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" Tosta hyvästä vedetään kölin ali! " XD

Tultiin just faijan kaa mökiltä. Mentiin veneellä hirveessä aallokossa. Ei oo ikinä pelottanu niin paljoo :S. Takasin ei viittiny enää veneellä tulla ku oli aallokko taas vähän voimakkaampi ni pummittiin sedältä kyyti :D.
Viime yönä istuttiin faijan kaa rannalla ja puheltiin kaikkee " isä-poika" skeidaa :)
Sai se mut sitten jopa juomaan pari olutta...

Huomen pitäis lähtee mökille faijan kaa kattoon setää perheineen sveitsistä. ei niinku millään huvittais!! Hirvee tappelu siitäki himassa :S Ei pääse harkkoihin torstaina :(


" She's got a smile
that seems to me reminds me
of childhood memories
where everything was as fresh as bright blue sky "

Could someone please get these thoughts out of my mind. Every tear I cry is less pain but still it hurts so much. I could have been so much better person if I only have tried. But it's too late know . All I can do is cry myself to asleep every night and hope that tomorrow would be better day. Still knowing that it won't be...



" Now and then when I see her face
she takes me away to that special place
and if I stared too long
I'd probably break down and cry "

Taisin nähä erään ainaki kolme kertaa tänään :S Weird...

Näyttö huomenna huoltoon ainaki viikoks :S Onneks faijalt pysty pölliin vanhan näytön ni ei ihan pää hajoo :D


" I'll top the bill
I'll overkill
I have to find the way to carry on "

Helevetin näyttö ku ei suostu toimiin kunnolla ni tulee kirjoteltuu vähän niinku "sokeena". :(

Oltiin mutsin kaa päivä Riihisalossa saunomassa, uimassa ja pelaamassa rantalenttistä. Toivottavasti Tatuu ei enää satu nivusiin :D. Tomi ja Samppa lens komeesti laiturilta järveen :P. Tosin lievällä avustuksella ;D

" My soul is painted like the wings of butterflies
fairytales of yesterday will grow but never die
I can fly, my friends "

Why did you look at me so cold? I can tell from people's eyes when I'm not missed and could tell it from your eyes. You hate me, I know but could we just be like nothing ever happened. I know it's easier to you than me but I could atleast try.

Kyl oli tosi kiva jutella sun kaa. Harmi vaan ku nähään vast jonku ajan pääst :/

" Never cared what they do
never cared what they know
but I know "

Why does it always have to be me who is alone? Why can't people just get to know me before they start to judge? I know I'm full of shit and selfish but still. Why do I always have to lie for those I love? Why do I have to be me?! "Outside the dawn is breaking but inside in the dark I'm aching to be free" sang once a wise man, now dead though. Maybe I just should say goodbye for this place. Nobody won't miss me anyway. I just bring suffering and bad feeling for those around me. I could fly to some better place and watch you from there. And perhaps, when the time is right, I could come down and sit on your shoulder and look after you. Maybe that way I could get my sins forgiven and be in peace once again.

You maked my life so much better. You brought that thing what was missing. But, once again, because of my stupid and selfish mistakes I lost you to the winds of life. I can't never forgive that to myself. I came down as fast as I went up.

If I had a one wish, it wouldn't be traveling back in time but to quit lying. If that is possible, I would be able to continue somehow.. perhaps... Only God knows and mysterious are His ways (though I don't believe in God), but still if there is some greater power in this universe, it could do something. Not just watch when we cry ourselfs to sleep.

There are so much things I could learn from you. You are so great. Everybody likes you. I'll never forget what you have done for me. You and couple of others will always have a place in my heart and I will always remember you.

Olihan siel Raumallakin ihan kiva välil käydä :) Varsinki ku pappa anto 50e "taskurahaa" :D


Mä varauduin et se olis vaikeeta mut en mä uskonu et se vois olla NÄIN vaikeeta :S

" Never opened myself this way
life is ours , we live it our way
all these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters "

Tultiin mutsin kanssa Raumalle kattoon mun kummipoikaa :) On siinä iso mies 1 -vuotiaaks :D!!! Torstain harkoiks takas riksuun. Mitähän siitäki tulee...


Viime yö oli yhtä helvettiä (taas vaihteeks). Jo neljäs yö putkeen kun nään painajaista, jossa mä seuraan vierestä ku mun sydän revitään irti multa itteltäni :/ Mistähän mahtais johtuu...

Näin lopuks vois viel vaikka laulaa et:
" So close no matter how far
couldn't be much more from the heart
forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters "