IRC-Galleria

Do not get me wrong I cannot wait for you to come home
For now you're not here and I'm not there, it's like we're on our own
To figure it out, consider how to find a place to stand
Instead of walking away and instead of nowhere to land

This is going to break me clean in two
This is going to bring me close to you



It's all up in the air and we stand still to see what comes down
I don't know where it is, I don't know when, but I want you around
When it falls into place with you and I, we go from if to when
Your side and mine are both behind it's indication

This is going to bring me clarity
This'll take the heart right out of me



This is going to bring me to my knees
I just want to hold you close to me

he is everything I need that I never knew I wanted
he is everything I want that I never knew I needed

Yes one dose of me will have you addicted
To know me is to love me I handle mah business
Any City any town, touch down I do my thing
I'ma hustler baby I provide by any means
Ima great conversationist, you should know what I'm about
When you look at me baby you should see a way out
Out the hood, out the drama, out the Bentley thats on
Out the headache an stress you done been through b4

[Verse 1: Ciara]
Its only been three months an I already got it bad
So hood that I keep on coming back
My girlfriends telling me I don't know how to act
But I'm telling them baby bye fall back
Hes so good an he knows how to love me
But so hood an hes so heavy in the streets
Hes mah dude an u betta get used to things
And I don't care what you say about me
They say

[Pre-Hook:]
That he does it with the best, runs a lil less
Tatted on his chest (uh huh)
I like it (so what), I like it
And they say (that hes gonna hurt me)
Just wait and see (but they don't know me)
Cause I am what he wants his girl and I love it

[Hook:]
I cant leave em alone
I tried that good boy game
But the dope boys turing me on
It's just that he know what I want
So bad, I love that, I cant leave em alone
I cant leave em alone
I tried that game
But the dope boys turing me on
It's just that he know what I want
So bad, I love that, I cant leave em alone

[Verse 2:]
So when I had a good guy he didn't do that much for me
Tried to be hard but that he could never be
Always tell me that no one could compare to me
But couldn't matta when other guy was staring at me
Now the time plays back so everyone could look at me
From the A to hill up in Beverly
He's so fly that he knows how to carry me
First class when they talk we don't hear what they say

[Pre-Hook:]
That he does it with the best, runs a lil less
Tatted on his chest (uh huh)
I like it (so what), I like it
And they say (that hes gonna hurt me)
Just wait and see (but they don't know me)
Cause I am what he wants his girl and I love it (ooohh)

[Hook:]
I cant leave em alone
I tried that good boy game
But the dope boys turing me on
It's just that he know what I want
So bad, I love that, I cant leave em alone
I cant leave em alone
I tried that game
But the dope boys turing me on
It's just that he know what I want
So bad, I love that, I cant leave em alone

[50 Cent:]
The more I get the more my ambition tells there more
Ill move a A for that girl ill move ahead on that boy
Then I flip that(double up) kick back(cuddle up)
Ya friends try to confuse but you know what
My intentions are good, I cant help it I'm hood
I wouldn't change if I could, you shouldn't tell me I should
Baby you should take me as I am
An be happy your my girl cause I'm happy I'm ya man

[Bridge: Ciara]
I can hear your call, it just takes one call
Ill come running, boy I promise I will be there for you
All my heart it belongs to you
I cant lose you, boy I just cant leave you alone

[Hook x2:]
I cant leave em alone
I tried that good boy game
But the dope boys turing me on
It's just that he know what I want
So bad, I love that, I cant leave em alone
I cant leave em alone
I tried that game
But the dope boys turing me on
It's just that he know what I want
So bad, I love that, I cant leave em alone

200. My middle name is: Ann

199. I was born on: 3.27.1985

198. I am: satisfied wit life

197. My cell phone company is: saunalahti

196. My eye color is: brown\black\gold=honey

195. my shirt size:m/l

194. My ring size is: 7 1/2

193. My height is: 5'4

192. I am allergic to: penicillin.. crawfish and bees

191. I was born in:us of a

190. I live in: forssa

189. The last book i read: devil wears prada

188. My bed is: VERY FUCKIN COMFY

186. I am glad of my sex because: I LOVE BEING A GRL I CAN WEAR MAKE UP, ROCK HEELS WA EVA ... BETTER THEN BOYS HAHA! LOLZ

179. My favorite Holiday is: DONT HAVE I LIKE X-MAS ALOT AND NEWYEARS O0O AND HALLOWE3N <3

178. The perfect kiss: IS WITH SOMEONE u feel for

177. The last cd I bought was: I DONT BUY CD I BURN DEM DUHH!

176. Last song that made me cry: live in the sky -t.i.

170. What did you do last night?: stay home wit the folks



-I Do (YES)/Do Not (NO) Believe In-

142. Love at first sight? YES

141. Luck? nah ...u make your own luck in life

140. Fate? Yeah

139. God? yeah

138. Aliens? NO

137. Heaven? ..

136. Hell? NO

135. Ghosts? YES

134. Horoscopes? YES

133. Soulmates? YES

-Which is Better?-

129. Hugs or Kisses? KISSES

128. Drunk or High: DRunk i dont smoke

127. Phone or Online: PHONE

126. Red heads or Black hair: black

125. Blondes or Brunettes: BRUNETTES

124. Hot or cold: HOT

123. Summer or winter: SUMMER

121. Chocolate or vanilla: CHOCO

120. Night or Day: NIGHT

119. Oranges or Apples: ORANGES

118. Curly or Straight hair: STRAIGHT HAIR

-Here's What I Think About-

116. Abortion: hmmm i had my opinions about it but ... ya know i was very anti but i understand people make mistakes and sometimes its better for an abortion then for someone whos not ready to have a baby


114. Parents: i ve had trouble with my parents but im cool with them now and i love my parents to death now

-Last time I-

103. Kissed someone: hmmmm thursday when i seen j :)

102. Had sex: THATS MY PERSONAL LIFE .....

101. Seen someone I haven't seen in a while: ummmmm

99. Grew: NUH IVE BEEN 5'4FOR A MINUTE


-MISC-

90. Who is the ditziest person you know: ....my sister

89. Who makes you laugh the most: johannnes

87. The last movie I saw: uptown girls


82. The thing I don't understand is: HOW SOMEONE CAN JUST STOP LOVING YOU FROM ONE DAY TO ANOTHER AFTER ALL THEY HAVE SAID TO YOU ..

80. The most unsatisfactory answer I've ever recieved: I NEED SPACE .. ( WHAT I THINK -- WHAT EVA THE FUCK THAT MEANS )

76. The one thing I plan on doing this summer:have fun

75. The thing that I'm looking forward to the most: TO HAVE A CAReER MAKE GO0D MONEY .. AND FALL IN LOVE AND BE LOVED BAK .. HAVE CUTE BABYZ AND GET MARRIED... <3

74. The thing that I'm not looking forward to is: NUTTING REALLY I TAKE LIFE AS it COMES..

72. Today: chilled wit my moms and grandma....

71. Next Summer: I ALREADY ANSWERD THISZ ...

70. Next Week:ummmmmm... dunno yet

62. The person who knows the most about me is: MY MOTHER

61. The person that can read me the best is: MY GRANDMOTHER

60. The most difficult thing to do is: GETTING OVER SOMEONE U HAVE LOVED FOR YEARS AND GETTING OVER A CLOSE PERSON WHO HAS DIED ..

59. I have gotten a speeding ticket: O0 YA A FEW TIMES BUT MY DADDI TAKES THEM OUT FOR ME

58. fave season? SUMMER I ALREADI SAID THIS TO

57. play any sports? NO BUT I LOVE BASKETBALL AND FOOTBALL

56. My zodiac sign is: aries

55. The first person I thought I was in love with when I wasn't: frankie .... well no maybei was in love with him at the time i really dotn know



54. First time you had a crush: 5TH GRADE OMG HE WAS SO HOOTT TO ME LOL ..


52. Last time someone said something you were thinking about: johannnes

51. Right now I am talking to:.. hmmmm .... yall should know

50. What is your dream job?:desperate housewife... aka gabriel solis .. lol

49. First job?: STREETS

46. I hope: I FIND TRUE LOVE , GET MARRIED , HAVE 2-3 KIDSZ , HAVE A GO0D HUSBAND AND HAVE MONEY .. $ .. AND I HAVE MY MOTHER SISTER AND FATHER WITH ME FOR YEARS TO COME ..

45. The worst sound in the world is: A KNIFE AND A FORK HITTING EACH OTHER OMG!!!!!!

44. The person that makes me cry the most is: hmmm no comment

39. My boy/girlfriend: technically single .. but ... not trying to mess wit no one else but my hunny bunny lol ... ( y alove that rt)

35. Florida or Hawaii: florida

33. My favorite piece of clothing: SHOES

32. My favorite sport is: BASKTBALL OR FOOTBALL

31. Last time I cried: monday i think

30. My friends are: FUCKIN AWESOME DUDE!

29. My computer is: my laptop by hp yesssssiiirrr

28. The school I go to/went to is: BE3N TO A FEW

27. Last person i got mad at: ummm lol.... no comment

26. My worst drinking experience was: ummm... i was 15 and on sobe ... lol ... its a loooooonnnnngg story lol

22. The all-time best movie is: scarface( its such a cliche i knowbut i truly do love it )

21. The all-time best thing in the world is: REACHING UR GOAL , AND SWE3T REVENGE ..

19. The most annoying thing ever is: dumb words

18. The most annoying person you know is: cathrina

16. The movies I have cried at are: too many

15. Closest friends Name: johannes, paula , elina, cathrina..

14. TV shows you watch: dog despereate housewives oc and prison break are my definite musts

12. I want to : FINISH THIS ALREADY LOLZ!

11. The worst pain I was ever in was: I HAVE BEEN THREW ALOT OF PAIN IN LIFE but.... probably being betrayed is the worst

10. My favorite phrase: i take yo man lol ( inside joke)

9. My room is: ummmm me

8. My favorite celebrity is: dunno

5. My weakness is: LOVE

4. What turns me on is: ASK ME !

3. Who broke your heart: 2 guys ... no names

2. One thing that makes you feel great is: SHOWERS AND SLE3PING .. AND BEING WITH MY hunny

1. I filled out 200 questions because: I WANTED TOO.. <3

Rip grandpa steve. I cnt believe ur gone

Right now he's probably slow dancing with a brunette tramp,
and she's probably getting frisky...
right now, he's probably buying her some fruity little drink cause she can't shoot jägger

Right now, he's probably up behind her with a pool-stick, showing her how to shoot a combo...

And he don't know...

That I dug my key into the side of his pretty little souped up 4 wheel drive,
carved my name into his leather seats...
I took a Louisville slugger to both head lights,
slashed a hole in all 4 tires...

Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats.

Right now, she's probably up singing some
white-trash version of britney karoke..
Right now, she's probably saying "I'm drunk"
and he's a thinking that he's gonna get lucky,
Right now, he's probably dabbing on 3 dollars worth of that bathroom polo...
And he don't know...

That I dug my key into the side of his pretty little souped up 4 wheel drive,
carved my name into his leather seats,
I took a Louisville slugger to both head lights,
slashed a hole in all 4 tires...

Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats.

I might saved a little trouble for the next girl,
Cause the next time that he cheats...

Oh, you know it won't be on me!

Ohh... not on me...
Cause I dug my key into the side of his pretty little souped up 4 wheel drive,
carved my name into his leather seats...
I took a Louisville slugger to both head lights,
slashed a hole in all 4 tires...

Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats.

Ohh.. Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats...

Ohh... before he cheats

hmmmm lemme see its 8:43 in the morning and i still cant sleep . My thoughts are eating me up . And the crying..... i wish itd stop ... a womans intutition they say is very strong. i wish mines wasnt... for the past two weeks ive been in an see saw ... i don t know whats goin on in my special someones head. i feel so used and un respected and just hurt. its like im on the bottom of his so called "social life". and its so wrong to be just a speck in someones world when you made them your entire world... and im not sayin theres nothing but him.. but i showed him respect and put him first because thats how its supposed to go . now i dunno how they do in finland but even my ex who beat the shit out of me showed me more respect then my current and thats what hurts .. i dunno if i just have it alll in my head or wha but right now he makes me feel so low . like im nothing and thats not right ... the man in your life is supposed to make you happy and he just doesnt all he does is make me cry and wonder.your probably asking yourself righ now why havent i broke up with him.... well heres the craziest part i dotn want to .. i love him and when hes good 2 me he makes me sooooo happy and just like i am his world.. its just lately hes changed and its changing me.... i dont like the way i feel now .. i just wanna feel like im something to him .. not an obligation.... (and if you happen to read this bubu* i dont mean this in a bad way at all i just miss YOU being YOU .. show me that people werent right about you ... prove them wrong.....) welll im gna try for the hundreth time to fall asleep .. and maybe i will and ill wake up and everything will be ok ( a girl can dream cant she)







* names being held because he hasnt told people we togethor( thats what hurts the most)

Bad bitch from the South keep shit locked
Any bitch run her mouth will get dropped
See me ride in the six, dropped
You ain't heard, my nookie so good it could resurrect 'Pac
Trina ride on a track, never take a pit stop
You only on the radio cuz' you fucked a disc jock
ItÂ’s Saturday, let the Cris pop
Me and Lil' Bre, Von Dutch, head to the Flip-Flops
Hop out of the G-5 and on to the jet
You in that Nissan, thatÂ’s why you don't get respect
Everywhere I go, I got cameras flashin'
You the preview, IÂ’m the main attraction
Yes ya man is watchin', you gettin' all mad
Ya' heart beat fast every time I walk past
My head real hard, but I got a soft ass
I play the sweet role
DonÂ’t make me get off glass


Shit can't stop, freaky BGÂ’s, wit' da matchin' tanktop
Tell me I ain't hot
If you think not lang hoe catch shots
This nigga thinkin' IÂ’m sweatin' his Rolex watch
You need more than that, to get in my thighs
A car that fly, maybe a house in the sky
I know you wanna beat it up right quick
And I was the first bitch Kobe cheated on his wife wit'
Tight shit, Diamond Princess
DonÂ’t be the first name on my hit list
Trust me, thatÂ’s not a good look
IÂ’m a Vet, you a Rook, hoes better get shook
Bitch, go and read a book
Find somethin' to slob
You workin' my nerves like a part time job
5 years in the game, still undefeated
We can do the damn thing, don't get me heated

Miss Tina, ahead of the game
Act up, hoes better get ready for pain
No talk, I don't let 'em explain
Off the chain from that city in the South
Wit' or with are the same
Drunk niggas in the club, stay spittin' they game
He wanna make sweet love
But IÂ’d rather they brains
Better eat it 'til I can't walk straight
And if Chingy ever tried, he'll prolly talk straight
IÂ’m that bitch that you hate, gettin' paid to rap
Busta forgot his rhymes when I made it clap
IÂ’m the first girl to put Dade on the map
I touch my toes, ya' man came in his lap
Hypno and Cris might have me fuckin' tonight
And if you can't feel this, you ain't touchin' it right (shhhit)
I know Cali got my back
And when you turn it up
And hit the lights, bitch watch ya' back

"Say Goodbye"

Look we gotta talk
Dang I know
I know it's just
It's just...
Some things I gotta get of my chest alright....
Yeahhhh...
Whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa...
Listen..

Baby come here and sit down, let's talk
I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so


How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand


There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I gotta gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Girl I know your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Thought I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know


How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand
What I'm tryna say.
We just can't go on
Pretending that we get along
Girl how you not gonna see it?


There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I gotta gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
I, I just can't do it
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Do you hear me crying?
Oh, oh, oh


There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
it's not you it's me.
I gotta gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye


There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
it's not you it's me.
I gotta gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

If you were worried 'bout where
I been or who I saw or
what club I went to with my homies
baby don't worry you know that you got me


Somebody told me that this planet was small
we use to live in the same building on the same floor
and never met before
until I'm overseas on tour
and peep this ethiopian queen from philly
taking classes abroad
she studying film and photo flash focus record
said she workin on a flick and
could my click do the score
she said she loved my show in paris
at elise momarre
and that I stepped off the stage
and took a piece of her heart
we knew from the start that
things fall apart, intentions shatter
she like that shit don't matter
when I get home get at her
through letter, phone, whatever
let's link, let's get together
shit you think not, think the Thought went home and forgot
time passed, we back in philly now she up in my spot
tellin me the things I'm tellin her is makin her hot
startin buildin with her constantly round the clock
now she in my world like hip-hop
and keep tellin me




Yo, I'm the type that's always catchin a flight
and sometimes I gotta be out at the height of the night
and that's when she flip and get on some 'ol

Another lonely night
seems like I'm on the side you only loving your mic
I know you gotta get that paper daddy keep that shit tight
but yo I need some sort of love in my life, you dig me
while politikin with my sister from new york city
she said she know this ball player and he think I'm pretty

sike, I'm playin boo, you know it's just wit you I'm stayin boo
and when cats be poppin game I don't hear what they sayin boo
when you out there in the world, I'm still your girl
with all my classes I don't have the time for life's thrills
so when you sweatin on stage think of me when you rhyme
and don't be listenin to your homies they be leavin you blind
(Black Thought)
Yeah, so what you sayin I can trust you?

Is you crazy, you my king for real

But sometimes relationships get ill

No doubt


Thet snake could be that chick
and that rat could be that cool cat
that's whispering "she tryin to play you for the fool Black"
if something's on your chest then let it be known
see I'm not your every five minutes all on the phone
and on the topic of trust, it's just a matter of fact
that people bite back and fracture what's intact
and they'll forever be I ain't on some "oh I'm a celebrity"
I deal with the real so if it's artificial let it be
I've seen people caught in love like whirlwinds
listening to they squads and listening to girlfriends
that's exactly the point where they whole world ends
lies come in, that's where that drama begins, she like

30 unknown facts/secrets about ME !

1. What does your irc headline mean?
my nickname from when i was lil

2. Elaborate on your default photo:

hmmmmm thinkin


3. What's your middle name start with?
a

4. What is your current relationship status?
unknown haha.... still tryin to figure it out


5. What are you wearing right now?
nuthin haha

6. What is your current problem?
hmmmmm dont really have one


7. What do you love most?
my family

8. What makes you most happy?
certain people...

9. Are you musically inclined?
LOL ; yeah


10. If you could go back in time and change something, what would it be?
i wouldve been braver in certain times of my life

11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day, what would you be?
a pussy.... cat that is


12. Ever have a near death experience?
yeah a car accident when i was a year old... almost died... and a few of them i dont wanna name

14. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head right now?
jim jones..w e fly high

15. Who was this cut and pasted from?
deandra haha


16. Name someone with the same b-day as you?
mariah carey

17. Have you ever vandalized someone's private property?
neverr !

18. Have you ever been in a fight?
yeah.. a few...

19. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
yeah at the busta rhymes concert haha
20. What's the first thing you notice about the OPPOSITE sex?

if they are wearing clean shoes...yay!


21. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
white mocha frap...if its hot...and a white mocha if its cold

22. Do you have a crush on anybody from your friends list?

yes.


23. Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?
lol yeah ... i love border towns

24.Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
yeah ...


25. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
hell yea

26. Did you have braces?
yeah

27. Are you comfortable with your height?
ohhh yess ....


29. Do you speak any other languages?
yeah

30. Whats your favorite smell?
vera*wang-princess && paris hiltons-heiress adn emporio armani