IRC-Galleria

we will never forget rip to all the fallen soldiers..

its 10 pm and i have yet to start studying ... so much on my head right now ... school is just not too interesting now .... im missing someone and feeling bad about a few things...... and i have 2 nice exams tommorow..... =(

Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot
& all I know is
You've got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me


I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause

god i miss seeing my hunny almost everyday =( i had the best time with him today , love him soo much , its amazing how you can just be with a person not doing anything and it being your favorite thing to do =) sometimes he can be the biggest asshole but today just remined me why i love him <3

Ain't nobody ever prove their love when
Things were all good
And two people are smiling
Love is found way down in the trenches
When he's throwin a fit
And she is sittin there crying
We tear it up
To patch it up
Break up
To make up
The show goes round and round
And that how we get down
We go back and forth
And anyone who goes through this should know
That what i am saying is for real
Real love is meant this way

We say things that we don't mean
And that's the way love works out sometimes
He's trippin
She's trippin
And we both be trippin and
That's the way love works out sometimes
Cause when it's on it's on
And your no longer stressin'
And life teaches a lesson
That love is still a blessin
Cause when it's all said and done
Were back at square one
And that's the way love works out sometimes

What you know about screamin' yellin' cuzin' pushin' ruling and arguing
Like it's 12 rounds up inside the garden
I say where the hell you going
And you say I'm getting up out of here
And I say you ain't going no where
Then I follow you down the stairs,
Get in front of you and then I scream
Sounds like I'm fussing
Though you're still the one
And the truth is this is really love
And ooooh yeah
When I feel like going off
I know this show is up
And you know...

We say things that we don't mean
And that's the way love works out sometimes
He's trippin
She's trippin
And we both be trippin and
That's the way love works out sometimes
Cause when it's on it's on
And your no longer stressin'
And life teaches a lesson
That love is still a blessin
Cause when it's all said and done
Were back at square one
And that's the way love works out sometimes

You wont believe it until you see it
How much you need somebody
(need somebody)
And you'll never know how far you'll go
When you love somebody
(love somebody)
Ooohooh

When Aries and Sagittarius come together, it's often a match made in heaven! These partners are highly compatible; they have a dynamic relationship. Both are explorers and pioneers. This relationship is always torrid and exciting, and both partners are always looking for adventure. They both get a lot out of experiencing life, rather than just reading about it. But they need to be careful: this is one of the more accident-prone relationships! Aries is always in a rush and Sagittarius tends to look at everything but the obvious.

Aries and Sagittarius make very good friends as well as lovers. They understand each other, and both view life with optimism and enthusiasm. Problems are rare, but sometimes Aries may be too possessive for freedom-loving Sagittarius. On the other hand, Aries is more sensitive than the jovial Archer; Sagittarius must be careful to think before they speak and say something too blunt or hurtful. But even when they do have problems, these partners can forgive and forget easily. Both partners get over arguments quickly, and don't hold grudges.

Aries is ruled by Mars and Sagittarius is ruled by Jupiter. Both of these Planets are masculine, so they tend to look at the world in the same way. Jupiter is about indulgence and aspirations, so Sagittarius likes to take a risk. Mars is all about taking the initiative. Whenever Aries comes up with a new idea -- as they so often do -- Sagittarius is eager to go along with their partner for the experience.

Both Aries and Sagittarius are Fire Signs. This combination can produce an eternal flame. Both are dynamic and always on the go. They have endless resources of energy, so it's rare for one partner to fizzle out on the other. Although they may disagree their differences of opinion don't last long -- Aries is too busy moving on to the next challenge to hold a grudge, and Sag will forgive and forget just as quickly.

Aries is a Cardinal Sign and Sagittarius is a Mutable Sign. Aries is the initiator of new projects and ideas, and Sagittarius will accept these ideas as long as they are included in the plans. When these partners work together, they won't argue over who gets to take the credit for their achievements. Aries likes glory, and Sagittarius is happy to be controlling events from the background. Both Signs are better at starting things than ending them, but while Aries gets bored easily, Sagittarius might resist moving on before they have learned all they want to know from a given situation.

The best aspect of an Aries-Sagittarius relationship is their mutual tendency to be the pioneers and explorers of the Zodiac. They are well matched in their enthusiasm, energy, and drive. Their common interests and similar personalities make them a very compatible couple.

You change the sound of my name
A moment of truth that I saw in your face
It hurts inside, a moment this vile that you brought alive
All the roads lead back to you


Give me something to return to, in your heart
I fear nothing but to leave here
Without you for life
We were left in this world for each other
but I can't run from the fate
I've been fighting for so long



You made me who I am
Until the dawn of time
I have walked alone
You tie up a storm
When all hope was lost
But time revolves
I have to let go
One never meant to be

EIGHT Lasts
1. Last cigarette: about 5 min ago
2. Last beverage: pepsi max
3. Last phone call: paula
4. Last text message: cathrina
5. Last CD played: a mix
6. Last bubble bath: long time ago
7. Last time you cried: not for a while
8. Last meal: brezkfast

EIGHT Have You Evers
1. Have you ever dated someone twice?: nope
2. Have you ever been cheated on?: yes....
3. Have you ever bought condoms? yes
4. Have you ever kissed someone & regreted it?: yes
5. Have you ever fallen in love?: yeah
6. Have you ever lost someone?: yes
7. Have you ever been depressed?: yep
8. Have you ever been drunk and thrown up?: ohh yaaaaaaaaa. yuck.

Name SIX things you did in the past three days
1. school
2. talked with hunny
3. slept
4. shopped
5. un-packed
6. cleaned

List FOUR people you can tell pretty much anything to
1. johannes
2.
3.
4.

List THREE favorite colors
1. pink
2. black
3. gold

List TWO things you want to do before you die
1. have a family
2. ...

SO FAR IN 07...
Been to school - yes
made a new friend- yeah
Fallen out of love - technically
Done something you swore never to do - yuh
Laughed until you cried - yeah
Went behind your parents back - nope
Met someone who changed your life - yea
Gotten close to someone - yes
Found out who your true friends were - yeah

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF..
1. Bush?: no9thing but good

2. Gay Marriage?: ummm no comment

3. ballsack? lol

4. Are you straight, gay, bi?: straight

5. Do you have a crush?: got a man

6. Who is the best hugger that you know?: my hunny of course

7. Do you believe in love at first sight?: no not really

8. Is there something you want to tell someone?: nope

9. What brand of shirt are you wearing?: baby phat

10. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends?: ummm

11. Do you have a thing for anyone on your top friends?: ummm

12. How many people on your top friends?: 12

13. How many kids do you want to have?:2 or 3

14. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?: yeahh

15. Do you wanna change your name?: not really

16. What did you do for your last birthday?: spent the day wit hunny cleaned his kitchen watched a movie---

17. What time did you wake up today?: 6:30

18. What were you doing at midnight last night?: sleepin

19. Name something you CANNOT wait to do?: see hunny!!!!!!!!!!!!

20. Last time you saw your dad?: last thursday =(

21. What is one thing you wish you could change about yourself?: idk

22. Which hand do you like better?: lol uh idc

23. What are you listening to right now?:my teacher

24. Have you ever talked to Tom?: nope

25. Have you ever donated money to a good cause?: yes

26. Have you ever talked about someone behind their back?: possibly

27. Least favorite month?: march and december

28. What is the last piece of clothing you borrowed from anyone?: umm idkk

29. Who is getting on your nerves right now?: no one

30. Most visited webpage?: myspace

31. Would you help your best friend fight if he/she is losing?: dk

32. Coke or Pepsi?: both

33. What is the worst day of your life?: 9-11-2001

34. Have you kissed or been kissed by anyone in the past week?: ummm yeah thursday i think

35. Do you disagree with a lot of things going on in the world?: kinda

Today-

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1. Talk to a boy/girl you like/love?
not yet

2. Learn anything new?
YES

3. Talk to an ex?
NO

4. Miss someone?
YES

-Last Person Who-

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5. Laid in your bed?
in MY bed? johannes of ocurse
6. Made you cry?
a mix of people

7. You went to the movies with?
Johannes

8. Went to the mall with you?
GOD I CANT EVEN REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I WENT TO THE MALL.

9. Gave you a hug?
my aunt

10. Who made you laugh?
someone on aol

11. Said they loved you?
MOM

13. Texted you?
matti

14. Called you?
grandma

15. Sent you a message?
mika

General stuff--

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16. Favorite location?
umm anywhere just with the my fav person

17. Do you like the city or country?
CITY

18. Who are you most scared of?
heights

19. When do you want to get married?
before im 35

20. Do you want children?
YUP

21. Does anyone like you?
YES

22. Do you like being around people?
SOMETIMES

23. Have you cried recently?
YES

24. Are you lonely right now?
a lil

25. Song stuck in your head?
cupids chokehold

26. Been on radio/TV?
yes

27. Performed on stage?
YES

28. Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
YES..

29. What color shirt are you wearing?
black

30. Are you watching tv?
yes

31. Name 4 things that you do every day?
EAT SLEEP SHOWER smoke

32. How much cash do you have on you right now?
BOUT nada

33. Are you bored?
A LIL BIT

34. What's your favorite show?
umm either law&order or csi

35. Who got you to join Myspace?
umm tom

36. Are you still friends with that person?
ummm
37. Wish someone was next to you in the morning when you wake up?
TUH..YEA

38. What web site do you visit the most?
MYSPACE

39. Do you have any plants in your room?
yes

40. What color is your room?
WHITE

21 SECRETS

1.WHAT IS YOUR DISPLAY NAME ABOUT?
about me

2. WHERE WAS YOUR DEFAULT PICTURE TAKEN?
my old house

4. HONESTLY, IF SOMEONE WERE TO TELL YOU HOW THEY FELT, WOULD YOU LISTEN?
yes

5. WHAT'S YOUR CURRENT MOOD?
lonley and BORED

6. WHAT'S YOUR MOST VALUED POSSESSION?
bubush

7.HOW ARE THINGS GOING IN YOUR RELATIONSHIP?
ummmm dont ask

8. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, AND CHANGE SOMETHING WOULD YOU?
HELL YEA

9. IF YOU MUST BE AN ANIMAL FOR ONE DAY, WHAT WOULD YOU BE?
HORSE

10. EVER HAD A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE?
yes

11. ARE YOU SCARED OF DEATH?
im not sure...

12. WHO DID YOU COPY AND PASTE THIS FROM?
dont remember

13. HAVE YOU EVER SANG IN FRONT OF A LARGE AUDIENCE?
yes

14. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX ?
their eyes SMILE BODY

15. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY ORDER FROM STARBUCKS?
caramel frap

16. DO YOU STILL WATCH KIDDY MOVIES OR TV SHOW?
yes...

17. DO YOU HAVE BRACES?
NO

18. NAME SOMETHING THAT HAPPNED TO YOU TODAY .
not a good day so far

19. DO YOU SPEAK ANY OTHER LANGUAGE?
spanish finnish

20. IS THERE SOMEONE ON YOUR MIND NOW?
yes

21. WHAT HURTS YOU RIGHT NOW?
my head

REPOST THIS AS...

40 facts, 21 secrets

I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye.

I know there's a blue horizon,
Somewhere up ahead, just waiting for me,
Getting there means leaving things behind,
Sometimes life's so bitter sweet.





goodbye to all the negative things in my life, unintentional or other wise, goodbye to the little girl the world sees me as, goodbye to those who have a negative impact on my life, goodbye to those that cause my tears to fall, goodbye to everything