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Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work
It was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

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Yeah, I know that it's an lyric to one of simple plans songs, but I just thought I could put it here, because it explains everything about me, so now you maybe understand me, or, no, no one will ever understand me, but now you maybe can stand out with me. With my weird thoughts and stuff like that...

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Läste detta idag i en bok:

"Du skriver dina egna lagar och behöver frihet att vandra, att utforska och experimentera. Många tycke ratt du är kall och analytisk, alltid redo med fakta och tabeller och massor av logik. Men egentligen föredrar du att titta in i huvudet på andra och se vad som får dem att gå runt. Vad tänker de, och varför? Du älskar att diskutera - ibland slår de över i föreläsning. Du njuter av en god kamp, med ord vil säga!..

Du är oberäknelig och excentrisk i ditt uppförande och älskar att chockera dem som är mer konventionella. Du trivs utmärkt med att irritera och genera folk som tråka rut dig, och allt som är det minsta respektabelt blir måltavla för dina ofta mördande kvickheter...

Känslomässigt är du nyckfull, motsvalls och oberäknelig. Känslor skrämmer dig egentligen..

.. Du är verkligen den som till sist med fog kan säga >I did it my way< "

I came up with that almoust all these thing I pic out is exactly like me...

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And as usual I just wan't to say that I don't want to hear anyone complain about my spelling!

It's friday today!

Today I'm going to my dad, in Trollywood xD That's nice...
And one friend is going to sleep over today, going to watch some movies, listen to music, go out maybe and of course, be on the computer =)

Today my grandmother and grandfather is going to come to my mothers house, for like an half hour or something... That's lovely, haven't seen them on like an half year, so it's going to be wonderful to see them, especially when they often bring something to me and my sisters =)

I think I maybe will put some of my poems here, but please don't gang up on them, It would be horrible...



~The Seasons~
In the summer she's born
She feel happy and free
like a beautiful flower

Then the autumn starts
It's raining more then ever
Her happines is dying

Then, suddenly the winter is here
She's freezing
She's almost dead

When the spring comes
There's no little girl
running and smiling

She froze to death in the winter
The severe cold killed her
Froze her down

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The one that complains on my english will be tortured to death =)

I'm at a friend, going to sleep over and talk =) Look at some thrilers and stuff like that =)

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May I ask you something? Why the hell are you soch a freak!? Can't you just see yourself in the as and go somewhere? (A)
I don't give a fuck If you go to hell, just leave me alone and i will be pleased...
So, you agree with that? So, from now you're going to never talk with me, never look at me and just go to hell!?

=?

My spelling is from the asssssssss =) So don't heng up on that, will you? =)

Do you mean that I should have done that, or what?
I must say that I really don't get a fuck of what you tell me.
First you ignore me one day, and today you are like if we were best friends ever, should I get it? Well, it's impossible, for me to understand that. I think you really should take some thime and sit down and talk with me. Then I maybe would get something. Because as it is now, it is incredable for us to have something, I don't understand you, and I won't live with someone that doesn't tell me things. Really, I mean it. I'm not mad, I'm just so confused, as usual... =/
So, please, talk with me, don't just hugh me and things like that, TALK WITH ME!That would help a lot.


I know, my english is very bad, and this thing is just sooo wrong written, but I don't care =)

jaha, va ska man nu säga?
Life sucks, I think it really does, for the first time in my life I really hate living. You have disapointed me so bad, so, you should feel guilty. I'm not going to jump of this life yet, I have so many things to say to you. But, I really think life sucks. Someone that thinks I'm ridiculous? Don't say it to me, I already know that. So, fuck of and do something important instead of reading this silly text from a foolish child.
O, and, you, I really mean this.

Never going to forgive you, and never going to forget what you did!