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three years backwards
i first time said
i love u

and now you dont care
am i even here

This is how it feels
When you wait for a call that never comes
Are you waking up 'cause you miss someone?
This is how it feels
When the trust you had is broken,
And your left to burn with your heart wide open

Everytime you stay
The world starts making sense to me
And when you go away
I wanna scream till you see

You took my hand
You told me it would be ok
I trusted you to hold my heart
Now fate is pulling me away, from you

Katoin mun sydämeen ja kerron mitä nään
Sun nimes tulee täällä aina pysymään

tuleehan sitä vähä ikäväki..
mut kattellaan taas pian ;>

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens
To my deepest inquisitions

You could be the one I'll always love
I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces
Of the life I had before

"Mä yritän rakastaa kuin olisin Jumala
Mutta olen niin heikko
Ja välillä vinossa"

ajattelen aina sua ku kuulen tän laulun,
tai soitan sitä pianolla<3

"Mun sydäntä kosketit"

sä oot jättäny mun sydämeen jäljen<3
ja tehny sinne ittelles tilan minne kellään
muulla ei oo mitään asiaa :>

sä oot mun suojelusenkeli<3

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along