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Blargh...
*herää*
*katsoo kelloa*
6:30... (On vielä aikaa nukkua...)
*herää uudelleen*
*katsoo kelloa*
8:30... (*facepalm*)


Ens viikol pitää vetää aamullaa itteesää, escrimalla kalloo ja lähtee liikkeellee. Ensi alko ihan hyvin tuo koulun aikatauluu junttaamine, mut nyht tuli vähän takapakkia näköjään. En saanu itteeni eilen ylös ollenkaa... Noh... Kerkeen enkun tunneille. Kuka ne nyt haluais missata?

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes,
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow,
Every step that I take is another mistake to you,
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow

[Chorus]
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
By becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me?
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you,
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow,
Every step that I take is another mistake to you,
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow,
And every second I waste is more than I can take!

[Chorus]

And I know I may end up failing too
But I know you were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be,
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
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~How important can a person be, for even in death, one's presence is so close you can feel the heartbeat~

If you can hear me
And know that im right here
I heard your heartbeat
It took away the fear
Cuz my life is sliding
I tried to ride the wave
It came down crashing, it's time to start again
Backwards to go forward
Left at every corner
Been there and back again
And when the music ends

Your life is a flashback
A question, a photograph
A statement, a story, a struggle
A chance to laugh
Cuz if you don't laugh you cry
A last crescendo when you die
So hit the rewind and listen
It's the playback
The soundtrack to your life

First step, your last breath
Everythings been planned
There's questions, and answers
You'll never understand
I hold on, but let go
I give you room to breath
Remember, the best things
Were never mine to keep
Starting at the ending
It won't break, while your bending
Been there, and back again
And when the music ends

Your life is a flashback
A question, a photograph
A statement, a story, a struggle
A chance to laugh
Cuz if you don't laugh you cry
A last crescendo when you die
So hit the rewind and listen
It's the playback
The soundtrack to your life

The soundtrack to your life
And it goes by like a bullet, and my name
It may be different than yours but, you got the same
Beat a broken back for more
I'll be dragging my own ass off the floor

I've thrown my self right in and,
whats the point if you don't live in

If you can hear me
And know that im right here
I heard your heartbeat
It took away the fear

Your life is a flashback
A question, a photograph
A statement, a story, a struggle
A chance to laugh
Cuz if you don't laugh you cry
A last crescendo when you die
So hit the rewind and listen
It's the playback
The soundtrack to your life

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Everything in life is programmed to do certain things... Everything is predictable. My code? It is still under development, mere beta. My code? It's been written by songs, sounds... Music... The obsolete is when I die.

~ I saw my father's boat at the harbor today... I wonder if he finally came to pick me up...~

Non tää päivä lähtiki helvetin hyvin käyntii >_<

Day by day you go forward
Day by day you tell yourself everything is alright
It's a try to make believe
How can you lie to yourself

You enjoy your solitude
But you would like to share it with a kin
You know what you miss
But you're too afraid to make the move

For you think, your past has taught you everything...

As I walk I always have the time to think
My mind is my greatest ally
Weapon
Strongest poison
And every weapon has its recoil
So is my mind double edged also
It makes myself bleed too
It makes myself fall
It makes me stop and kneel

Can I sustain all this

Is this all worth it

Even if I was to fall the days would just pass by
Mind would shut down, but the body would continue blind
I would wake up another day when it all seems worth it
Puppet, for the goddess'
Relic of the past
So I cry for total freedom
~Unattainable dreams are the best kind~



Listen to my voice calling you
Calling you out of darkness
Hear the devils cry of sin
Always turn your back on him

With the wind you go and still
I dream of your spirit leading you back home
I will give my gifts to you
While you're gone and watching on

The light in your eyes
An angel of dark
Lighting to ease the shadows' sight
Hearts will grow, the heavens will play
Leaving behind the things in the end

Listen to my voice calling you
Calling you out of darkness
Hear the devils cry of sin
Always turn your back on him
On him
On him

~What is really home... Birth ground, mother's, father's land..? In any case... If it is my origin, it makes my heart bleed...~
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Never again will I be dishonored
And never again will I be reminded
Of living within the world of the jaded
They kill inspiration
It's my obligation
To never again, allow this to happen
Where do I begin?
The choices are endless
Denying the sin
My art, my redemption
I carry the torch of my fathers before me

The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away
There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice
To change myself, I'd rather die
Though they will not understand
I won't make the greatest sacrifice
You can't predict where the outcome lies
You'll never take me alive
I'm alive x3

Change again, cannot be considered
I rage again, dispelling my anger
Where do I begin?
The choices are endless
My art, my redemption, my only salvation
I carry the gift that I have been blessed with
My soul is adrift in oceans of madness
Repairing the rift that you have created
I am not alone, brothers, give me your arms now

The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away
There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice
To change myself, I'd rather die
Though they will not understand
I won't make the greatest sacrifice
You can't predict where the outcome lies
You'll never take me alive

I'm no slave
Are you feeling brave?
Or have you gone out of your mind?
No more games
It won't feel the same
If I hold my anger inside
There's no meaning
My soul is bleeding
I've had enough of your kind
One suggestion, use your discretion
Before you label me blind

The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away
There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice
To change myself, I'd rather die
Though they will not understand
I won't make the greatest sacrifice
You can't predict where the outcome lies
You'll never take me alive
I'm alive x8

~Infinite in mystery, is the gift of the goddess, we seek it thus, and take to the sky. Ripples form on the water's surface, the wandering soul knows no rest...~

1. Etunimi: Wille
2. Lempinimi: W, Ten, Sutinen
3. Syntymäpäivä: 07.05
4. Syntymäpaikka: Villmanstranden Sjukhuset
5. Horoskooppi: Härkä
6. Mies vai nainen: Mietitäänpä
7. Sisaruksia: On
8. Unelma-ammatti: Hävittäjä lentäjä
9. Asuinpaikka: Lahti
10. Nettinimet: TenKaze, 10-Breaker
11. Hiusten pituus: Puolpitkät/pitkät
12. Silmien väri: Lääkäri sanoo siniset, jotku melkei vihreiks, ne vaihtaa väriä miten tykkää
13. Näkyviä arpia: Näkyy ja ei
14. Silmälasit: Eole
15. Lävistyksiä: KORVAKORUT 4 kpl
16. Tatuointeja: On
17. Oikea vai vasuri: Oikea
18. Ensimmäinen paras ystävä?: Ei muistikuvaa
19. Ensimmäinen palkinto/voitto: 100 m sprintti
20. Ensimmäinen liikuntamuoto : En muista
21. Ensimmäinen oma lemmikki: Rottweiler
22. Ensimmäinen oikea loma: Ei muistikuvaa
23. Ensimmäinen konsertti: En ole ollut konseretissa
25. Paras TV-ohjelma: Paras ikinä oli 24 eka tuotantokausi
26. Lempiväri: Oliivi
27. Paras artisti/bändi: Overall paras mitä olen kuunnellut niin Linkin Park
28. Lempibiisi juuri nyt: Indica - Linnansa Vanki
29. Lempikarkki: Värilliset Turkin Pippurit
30. Paras urheilu: Jalkapallo/pesäpallo, ei osaa päättää
31. Paras ravintola: Tang Capital i Villmanstranden
32. Lempivaatteesi: Housut
33. Lempikauppa: Varusteleka
34. Lempiaine koulussa: Englanti
35. Paras lemmikki: Linnut/Koira/Matelija(kokeilematta)
36. Paras kirja: Romance of the Three Kingdoms
37. Paras lehti : Syreenin lehti
38. Lempikengät: ATAC 5.11 SWAT maiharit

JUURI NYT

39. Olosi?: Skeptinen
40. Sinkku vai varattu: Single
41. Syöt: En nyt mutta kohta iha just ruisleipää
42. Juot : Novelle Fruity Mustikka
43. Fonttisi: Ei mitään hajua
44. Online: No eiku offissa tätä teen
45. Kuuntelet: Bloody Roar - Bored To Death
46. Ajattelet: Mitäköhän taas huomenna...
47. Haluat: Mielenrauhan ja muutaman miljoonan
48. Katsot: Global Agenda
49. Olet pukeutunut?: Housut

TULEVAISUUDESSA:

50. Haluatko lapsia: Joku kaunis päivä
51. Haluatko kihloihin: Tjoo
52. Haluatko naimisiin: En
53. Mille uralle menet: Jää nähtäväksi, mutta toistaiseksi hotellin respa kutsuu
54. Missä haluaisit asua?: Ehkä Villmanstrandenilla, unelma olis toki jossain tosi kosteessa

PARASTA KUMPPANISSA:

55. Hiusten väri?: Ei niin merkitystä, rusehtava kaiketi viehättävin
56. Hiusten pituus? : Puol pitkä, pitkä
57. Silmien väri: Vihreä on viehättävin
58. Hoikka vai tukeva: Siltä väliltä
59. Silmät vai huulet: Silmät
60. Suukkoi vai haleja: Suukko
61. Lyhyt vai pitkä: Lähes merkityksetön

OLETKO IKINÄ:

67. Suudellut tuntematonta: En
68. Juonut alkoholia: Puhdasta? Pirtu on lähimpänä.
69. Karannut kotoa: Lähtenyt pitkälle lenkille mutta en karannut.
70. Murtanut luita: Lasketaako hiusmurtumat? Niitä 3
71. Särkenyt jonkun sydämen: Valitettavasti
72. Eronnut jostakusta: Valitettavasti
73. Itkenyt jonkun kuoltua: Kyllä
74. Itkenyt koulussa: Ylä ja ala-asteilla

USKOTKO:

75. Jumalaan: En
76. Ihmeisiin: Siinä ja siinä
77. Rakkauteen: Kyllä se vielä tuolta jostain
78. Sielunkumppaneihin: Kyllä
79. Taivaaseen: Taivas, helvetti, manala, valkea ja pimeä tyhjyys
80. Ensitreffeillä suuteluun: Kyllä, has happened
81. Horoskooppeihin: Hyvin harvoin luen horoskooppi ennusteita, mutta kun luen niin kyllä vaikkakin 30% aivan metsään koko ennuste >>

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Syntyperäl vast johoki 11 aikaa yöllä perjantaina... No jaa... Sain kuitenkin lauantaina sumplattuu kaiken viimosist tavaroist. Ni nyt olen 99,99% muuttanut. Omaan kämppää. Viikate jäi ku sitä ei saa tänne minnekkää ;_;
Kattolamppu pitäs saada paikoillee... Näinköhä saan ite, se on kuitenkin +25 kg...
Kokeilin ukin varastoista jääneitä Tarot kortteja. Risti 10, risti 4, sitten olikin luvassa rakkautta, työtä, seuraa, rakkautta, työtä.

Kweh~ Vähän turhan nopee temponen viikonloppu ollaksee "rauhallinen kotiviikonloppu"

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~ You know how to pull my strings goddess... You know... That my curiosity erases, makes me forget wanting to die... But even a horse must have the carrot that is hanging in front of it. Or it will fall under the burden.~

Meh... Mikä helvetti tää yskä on olevinaa... Menis hittoo. Ärsyttää... Ei voi puhua yhtää tai alkaa köhittää. Allerginen reaktio? Koulun koneista pöllyy kyl mielenkiintosia colonioita. Ei voi tietää... Vladiki saa tulokset verestä vasta 20 pv... Baaaah... Pysty mitää erikoistakaa oikee tekee...