen
But I can save the memories
If I think of you
I'll think of your heart
You were with me, right from the start

Eternal love
I'll give to my grandpa
Living in the heaven above
I'll always love ya
You give me strength
When I'm about to fall
Thank you for all support

I can't save the fallen
But I can save the memories
If I think of you
I'll think of your heart
You were with me, right from the start

My name is Pontus
I drink beer and eat donuts
I have no fear to drink more beer
Also wine is fine
Give me money
And I'll buy myself a new honey
A whore
But still I want more
So what if I'm attracted to drugs
Shit attracts bugs
This is hardcore
Your ears will be sore
But my time is short
Still I have to write a little more
I'm a bummer
But also an ultimate Gunner
Louder than the loudest drummer
Also a homecomer
I don't know what I write
Because I didn't sleep at night
And I have to admit
I also suffer from stagefright
It's just shit
This song kicks butt
Like my beloved donut
My my hey hey
Today's my lucky day
I got a girl
Who spins and twirl
I love this song
Though it is so long
But don't get me wrong
I've been writing it alone
What more?
Oh I forgot to buy me a whore
Also I forgot
To eat my donut
Shit I'm in pain
There's just emptiness in my brain!
Holy crap
I just can't rap
But I'm trying
Give me dope and I'll be flying
Through my rimes
Like LeAnn Rimes
And I'll end up in The Times
Oh fuck
This song sucks
More than Linda Lovelace
But I'm speeding with pace
Like I'm gonna win the race
And it doesn't ever end
I can't pretend
That I don't miss the money I've spend
On wine
Hey? Just gimme a break and it'll be fine
But sorry I have to quit
Time's up
I leave this shit
I've been sitting too long on a sore butt
Thanks for listening..NOT!!!!

It ain't so easy
To release me
From this ache
This sorrow, this pain

It's been a while
I'm lost in time
But I'm STILL writing about it
I wanna feel free

You're up there in the sky
And your legacy will never die
It's hard to let you go
I'm loving you so

You're now free like a dove
Sitting there with the Lord above
It's hard to visit your grave
I'm not yet that brave

I'm searching for consolation
But all I get is condemnation
And my heart is failing
My soul is sailing
To better seas
I don't wanna be here
It's all done
My time is gone
I wish you were here
Somewhere near
But I need to let go..

Wherever you may go
I'm still missing you so
Without you my smile ain't what it used to be
I'm missing your smile

Without you it's like walking in rain
No consolation, just pain
But you gave me something I'm glad for
And I appreciate all you did and said
I still love you

Stars can't die
And you can't fade away from my heart
You'll never die, you're still in my memories
Thank you for all the few days we had
Even though our friendship were short
Thinking of it makes me glad

You made me strong
But your death was so wrong
Why didn't you get a new chance?
To live free from pain
To live your life again
Sometimes we just can't know
I'm giving you eternal love

That day caused me pain
But I'm laughing again
I'm living for you
I'm still loving you
Even though you're far away
You're in my heart to stay

I'm smiling when I look to the stars
Stars can never die
So you won't ever die....

If love is abused
You can lose
And you know it's true
Love is commonly misunderstood

Feelings are what they are
But you should learn to handle
Or you can fall off the train
Never knowing what happened

Love is poison
It's a reason to die
Love is insane
Gives a reason to kill

What went wrong?
Oh I fell in love
Then I lost my sense
Didn't know what to do
When I couldn't love you

Why the hell do we even need love
Is it a curse from God above??
I see no reason why
I should enjoy to see love die

Love is poison
It's a reason to die
Love is insane
Gives a reason to kill


Hearts can be open
Hearts can be black
Roses have thorns
They can be sharp as a claw of a cat
So why do we need some love???

Love is poison
It's a reason to die
Love is insane
Gives areason to kill

I hate humanity
I really hate this shit
Feels like human's are losing their grip
This all is so insane see
I can't wait to leave

What the fuck is going on
What the fuck is going on
I hate/ I love
But my mind is so sore
Get the fuck out everyone

Chorus I'll break your neck
I'll send you to hell
Kill me, rip out my lungs
But I'll torture you, slugs
Get the fuck out

Fear me, I'm pissed out to maximum
I'll kick your filthy bum
I'm not a good man
That man is gone
Now I'm devilish like Satan
And I hate everyone

What the fuck is going on
What the fuck is going on
I hate/I love
But my mind is so sore
Get the fuck out everyone

I'll break your neck
I'll send you to hell
Kill me, rip out my lungs
But I'll torture you, slugs
Get the fuck out

Now it's time to go
Before I turn insane
Time is soon up
I'll kick your butt
If you don't go away

What the fuck is going on
What the fuck is going on
I hate/I love
But my mind is so sore
Get the fuck out everyone

I'll break your neck
I'll send you to hell
Kill me, rip out my lungs
But I'll torture you, slugs
Get the fuck out

GET THE FUCK OUT!!!!

Everyday, the papers, tell me something sad
Of how the world has gone so bad
How could this happen
What did we do wrong
Life is a bitch, and then you live
Live in pain

Warmachines turning
Taking people down
Burning our flesh, burning houses to the ground

Chorus NO!
I won't take it
Why should I need to stand this shit?
No!
It's not fair


Peace is underrated
And love seems to be so hated
When people kill some unknown men
Is this a vision of Satan?

Warlords yelling on tv
Why are they so blind,
Why can't they see?

NO!
I won't take it
Why should I need to stand this shit?
No!
It's not fair


People bathing in blood
In the trashed-down neighbourhood
And some evil man laugh
Paradise is cut to half
Angels breaking their wings
Losing to our insanity

NO!
I won't take it
Why should I need to stand this shit?
No!
It's not fair

NO!
I won't take it
Why should I need to stand this shit?
No!
It's not fair

No beer, no fear
That's what I wanna feel
No booze=no hangover
And no depression
Which means I'll turn to a better man


Please stop drinking
Or your ship will keep on sinking
Until you're ruined
And forever doomed
Into a hell made of your old demons

Chorus
Stay sober if you wanna feel
What happiness really is
Don't drink to sorrow
Or there may be no tomorrow


Alcohol can make you happy
Until the sun rises the next day
When the head starts to ache
You feel like your evening went all to waste
And you hope you can get out of this trap
But by drinking more, you know you can't

Stop drinking
Before you have to say goodbye
Before it's your time to die
Heaven's got no pity
For alcoholists, so shitty

Stay sober if you wanna feel
What happiness really is
Don't drink to sorrow
Or there may be no tomorrow

Angels can fall
...

Stay sober if you wanna feel
What happiness really is
Don't drink to sorrow
Or there may be no tomorrow

If you're up there
And if you care
Then give me powers to go on
For it's not my time yet t join you
Although I must admit I'd want to..