I remember how my friends bullied me and left me out... how I didn't in the end have any friends.. Now it goes the same way.. the same is that.. a boyfriend makes people change and fight crazy.. like on 3th to-> 6th grade at school..
In junior high I was alone too.. hated for being weird.. I couldn't trust at all in people.. I was lonely and hated myself..
It changed after I got to 10th grade.. but.. there I got bullied by one bitch for my skinny out look how I am weak.. trust ran out again..
then I finally got into school I wanted.. Photoshooting<9~ people were nice, still I didn't trust anybody, I was in there with open mind. After I relized that they were good people who would be there when ever I need help I started to trust~~
In animecon 2009 I met Zoro, I was so happy to see that she was like I thought she would be, and then luffy too.
I lost my trust in her many times but, in the end I thought they were okay.
But now when Zoro over looked our friendship for a guy who is not yet her boyfriend.. she changed.. Zoro who?... she turned into an animal and said that I should be happy for her and understand why instead of coming to my birhtday and being with us in tsukicon she would be with this guy... she didn't see that she would do anything wrong..... I bet Luffy agrees with her, it's a straight guy/girl thing for sure.... so.... there goes.. *tears* my trust... I liked her I can't believe this happend... happend again... under my 18th birhtday she does this...
Well at least.. My fiance is there for me<9<9 And Kyoko, she was by my side trough all this shit today<3<3 Thank you so much, you are the only friend that is from all there years from 2nd grade with me<3<3<3 dearest friend, thank you <3<3
This pain of Zoro will remove... darkness will turn into light..
Now that the tears are drying my eyes and I slowly fall in a sleep..
....I still hope.. that when I wake up this was all only a dream...
...Zoropon... farewell..
