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Now I run to u Like I always do..

[Ei aihetta]Maanantai 19.01.2009 15:04

Born from silence, silence full of it
A perfect concert my best friend
So much to live for, so much to die for
If only my heart had a home

Sing what you can't say
Forget what you can't play
Hasten to drown into beautiful eyes
Walk within my poetry, this dying music
- My loveletter to nobody

Never sigh for better world
It's already composed, played and told
Every thought the music I write
Everything a wish for the night

Wrote for the eclipse, wrote for the virgin
Died for the beauty the one in the garden
Created a kingdom, reached for the wisdom
Failed in becoming a god

Never sigh for better world
It's already composed, played and told
Every thought the music I write
Everything a wish for the night

"If you read this line, remember not the hand that wrote it
Remember only the verse, songmaker's cry the one without tears
For I've given this its strength and it has become my only strength.
Comforting home, mother's lap, chance for immortality
Where being wanted became a thrill I never knew
The sweet piano writing down my life"

"Teach me passion for I fear it's gone
Show me love, hold the lorn
So much more I wanted to give to the ones who love me
I'm sorry
Time will tell [this bitter farewell]
I live no more to shame nor me nor you

And you... I wish I didn't feel for you anymore..."

<3Maanantai 12.01.2009 22:16

Just have a little patience
I'm still hurting from a love I lost
I'm feeling your frustration
Any minute all the pain will stop.

Just hold me close inside your arms tonight
Don't be too hard on my emotions.

[Chorus:]
'Cause I
Need time
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I'm still healing
Just try and have a little patience.

I really wanna start over again
I know you wanna be my salvation
The one that I can always depend.

I'll try to be strong
Believe me I'm trying to move on
It's complicated but understand me.

[Chorus]

'Cause the scars run so deep
It's been hard but I have to believe
Just have a little patience [x2]

[Chorus]

Have a little patience
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while IÂ’m still healing
Just try and have a little patience
Kun tietyt asiat voittavat toiset voi tuloksena olla kaaos.
Pohjamuta on kylmä paikka.
Haluisin pois täältä, mutta veitte mun tikkaat.
Ette heitä köyttäkään avuksi.
Nauratte reunalta ja syljette päälle.
Kaadatte suolaa haavoihin ja saatte ne tuntumaan uudestaan.
Mut hei.. "Rappiolla on hyvä olla".
Mut pohjalta on hyvä ponnistaa - ellei pohja ole suo joka imee takaisin.

Nostanostanosta... Hautaa samalla.

"Mä oon rappiolla."

[Ei aihetta]Keskiviikko 17.12.2008 15:30

This is something I canÂ’t hide
CanÂ’t throw it away
This is something I canÂ’t fake
They know youÂ’re away
They know how to break me
They know youÂ’re far away

If this sadness takes its place
IÂ’ll free the space it needs
IÂ’m hiding in the place
Where we share the days
Where we share the nights
Go through dark and light

Could you believe IÂ’m waiting for someone
Could you believe IÂ’m holding the night with my hands
Alone in the night on my own
I feel the pain inside me
Only you can heal me

This is something I canÂ’t take
I feel so lame
There is nothing in my mind
But you all the way
You rule every moment
YouÂ’re the air around me

LoveÂ’s a lonely road sometimes
I keep moving on
Towards the moment youÂ’ll be mine
A long way to go
To where we belong
WeÂ’ll be there before long

Could you believe IÂ’m waiting for someone
Could you believe IÂ’m holding the night with my hands
Alone in the night on my own
I feel the pain inside me
Only you can heal me

By sharing this moonlight
And the tears in my midnight cry
I need to hear you breathe by
Me in the night, deep in the night

SinäPerjantai 12.12.2008 08:09

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?(Oh,Oh,Oh,Oh)
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't tell this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Come, break me down
Bury me, Bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life.
What would you do?(Do,do)
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for
I'm not running from you (from you)

Come, break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now: this is who I really am inside
I Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance
I know now, THIS IS WHO I REALLY AM

Oh oh
Oh oh
Oh oh

Come, break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
Come, break me down
Break me down
Break me down

What if I wanted to break...? (You say you wanted more, what are you waiting for? (bury me) I'm not running from you...)
What if I, what if I, what if I... (bury me, bury me)

Sometimes...Lauantai 29.11.2008 09:29

Jotkut asiat voivat tulla shokkina, vaikka et niitä ihmettelekkään. Oon vähän sekasin..

Tilanne katsaus... Perjantai 28.11.2008 18:08

So many times I have brought you down
that I have already lost all count
and I seem to be doing it again
No matter how hard I have tried
I have crumbled time after time
and kept failing in the end

Sometimes it feels it would be better for you all
If I ceased to exist or was never born at all

So many times I have let you down
shadowed the shine of our sun
and drowned you in tears and misery
that it is hard for me to see
how you can after all these years
still be standing by me

Sometimes it feels it would be better for us all
If I ceased to exist or was never born at all
Sometimes it feels it would be easier to fall
than to flutter in the air with these wings so weak and torn

Perkele!Perjantai 07.11.2008 11:42

Voihan perkele musta tuli täti. =DDDD

Uusi perheenjäsen<3Tiistai 14.10.2008 15:51

Minäpä otin itselleni pupuvauvan ja sen nimi on Fubu<3^^

?Torstai 18.09.2008 23:26

Oonko mä oikeesti niin paha ihminen...?