at times i feel like im trapped in my mind. or, more like all the time.
looking at the bathroom doorknob, staring into the warped reflection of it to see something resembling a familiar figure but never quite knowing who it is.
looking into the mirror and feeling like youre looking at someone other than you.
its insane. how you can feel trapped in your own mind and not be capable of getting out of it.
inhaling nicotine to try and feel something, in this often emotionless or over-emotion like life. its a roller coaster, truly.
feeling your fingers write on a keyboard yet forgetting how it feels after you lift your hands away from it.
at times i feel like im trapped in my mind.
or, more like all the time.