IRC-Galleria

ALKOHOLISMI

[ ] minulla on pakottava tarve juoda alkoholia
[ ] kärsin vieroitusoireista, jos en saa alkoholia
[ ] juon yli 16 (nainen) tai 24 (mies) annosta viikossa
[ ] sanonta "Silmät liikkuu, lisää viinaa!" tai "Jos ei lasi pysy kädessä niin sitten juodaan pillillä!" voisi olla minun mottoni
[ ] olen ollut hoidassa alkoholin käyttöni takia
[ ] Alko on lempikauppani
[ ] kännissä oleminen on parempaa, kuin selvänä
0

MASENNUS

[/] mielialani on ollut pitkään alakuloinen
[x] mikään ei tunnu kiinnostavan minua
[x] kärsin unettomuudesta TAI nukun liian paljon
[ ] minulla on itsetuhoisia ajatuksia ja/tai kuolemantoiveita
[x] keskittymiskykynyni ja muistini on huono/huonontunut
[x] minua ahdistaa usein
[ ] viiltelen itseäni
4½

SKITSOFRENIA

[ ] kuulen tai näen asioita mitä muut eivät
[x] olen sosiaalisesti eristäytynyt
[x] minulla on ongelmia tiedon käsittelyssä, uuden oppimisessa ja kielellisessä muistissa
[ ] luulen, että television ja lehtien kautta tulee jotain viestejä minulle
[/] tunteeni ovat latistuneet
[ ] minulla on neuroleptilääkitys
[ ] olen hyvin vainoharhainen
2½

ANOREKSIA

[x] painoindeksini on alle 17,5
[nololoonpoika] kuukautiseni ovat loppuneet
[ ] laihdutan, vaikka olen normaali/alipainoinen
[ ] ruoka on viholliseni
[ ] liikun pakonomaisesti
[ ] nautin näläntunteesta
[ ] olen mielestäni lihava, vaikka muut sanoisivat muuta
1

BULIMIA

[/ sometimes] ahmin suuria määriä ruokaa
[ ] ...jonka jälkeen oksennan
[ ] pelkään lihomista
[ ] hampaani voivat huonosti oksentelun takia
[ ] toisinaan liikun ja paastoan
[/] ahmin esim. jäätelöä, keksejä, karkkia ja sipsejä
[ ] näen monet asiat ruokana (esim. maali voi näyttää vanukkaalta)
1

KAKSISUUNTAINEN MIELIALAHÄIRIÖ

[ ] minulla on pitkiä ja vaikeita masennuskausia
[x] ...sekä kausia jolloin olen hyvin vauhdikas, iloinen ja ylienerginen
[/] rahan käyttöni on holtitonta
[ ] suvussani on psykooseja
[x] reagoin ärsykkeisiin normaalia herkemmin
[x] teen äkkipikaisia ratkaisuja
[x] välillä jään vaan sänkyyn makaamaan ja haluan kuolla
4½

PANIIKKIHÄIRIÖ

[ ] olen kokenut paniikkikohtauksia
[ ] ...ja voimakkaita pelkotiloja
[ ] joskus pelkään sekoamista
[ ] olen rynnännyt joskus jostain tilanteesta pois
[ ] joskus käteni tärisevät, huimaa, sydän tykyttää...
[x] olen pyörtynyt
[x] vältän joitakin vaikeita tilanteita
2

SOSIAALISTEN TILANTEIDEN PELKO

[x] olen hiljainen ja ujo
[x] pelkään nolaavani itseni
[x] jännitän sosiaalisissa tilanteissa hyvin paljon
[x] vältän juhlia ja muita tilaisuuksia missä on paljon ihmisiä
[x] tulkitsen tilanteita usein kielteisesti
[x] en osaa/halua aloittaa keskustelua
[x] ahdistun tulevista tapahtumista jo etukäteen
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Sosiaalisten tilanteiden pelko. lawl

Vittuku en osaa käyttää puikkoja

We'll do away with your kind
Countdown to exterminate the human race
4, 3, 2, 1

Let chaos entwine
On defenceless soil
Remove errors of man
And sweep all the weakening kind

I am war, I am pain
I am all you've ever slain
I am tears in your eyes
I am grief, I am lies

Bygone are tolerance
And presence of grace
Scavengers are sent out
To cleanse the human filth parades

I am pure, I am true
I am all over you
I am laugh, I am smile
I am the earth defiled

I am the cosmic storms
I am the tiny worms
I am fear in the night
I am bringer of blight

Earth successfully erased

Nyt Unta palloon!

Psychosocial.


I did my time, and I want out
I saw my future...afraid
It doesn't cut,
The soul is not so vibrant
The reckoning, the sickening
Back at you, subversion,
Pseudo-sacred, sick perversion
Go drill your gases,
Go dig your graves
Then fill your mouth
With all the money you will save
Sinking in, getting smaller again
I'm done, it has begun
I'm not the only one

And the reign will kill us all,
Throw ourselves against the wall
But no one else can see
The preservation of the martyr in me

Psychosocial, psychosocial, psychosocial
Psychosocial, psychosocial, psychosocial

Oh, there are cracks, in the road we lay
But will it ever fill?
The secrets have gone mad!
This is nothing new,
But would we kill it all?
The hate was all we had
Who needs another mess?
We could start over
Just look me in the eyes
And say I'm wrong
Now there's only emptiness,
But I'm missing something
I think we're done
I'm not the only one!

And the reign will kill us all,
Throw ourselves against the wall
But no one else can see
The preservation of the martyr in me

Psychosocial, psychosocial, psychosocial
Psychosocial, psychosocial, psychosocial

THE LIMITS OF THE DEAD!
THE LIMITS OF THE DEAD!
THE LIMITS OF THE DEAD!
THE LIMITS OF THE DEAD!

Fate can not catch this lie,
I tried to tell you first
Your hurtful lies are giving out
Can't stop the killing, I can't help it
If it's hunting season
Is this what you want?
I'm not the only one!

And the reign will kill us all,
Throw ourselves against the wall
But no one else can see,
The preservation of the martyr in me

Psychosocial, psychosocial, psychosocial
Psychosocial, psychosocial, psychosocial

Skillet - Whispers in the Dark

Despite the lies that you're making
Your love is mine for the taking
My love is just waiting
To turn your tears to roses

Despite the lies that you're making
Your love is mine for the taking
My love is just waiting
To turn your tears to roses

I will be the one that's gonna hold you
I will be the one that you run to
My love is a burning, consuming fire

No, you'll never be alone
When darkness comes I'll light the night with stars
Hear my whispers in the dark
No, you'll never be alone
When darkness comes you know I'm never far
Hear the whispers in the dark
Whispers in the dark

You feel so lonely and ragged
You lay there broken and naked
My love is just waiting
To clothe you in crimson roses

I will be the one that's gonna find you
I will be the one that's gonna guide you
My love is a burning, consuming fire

No, you'll never be alone
When darkness comes I'll light the night with stars
Hear my whispers in the dark
No, you'll never be alone
When darkness comes you know I'm never far
Hear the whispers in the dark

No, you'll never be alone
When darkness comes I'll light the night with stars
Hear the whispers in the dark
No, you'll never be alone
When darkness comes you know I'm never far
Hear the whispers in the dark
Whispers in the dark
Whispers in the dark
Whispers in the dark

VOI VITTU EN SAANU LIPPUJA GIRUJEN KEIKALLE EI VITTU ANTAKAA PERUUTUSPAIKKA HOROT ;_______________________________________________________________________;

Lillix - Sick

I'm never going to be what you want to see
always got to be me and free
right or wrong
you'll be gone

Well I've heard it all before
and I'm tired of the lies I've tried
I won't compromise
You're a thousand miles away
draining under my flooded veins
take away the strain

I don't think that you know
I'm about to let you go
before I put you away
One more thing I've got to say

I'm not sorry
and I don't wanna worry
I'm sick of you again
I'm thinking no
I'm not sorry
and I don't wanna worry
Of falling behind
don't want to wonder and cry again
and I just want to say
Stop
Go on

I have thrown it all away
reaching over a cloudy day
and I'm on my way
Cast my shadows all aside
creeping over into the sky
shining brighter I feel alive

I don't think that you know
I'm about to let you go
before I put you away
One more thing I've got to say

I'm not sorry
and I don't wanna worry
I'm sick of you again
I'm thinking no
I'm not sorry
and I don't wanna worry
Of falling behind
don't want to wonder and cry again
and I just want to say

I'm never gonna be what you wanna see
always got to be me you're free
Carry on
run along
Frustrated by you, typical what you do
I'm tired and through, renew
Living on
With you gone

I don't think that you know
I'm about to let you go
before I put you away
One more thing I've got to say

I'm not sorry
and I don't wanna worry
I'm sick of you again
I'm thinking no
I'm not sorry
and I don't wanna worry
Of falling behind
don't want to wonder and cry again
and I just want to say

I'm not sorry
and I don't wanna worry
Of falling behind
don't want to wonder and cry again
and I just want to say
stop
go on
stop
go on

I'm never gonna be what you wanna see
always got to be me and free
Living on
With you gone

Äidille <//3