IRC-Galleria

Do you see me?
Do you feel me like I feel you?
Call your number, I cannot get through
You don't hear me and I don't understand
When I reach out, I don't find your hand

Were they wasted words and did they mean a thing?
And all that precious time, but I still feel so in between

Someday, I'll just keep pretending
That you'll stay
Dreaming of a different ending
I wanna hold on, but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had

I keep telling myself, things can turn around with time
And if I wait it out, you could always change your mind
Like a fairytale, where it works out in the end
Can I close my eyes, have you lying here again
Then I come back down
Then I fade back in
Then I realize, it's just what might have been

Someday, I'll just keep pretending
That you'll stay
Dreaming of a different ending
I wanna hold on, but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had

Am I a shadow on your wall
Am I anything at all
Anything to you
Am I a secret that you keep
Do you dream me, while your sleeping
After all

Someday, I'll just keep pretending
That you'll stay
Dreaming of a different ending
I wanna hold on, but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had

I wanna hold on, but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had
You don't see me, you don't feel me
Like I feel you

I'll start this broken heart.
I'll fix it up so it will work again,
Better than before.
Then I'll star in a mystery,
A tragic tale of all that's yet to come.
Finger's crossed, there will be love.

But I get carried away,
With every day and every fantasy.
The deeper the wound,
The harder I swoon,
And wish that that was me.

So much to say,
But no words to convey,
The loneliness building with each passing day.
But I'm getting used to it.
You have to get used to it.

I'll devise the best disguise.
A brand new look and take them by surprise.
They'll never guess what's not inside.
I'll express myself with ease,
With confidence and character complete.
With fingers crossed they'll talk to me.

But I get carried away with every page in every magazine.
The cheaper the thrill,
The deeper I fill my head with blasphemy.

So much to say,
But no words to convey,
The loneliness building with each passing day.
But I'm getting used to it.
You have to get used to it.

I'll destroy this useless heart.
I'll fuck it up so it'll never beat again.
Not just for me but for anyone.

But I get carried away,
With every phrase and made up malady.
The longer I hide behind these lies,
The more I disintegrate.

There's so much to say,
But no words to convey,
The loneliness building with each passing day.
I'll never get used to it.
You just have to live with it.

Are you listening Javelina?
Every corner of the coast is still clear,
All dressed up with some medicine for luck.
How I hope that you're still here,
When I return.

Burning bridges is a form of suicide,
I saw the fire as a ghost of my life,
Passed me by and there is nowhere you can hide,
From the lessons or the lies you'll find out.

I'm so tired,
I've had enough.
If there is one thing I've learned,
YouÂ’ll always get burned,
But youÂ’ll never give it up.

Can we count on our conversations,
To restore us like energon cubes.
Made one wish for a permanent kiss,
That would echo through these bones like arsenic.
I can figure out the point of anything,
Just not as quick as I can mess up my life.
With all my dreams hooked to hospital machines.
I think, "Let's try redefining beautiful."

I'm so tired,
I've had enough.
If there is one thing I've learned,
YouÂ’ll always get burned,
But youÂ’ll never give it up.

This is the best that it will get.
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, give it up, give it up).
This is the best that it will get.
(Yeah, yeah, give it up).

I can figure out the point of anything,
I can figure out the point of anything,
I can figure out the point of anything,
I can figure out the point of anything,
I can figure out the point of anything,
I can figure out the point of it.

I'm so tired,
I've had enough.
If there is one thing I've learned,
YouÂ’ll always get burned,
But youÂ’ll never give it up.

Just talk yourself up
And tear yourself down
You built your wooden wall
Now find a way around
Well what's the problem?
You've got a lot of nerve

So what did you think I would say?
You can't run away, you can't run away
So what did you think I would say?
You can't run away, you can't run away
You wouldn't

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away
You threw it away

I'm not so naive
My sorry eyes can see
The way you fly shy
Of almost everything
Well, if you give up
You'll get what you deserve

So what did you think I would say?
You can't run away, you can't run away
So what did you think I would say?
You can't run away, no you can't run away
You wouldn't

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away
You threw it away

You were finished long before
We had even seen the start
Why don't you stand up, be a man about it?
Fight with your bare hands about it now

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay well did you
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away

And I'll belong to you
If you'll just let me through
This is easy, as lovers go
So don't complicate it by hesitating
And this is wonderful, as loving goes
This is tailor-made, what's the sense in waiting

And I said, "I've gotta be honest
I've been waiting for you all my life
For so long I thought I was asylum-bound
But just seeing you makes me think twice
And being with you here makes me sane
I fear I'll go crazy if you leave my side''

what would you do if your reason for being didn't want you anymore?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AsghUBi81qY&fmt=18

Twilight the Movie ft. nannsku <3

¤ sosiaalisuus
Ovatko vanhempasi yhdessä edelleen? - on
Onko sinulla parasta ystävää? - on
Onko sinulla monia hyviä ystäviä? - juu
Entä kavereita? - joo
Onko sinulla vastakkaista sukupuolta edustavaa kaveria/ystävää? - on
Onko sinulla lemmikkejä? - kissa ja 2 koiraa (:
Haluaisitko pikkuveljen tai -siskon? - on jo pikkuveli ja seki iha liikaa :s
Oletko usein stressaantunut/jännittynyt jostain? - yleensä x'D
Rakastatko perhettäsi ja ystäviäsi? - joo
Pidätkö itsestäsi? - joskus
Tuntuuko usein, ettei enää jaksa? - ei ny enää oo tuntunu
Rakastatko elämääsi ja tapaasi, jolla elät sitä? - emt
Oletko rakastunut? - kyllä

¤ milloin viimeksi
Pesit hampaat? - ku tulin kotia :P
Halasit jotain? - eilen (:
Silitit jotain eläintä? - tänää
Hämmennyit? - öööö
Itkit? - eilen :'DD
Itkit jonkun eläimen takia? - 24.9. --->

¤ sekalaista
Mitä lukee ensimmäisessä tekstiviestissäsi? - 'jaa'
Kenen sängyssä nukuit viime yön? - mmmm en ainakaa omas ;)
Minkä värinen paita sinulla on nyt? - musta
Lempielokuva? - Henry Cavillin ja Steven Straitin leffat
Sano yksi asia jota teet joka päivä? - ruokin Waldoa :D
Minkä väriset ovat huoneesi seinät? - vaaleenpunaset+valkoset
Paljonko sulla on rahaa tällä hetkellä? - ööö tilillä vielä varmaa 20e ja käteistä 20e
Lempiurheilulajisi? - jalkapallo, aerobic, lenkkeily
Mitä et malta odottaa? - huomista (: Twilight <3
Millon viimeksi näit äitiäsi? - tos joskus päiväl
Mitä söit eilen illalla? - illalla söin ruisleivän 8) makaronisalaatti oli jo aamun puolella :D
Katso vasemmalle mitä näät? - ikkuna
Minkä vaatteen lainasit viimeksi joltain? - henniltä hupparia
Millä sivulla datailet useimmiten? - galleria, stepheniemeyer.com, twilight lexicon
Onko sulla kasveja huoneessas? - eii
Sattuuko sua mihinkään tällä hetkellä? - sormes haava ni siihe :s
Milloin viimeksi liikuit taksilla? - eilen vaasasta kylänpäähä yöllä
Haittaisiko sinua jos ystäväsi rupeaisi seurustelemaan ex-tyttö/poikaystäväsi kanssa? - riippuu

>> Haluaisitko nyt halata jotain tiettyä ihmistä? - kyllä (: <3
>> Milloin itkit viimeksi? - eilen jostai turhasta -.- liikutuin vähä liikaa jostai mitä mari sano ja rupesin itkee :DDD
>> Miltä hiuksesi nyt tuoksuvat? - hiuksilta
>> Mikä sinut saa yleensä itkemään? - no jos joku sanoo jtn ihanaa/koskettavaa, jotkut kirjat...
>> Mitä ääniä kuulet ympäriltäsi? - Musea soi 8)
>> Kenen kanssa haluaisit parhaillaan olla kahdestaan? - yyhen (:
>> Minkä väriset sukat sinulla on jalassa, vai onko lainkaan? - ei oo :<
>> Pidätkö koruista? - juu
>> Omistatko lävistyksiä? - korvikset ja nenäs, mut en käytä niis mtn ikinä :P
>> Viimeksi syöty ruoka? - ööö jotai lihajuttua tos päivällä
>> Viimeksi juotu juoma? - vettä
>> Mitä odotat tällä hetkellä, vai odotatko mitään tulevalta? - no vähä kaikkea
>> Inhoatko ketään juuri nyt? - joo
>> Ikävöitkö ketään juuri nyt? - kyllä :<
>> Mitä aiot tänään vielä tehdä? - nukkua vaan

¤ viimeksi
- Kenen vieressä viimeksi nukuit? - (:<3
- Kenen kanssa puhuit viimeksi puhelimessa? - iskän
- Kenen luona olit viimeksi yötä? - eilen tuola jemmas ;)
- Kenelle viimeksi nauroit? - santulle
- Kenen vanhempia olet viimeksi halannut - ei tuu ny mielee ;o

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing,
Watch you smile while you are sleeping,
While you're far away and dreaming,
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender,
I could stay lost in this moment forever,
When every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure,

I don't wanna close my eyes,
I don't wanna fall asleep,
Cause I'd miss you babe,
And I don't wanna miss a thing,
Cause even when I dream of you,
The sweetest dream would never do,
I'd still miss you babe,
And I don't wanna miss a thing.

Lying close to you,
feeling your heart beating,
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming,
Wondering if it's me you're seeing,
And then I kiss your eyes,
And thank God we're together,
I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever,
Forever and ever.

I don't wanna close my eyes,
I don't wanna fall asleep,
Cause I'd miss you babe,
And I don't wanna miss a thing,
Cause even when I dream of you,
The sweetest dream would never do,
I'd still miss you babe,
And I don't wanna miss a thing.

And I don't wanna miss one smile,
I don't wanna miss one kiss,
I just wanna be with you,
Right here with you, just like this,
Well I just wanna hold you close,
And feel your heart so close to mine,
And just stay here in this moment,
For all the rest of time
Yeah (yeah) yeah (yeah) yeah

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing

I'm looking at you, and my heart loves the view, 'cause you mean everything